Jennie's POV:

I came into this industry not expecting much. Yet I have a lot.

After all these years of being a trainee I finally did it. I am now in a successful girl group and have fans all over the world. I am happy.

I have the best group members in the world. They are my best friends. We went through so many hard times together and continue to do so to this day.

Sometimes I miss being normal. But I miss my family the most. When I moved to back to Korea to be with my family we just grew more distant. I was so busy being a trainee that I had no time to be with them. I still don't

I am very grateful for having blinks. At this point them and my group members are the only things keeping me going.

So I will stay strong.

No one's POV:

"Hey what are you up to?" Rosé said. Snapping Jennie out of her thoughts.

"Nothing, I was just thinking" Jennie replied.

"Well do you want some chips?" Rosé asked. "Shh, our manager won't know!" She said as the left Jennie's room.

"Yes please!" Jennie yelled, chasing after Rosé.

Jisoo would often order food to their room without telling their manager. She would usually order pizza, chips or desserts. And no one would find out as they burn off the food very quickly due to tight dance and vocal sessions.

Jennie wales into the living room and sat in the couch next to Lisa. She reached for the bowl of chips and took a chip then dipped it in sweet 'n' sour sauce.

Rosé turned on the TV and they all watched it while snaking on the chips. Until they had all fallen asleep on the couches.

Yes, their schedule was always packed and tiring but the girls always looked forward to these moments.