°~your pov~°

I can't... I have lost everything... Salina.. Gone.. Tord.. Backstabed us... I hate HIM! I will never forgive him..

The gang lived whit me
Since the house got destroyed...

I looked at myself at the body mirror...

Fat

Ugly

Pig

Useless

I hate myself! I wanna die.. I wanna see salina.. My pet dog named sugar.. She died when she was 4 months old.. I wanna see my mother... I wanna end my life...

Worrning: self-harming and gore/blood suicidal foughts

I grabed a knife cuz I want to make it more painful cuz I deserve it..

I stared to cut my wrist..1...2....3....4....5.......

I wrote 'kill me' on my other wrist and looked at myself in the mirror.. Not enough!

Legs.. I practically just stabbed myself in the leg almost... The blood all over me.. I.. Feel... Weak...

Darknes...

°~Toms pov~°

Y/n hasn't come out yet.. I'm worried.. What if he/she killed themselves?! He/she was really close to salina.. And that stupid turd just had to kill sal sal and break her heart! I swear if I see him I'll rip him apart...

Thud

I hurde someone fell..?

From.. Y/n's room... Please tell me he/she just fell or something

I walked upstairs and knocked on hes/her door
"y/n! Come on open up please" I said.. Silent.. "y/n..?" the door was open...

I opened the door...

Peaked in...

B-blood?..what...

Y-y/n..."Y/N!"i yelled as I saw hes/her body in the ground  unconscious

" what's wrong TOM-OMG!" edd came in and yelled as matt came in to and fainted
"call the ambulance!" edd yelled as Tom did what edd said

°~your pov~°

So... So peaceful and worm... I opened my eyes to see I have a white dress/BigShirt on and I was in a blue/pink/purple void I guess cuz everything around me was so beautiful

And then I looked at my chest and saw.. Saliņas.. Logo... That her mark.. She uses it to mark someone.. We're am I? I spines around and I was flying!

I looked at the ground to see water "wow.." I looked at myself

"sup" a girl whit brown hair who had green fading in her hair.. She had pretty long hair

She also had...white eyes? And she had dakr skin.. May I say she looks so beautiful! And she and a white dress

"w-who are you?!" I spined around.. She was at my hight

"I'm luckina!" luckina said handing her hand to me "your cousin.." she said wait... She's my cousin.. Who died few years ago.. She did suicide...

"w-wait..y-your her?!" I said as I stared tearing up "mhm!" luckina humed and smiled "Oh my god I missed you!" I yelled as I jumped in her arms and she hugged me back "w-wait.. Am I d-dead?" I asked "no.. Your still alive... There is more to your life!" luckina said "but..I lost everything..." I say
"y/n.. Salina is out there.. Just follow in her feet.. You know her the best"

Was the last fing I hurde..

"ngh.." I opened my eyes to see a hospital.. So white.. And clean.. (getting the miss wanna die vibes)

"y/n!" edd yelled as he tackled me in a hug "e-edd?!" I was shocked and Tom joined in as matt did too "g-guys.. Why.." I asked "y/n! Don't fucking.. Ever do that again.. I fucking love you!dont do it!" Tom yelled (don't worry.. You and tord will get ya ending~)

"y-you..?" I looked at Tom in shock "y/n...tom actually likes you" edd said as matt and edd got back up "t-tom.." I smiled a little "ik ik.. You will regect me but.. I love you.. Menu people love you.. And I care.. More then that fucking ass hole.."tom said

I huged Tom tightly" as much as I dont trust love...i love you too Tom"i said as I started to cry and Tom kissed mt cheek "edd.. What ever you do.. D-dont..Cryyyy!"edd starts to cry of how cute it is.

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Dont worry guys and falls! You will have your happy ending whit tord.. Don't worry 😁

Pluss sorry again I didn't post 😞

Depression is kicking in again and.. Well I'm going to therepy now so.. Yeah.. But still I wanna die kinda.. 😭 But I love you all and I wont die cuz ik there are people who love me like my bestie serenity and she's amazing go follow her 01SERENITY10
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Love yall~

Salina out for now~