Rima Rhythms,

I had already read those testimonies and I knew, to where I would finally going through...

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"Long time no updates", Satan

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"Yeah, I've been dealing with you for almost a years... I'm sicking tired of it... I worked then finally knew what were those realities they were talking...", I responded

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"Of course, you can't escape the desires of every little, or even a very single thing in this world, hahaha! Are you done complaining? You are finally mine!!!",

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I came to realize I was already dead...

through accident...

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I drank cyanide... That was it...

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I looked around and realized I was in a hell... Yes, I was in a hell...

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"You told my devils, my slaves to let yourself go talk to me... Why were you seeking me?", Satan

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"I would love to know...",

"Know about... what?",

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"Why are you doing these?",

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My skins were burnt, As far as I know, I am being tormented... My eyes are almost falling, crawling worms inside of me... Inside of this body....

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I am already a dead soul...

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"Why do you keep doing that?", I continued...

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"Why were you keep on doing those?", I continued...

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"Rima...", Satan said, in a very calm voice...

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I turned up, looking at his eyes...

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"I am the sibling of God...",

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My eyes had widened in a very surprising moment...

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"You are a sibling too, a sister, consider myself as you... Had you ever felt envious?", Satan

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"Yes... Yes I did...",

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"Then why are you keeping on Praising my sibling?",

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"Because He is right...", I said

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I suddenly felt from a hopeless nowhere to a normal soul who never felt everything, not even feeling hurt... Standing in front of him like a normal being on earth who acts as a trainee in front of his trainer...

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But once again, Satan's not my trainer, but how do he keep training me without doing an act, I do the same thing, bad, worst, stealing, backstabbing, cheating, desiring, pride, envious, anger, most of all.... Greed to turn away from God to have everything...

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"Then why are you asking me? You already know behind all these?", Satan replied

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"That's it... Satan, you already know all of these things but you keep on doing these things repeatedly...", I raised my voice a bit...

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"Shut up! You will never understand how envious I was, I am, and I will be!!!",

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Satan thrown a fireball that made my whole soul get tormented and hopeless with a pain...

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I cried and shouted, but still hearing his complains...

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"He's always getting a lot of attention!!! He keeps telling his people not to worship idols but what do he thinks about himself?!! An exception?! ",

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"I got the point.... But I don't get... t... the.... p...  point....o...of.... i...it", I replied reaching the sky as if there was but nothing else, but as dark as hell...

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"You told me you had felt envious!!! How come you did not understand?!!", He yelled

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"Envy is just an expression.... Peace is an emotion.... Once you feel it, you will not regret the word of God...",

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"Really, hah?!", Satan then laughed made me wonder...

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"What about you? who never felt being noticed as a popular to everyone?? What about your sibling who felt the opposites??", Satan

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"You are no beautiful, not to be noticed, unlike your sibling...

You are no intelligence, not to get knowledge, unlike your sibling...

You are nothing but a normal to shove, to be gone, to erase, and to bully, unlike your sibling...

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They all respect your sibling, EXACTLY the way they do the opposite to YOU!! ",

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I cried in pain.... Asking for God's mercy.... But devils, Satan, imps so whatever, surrounded me, came laughing everlasting....

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Death is so eternal.... It hurts.... It's really hurting..... Inside... and outside...

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"Have I told y... you... heh... heh...", I replied as a weakling....

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Satan just stopped laughing and frowned at me... with an annoyance...

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"Have I told you I once did, that means, I only did once.... Once... not today, not ever....", I continued laughing so much weak...

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"I tell you... Once you accept the Lord, you will never ever feel that kind of pain.... You are happy, I can see how you laugh by hurting the kinds of us.... But you are broken inside, not physically....", I continued as he forgot to punish me with his torment.... the chance to speak against his beliefs...

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"Haha... I am laughing inside and outside!!! The thing you wouldn't even know!!! There is no purgatory once you die sinner, you're dead forever, and ever!!!",

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"The world I used to live, is one of the purgatories to repent...",

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"I don't know what you are talking but... BRING HER BACK TO JAIL!!!! Make her suffer more to her CELL!!",

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Dear God....

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"Would you still love me?",