Jimin hasn't eaten much since Yoongi has got back.

Yoongi always makes him dinner and Jimin only picks it apart only eating a few bites before leaving the table.

Yoongi is still confused as to why Jimin is so upset and he knows its all his fault. Whatever it is.

Jimin has his physical today with his doctor and Yoongi has tried not to make him anymore upset than he already is.

  "Are you going to eat breakfast?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin looks up from his phone. "I'll probably just. I don't know. Make some toast or something."

  "You have to eat Jimin." Yoongi says.

  "Okay." Jimin says shortly.

Yoongi sighs putting two pieces of bread in the toaster.

Jimin watches him as he makes up a different plan.

Jimin can't eat before his physical. They'll weigh him and they'll judge and they'll just make him feel bad.

Jimin starts to drink his plain tea as Yoongi places the toast in front of him.

  "Eat it." Yoongi says leaning in front of him.

  "While your standing there watching me are you crazy?" Jimin says.

  "You have to eat before your physical." Yoongi says.

Jimin rolls his eyes getting up from his seat.

  "Jimin-" Yoongi starts.

  "Yoongi. For fuck sakes." Jimin says. "Back the fuck off really. I don't need you- especially you. Telling what I need to do alright. Get a fucking grip."

Jimin storms off to his room to get dressed.

Yoongi sighs so freaking stressed out by Jimin.

Everyday is something with him but don't get Yoongi wrong he'd do anything for Jimin. But fuck.

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  "You've gotten worse Jimin. You've dropped almost three pounds since we've seen you last." His doctor Namjoon says.

  "Okay." Jimin says feeling a strange unsatisfying twinge.

  "Jimin. You're extremely underweight." Dr. Kim says.

Jimin looks around the room avoiding the doctors eyes.

  "We might have to consider inpatient treatment." Namjoon says.

  "What?" Jimin says. "What is that?"

  "I'm saying it might be best If we consider putting you into a treatment center."

  "Okay. And that's obviously bullshit. You can't put me in the fucking hospital can you?" Jimin says.

  "Yes we can. It's very possible." Namjoon says.

  "No." Jimin says.

  "Yes. Its for all the best. But we're only consider it for now. If your numbers drop anymore you'll be considered 'in critical condition' and we can and will hospitalize you. And you must take this seriously Jimin. This isn't a joke you are killing yourself."

Jimin stands up grabbing his coat from the back if his chair.

  "We're not done here Jimin."

  "No. We are." Jimin says pulling his coat on. "Thank you Doctor I hope enjoy your evening-"

  "Why do you do this Jimin?" Namjoon asks standing from his seat. "What makes you feel like you have to do this."

  "Do what?" Jimin asks frustratingly.

  "Hurt yourself. Why would want that?" Namjoon asks.

Jimin doesn't respond right away.

  "What goes through your head?"

  "Goodbye." Jimin says politely before walking out.

Jimin meets Yoongi in the lobby.

  "Hey. How'd it go?" Yoongi asks.

  "Can we just go. Please." Jimin says.

Yoongi nods and they leave the small building.

  "Was it that bad?" Yoongi asks as they walk.

  "They-" Jimin sighs pulling at his sleeves.

  "Its okay if you don't want to talk about it." Yoongi says.

  "No. I do it just. I don't know." Jimin says.

  "We can talk when we get home alright?" Yoongi says.

Jimin nods.

When they get home Yoongi starts to prepare dinner.

  "Do you want to talk now?" he asks.

  "They said they'd send me to a hospital if I dropped anymore weight." Jimin says.

Yoongi stops what he's doing and stares at him.

Jimin doesn't look up at him. "And I can't refuse because I'd be considered in 'critical condition'."

  "So. What're you going to do?" Yoongi asks.

  "I'm not sure." Jimin says.

Yoongi nods. "We'll figure it out."

  "I mean. Do I really look that bad?" Jimin asks.

Yoongi doesn't know how to answer his question.

  "There's a difference between bad and unhealthy." Yoongi says. "I love you Jimin. You know I love you no matter what. But. I'm worried about you."

Jimin looks downs at his chipped finger nails.

   "You don't look healthy Jimin. And its so worrying and frustrating having to just watch you go through this. I can't make you do anything you have to do on your own and that kills me." Yoongi says. "I just don't want to lose you."

Jimin doesn't respond to him.

  "You don't have to Jimin. Your perfect. You don't have to hurt yourself to look a certain way when you've always been perfect." Yoongi says.

  "You don't see what I see Yoongs." Jimin says.

They both fall silent.

  "Nevermind. It doesn't matter." Jimin says.

  "It does matter Jimin." Yoongi says. "You can't seriously go on like this. It isn't a joke anymore."

  "Was it ever a joke?" Jimin asks.

  "No. But now. You really have to change. I know you don't see yourself Jimin. But I see you. And its not pretty. Its not beautiful. Healthy. Is beautiful." Yoongi says.

  "You really think saying that to me makes me want to change my mind?" Jimin asks.

  "If that doesn't then what does?" Yoongi says trying to keep his voice down.

  "I don't know. Saying that I am. I don't. Beautiful. Or I don't know. Encouraging me?" Jimin says.

  "I've tried Jimin!" Yoongi says raising his voice. "I've tried. I've tried helping you meet your calories. I've tried telling you how perfect you are. I've tried getting you to listen. And what do you do? You just tell me to fuck off and leave you alone! How much more of this am I supposed to be able to fucking take! I get it. I know your sick. I know I don't understand. But what am I supposed to do?"

Jimin swallows hard as tears fill his eyes.

  "I don't want to hurt you but I'm tired. I'm tired of not knowing what to do to help you. And I just. I just need a break." Yoongi says.

  "A break." Jimin repeats quietly.

Yoongi sighs leaning against the counter.

  "Okay." Jimin says. "I understand."

   "Jimin-" Yoongi starts.

  "No Yoongi. I get it." Jimin says. "I understand."

Jimin leaves the kitchen.

Yoongi curses silently to himself.

Why does he mess everything up.

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