TP 8
The Silent Home.
Hours later, the university medical room was cleared, releasing Minho and Hyunjin with stern warnings and a week-long suspension from classes.
Changbin, looking utterly drained, had driven Hyunjin home first, a terse, grim silence filling the car. Then, he'd returned with Minho's own vehicle to pick him up.
"I'll drive you home," Changbin mumbled, his voice flat, not looking at Minho. "Jisung doesn't have his license yet."
Minho, still aching and sullen, simply nodded. He climbed into the passenger seat of his car, the familiar interior feeling alien and cold. The drive to the apartment was silent, the air thick with unspoken condemnation. Changbin pulled up to their building, the digital clock on the dashboard glowing.
Outside, the late night air was cool and hushed. The streetlights cast long, lonely shadows, and the occasional distant car hummed by, its sound quickly swallowed by the quiet. The city felt asleep, but Minho's mind was anything but that.
As Minho fumbled with the door handle, trying to push himself out, he saw a familiar silhouette waiting patiently on the curb. Jisung. He stood there, wrapped in a thick hoodie, his hands tucked into his pockets. Even from a distance, Minho could see the lingering redness around his eyes.
Changbin gave Minho a curt nod, his gaze hardening. "Get some rest, Minho," he said, the words devoid of warmth. "We'll talk." He then pulled away in Minho's car, leaving Minho and Jisung alone in the quiet night.
Minho watched Changbin's car disappear around the corner, then turned to face Jisung. He took a hesitant step, his body still stiff with pain.
Jisung immediately moved forward, reaching out a tentative hand as if to help him. Minho instinctively recoiled, a sharp motion of his head and hand.
"I can walk," Minho muttered, his voice hoarse, refusing the offered assistance. He felt a perverse need to show strength, even when every fiber of his being screamed otherwise.
He reached for his backpack, which Changbin had placed on the ground beside Jisung's bag, but a jolt of pain shot through his shoulder. He winced, dropping his hand.
Without a word, Jisung bent down. His movements were swift and fluid. He effortlessly scooped up both Minho's heavy backpack and his own, slinging them over his shoulders. Then, he simply turned and headed towards the apartment building's entrance, giving Minho a small, worried glance over his shoulder.
Minho followed, feeling a fresh wave of humiliation and a strange, unwelcome gratitude.
The apartment, once a haven of laughter and music, was now steeped in a profound, deafening silence. Neither of them spoke, neither of them signed.
Minho went straight to his room, changing into a fresh set of clothes. He heard Jisung move quietly in the living room, then eventually retreat to his own space. The unspoken weight of the night hung heavy between them, a difference that had opened, seemingly unbridgeable.
In the days that followed, the silence became their new normal.
Minho's week of suspension meant he was home, nursing his bruises and his festering paranoia. Every morning, he would wake to the soft clinking of pots from the kitchen.
Jisung would leave early for his classes, but not before cooking a bowl of warm congee – a soft, nourishing rice porridge – and leaving it on the kitchen table for Minho. He'd even include a small, thermos of hot tea. There were no notes, no signs left behind, just the unspoken act of care.
Minho would eat it, slowly, the warmth a strange contrast to the coldness in his heart. He was utterly conflicted. A part of him, the logical part, whispered that this was all an elaborate act. If so, Jisung deserved an Oscar for Best Actor.
The continuous care, the worried glances, the utter devastation on his face at the fountain – it was all too convincing.
But what if it's not? Minho's subconscious mind, a terrified voice in the wilderness of his thoughts, dared to ask. What if this wasn't an act? What if Jisung genuinely cared? What if Minho had destroyed everything based on a terrifying, inherited delusion?
Minho couldn't answer that question. He simply didn't know. He couldn't afford to know. He pushed the thought away, back into the dark corners of his mind where he kept his deepest fears.
Days passed in this strained routine, each sunrise a reminder of the chasm between them. Minho's physical bruises began to fade, but the internal ones festered.
One morning, Minho woke to a gentle, persistent tapping on his arm. He blinked, groggy, and opened his eyes.
Jisung was standing over his bed, his face pale, streaked with fresh tears. His lips were trembling uncontrollably, and his hands were raised, attempting to sign, but they shook so violently that the gestures dissolved into an incoherent blur. His whole body vibrated with a profound, shattering grief.
Minho felt a jolt of alarm. This wasn't the quiet, suppressed sadness he'd grown accustomed to. This was raw, uncontrollable anguish.
Jisung tried again to sign, a desperate sound escaping his throat, but his hands failed him. With a sob, he gave up, fumbling for his phone. His fingers, still trembling, typed furiously for a moment, then he thrust the screen towards Minho.
The words glowed starkly on the display;
Sister Agnes. She's... gone.
Minho read the words, his heart sinking, but a strange, grim part of him felt no shock. He had known this. He had seen it in his previous life.
He knew this was her time. A wave of immense sadness washed over him, deeper and more profound than any recent pain. He felt the sting of tears in his own eyes, a sorrow that was pure and unadulterated by his paranoia.
Seeing Jisung's entire body shaking with such overwhelming grief, Minho felt an unexpected pang of empathy.
Despite everything, despite the wall he had built, Jisung was hurting so deeply.
Instantly, without thinking, Minho reached out. He pulled Jisung into a tight hug, wrapping his arms around the trembling figure, a raw, protective instinct overriding his carefully constructed defenses.
Jisung froze, utterly shocked by the unexpected embrace. His body stiffened for a single beat. Then he broke down completely. His silent sobs turned into guttural, heartbreaking sounds. His small frame wracked with tremors. He clung to Minho, burying his face in his shoulder.
Minho held him, his own eyes burning. He thought Jisung cried for Sister Agnes. Jisung’s mind, amidst the sorrow, registered only one thing; Minho's arms around him, Minho's affection.
After days of agonizing distance.
It was the crack in the wall, the warmth he had desperately longed for, and it broke his heart anew with a hope that felt both fragile and unbearable.
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