"Truly, madly deeply, that's how I fell for you. " That's what Yoongi said to Jennie.  Yoongi was on cloud 9.  They were so happy and in love.  He felt like things were finally going his way.  He woke up next to the girl he loves kissing her sweetly before he left.  He got back to his house before his dad woke up and made breakfast for both of them.  He was very happy for the next few weeks, with his favorite girl on his arm and he finally had money from his part-time job to take her out.  He didn't want to lie anymore, he didn't want to hide his feelings for Jennie but he was afraid everything would fall apart if somebody found out.  What they had was real. But things didn't stay happy for very long. 

One day he got a call from his dad that his mom had fallen into a coma.  It seemed she was not getting better and the mom he once knew was not coming back.  Jennie was there for him. Giving him the love and attention he was missing in his life.  She was his lifeline to normalcy.  Sometimes he thought he must have dreamed her because she was so perfect for him.  

It was 9 pm when Jennie called Yoongi. He knew it was bad cause she was so upset.

"Jennie, what happened? Whatever it is you know I'm here for you."

"I know I love you so much!" She cried.

"I'm coming." Yoongi ran out of his house with her still on the phone.

"Baby, I'll tell you in person.  It hurts too much." She said.

When Yoongi got to her house, she was waiting for him outside.  She pulled him into the privacy of her bedroom.  Jennie looked into his eyes, which were so beautiful.  It calmed her just to be in his presence.  "I can't believe how perfect you are. You drive me wild."  She pouted touching his cheek softly. "You are everything to me and now I'm leaving you against my will."

"Why Jennie?"

"My dad's company is relocating us to Japan.  We leave next weekend."

This was devastating but he knew he had to be brave for her. "I'll always love you, that will never change." He soothed. "We have to make the best of the time we have left."

They cried together and Jennie thought.  It will torment me the rest of my life cause I had to leave you.

After Jennie left, every day felt boring and sad.  I missed her so much but I wasn't able to call her very often. By all indications, Jennie felt the same.  A sigh escaped my lips for like the 100th time that day.  I decided to write my feelings down to see if that would help but it ended up sounding like a song.  I looked up how to add beats so I could send her the song and a whole new world opened up to me.  I had always been interested in music and I knew how to play the piano but I never really had any interest in creating my own music.

I promised myself to try my hardest and never give up.

Dead Leaves by Suga of BTS
Like those dead leaves there that have fallen and are flying
My love is collapsing without strength
Your heart is only going further away
I can't grab You
I can't grab you anymore more more
I can't hold on more, yeah
Over there, the autumn leaves that look like they're at stake
Seem like they're looking at us
If our hands touch, even if it's all at 

Once It only seems like it's going to be crumbs

I only just looked
With the winds of autumn
The speech and facial expressions that have gotten colder all of a sudden
I can only see our relationship withering
Like the autumn sky, it's empty between us
An ambiguous difference that is different from before
Tonight it's much quieter
A single autumn leaf still attached to a branch
but it's breaking, I can see the thing called the end
The dead leaves that are becoming shriveled
The silence inside your aloof heart
Please don't fall
Please don't fall, the dead leaf that crumbles.

I want you who stares into me

I want you who wants me again
Please don't fall
Please don't collapse
Never, never fall
Don't go far far away
Baby, I can't hold onto you
Baby, I can't give up on you
Like the dead leaves that fell
This love is ending, 

like the dead leaves
Never, never fall
It's withering 

As if every autumn leaf has fallen

As if everything that seemed eternal is going further away
I am my fifth season
Because even if I try to see you, I can't
Look, to me, you're still green
Even if our hearts aren't walking, it walks by itself
Our foolishness, like laundry, is being hung piece by piece
Only the bright memories are dirty
It falls on me
Even if I don't shake my branch
It keeps falling
That's right, in order to raise my love
It falls
Even if we're close, my two eyes
Become further, spreads further
Like this, being thrown out
Inside my memories, I become young again 

Never, never fall yeah

Never, never fall yeah 

I want you who makes eye contact with me

I want you who wants me again
Please don't fall
Please don't collapse
Never, never Fall
don't go far far away 

Why can I still not give up on you, 

I hold onto the withered memories

Is it greed
The lost seasons I try to restore
I try to restore them 

Blaze them brightly, flare

It was all pretty, wasn't it? 

Our path roads

But it all withered
The dead leaves fall down like tears
The winds blow and everything drifts apart
The rain pours and shatters
Until the last leaf, you, you, you

 I want you to make eye contact with me

I want you who wants me again
Please don't fall
Please don't collapse
Never, never fall
Don't go far far away
Baby you girl I can't hold onto you
Baby you girl I can't give up on you
Like the dead leaves that fell
This love, like the dead leaves
Never, never fall
It's withering Never, never fall
Never, never fall