Yoongi falls asleep on the couch but is shaken awake later that night.

  "Yoongs?" Jimin says lightly shaking him awake.

Yoongi stirs squinting his eyes to try and see.

  "Jimin? What is it?" he asks a bit of worry in his tone.

  "Will you come sleep with me?" Jimin whispers.

  "Um. Yeah. Of course." Yoongi says sitting up.

Jimin stands with a small smile.

  "What's wrong?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin shakes his head as they both head to his room.

  "I was thinking. Maybe in the morning we could go into town or something." Jimin says once they lie down.

  "Yeah sure. If you want." Yoongi says wrapping his arms around Jimin's small frame.

Jimin always felt self-conscious when Yoongi did this.

Yoongi thought he was to skinny.

Jimin wished Yoongi could see how big he actually was.

Yoongi only says those things to make him feel better and Jimin knew it.

But it didn't make him feel better to know he was too skinny.

If he was too skinny then he had to at least maintain his weight.

Eating would just take away all he's worked for.

  "What are you thinking about?" Yoongi asks drowsily.

  "I love you." Jimin says covering the truth with the truth.

  "I'll always love you Jimin." Yoongi says.

Jimin believed it.

***

  "Good morning." Jimin says as Yoongi enters the kitchen.

  "Hi?" Yoongi says slightly confused as Jimin places a plate of pancakes in front of him.

  "What?" Jimin asks a small smile grew on his face.

  "Nothing." Yoongi says.

  "Can we still go out?" Jimin asks leaning on the counter in front of Yoongi.

  "Sure. Did you eat?" Yoongi hated asking Jimin if he'd eaten. Especially when he was in a good mood.

  "I ate before you got up." Jimin says. "I swear I did."

  "I believe you." Yoongi says. "What do you have in mind for today?"

  "I was thinking we could go look around some places." Jimin says.

  "Anywhere in particular?" Yoongi asks.

  "No." Jimin says the smile on his face is contagious as Yoongi finds himself grinning as well.

  "What are you smiling about?" Yoongi asks.
 
  "We're gonna be alright aren't we?" Jimin asks.

  "Of course." Yoongi says.

Jimin leans over the counter kissing Yoongi lightly on the lips before pulling away.

  "I'll get dressed while you eat." Jimin says leaving the kitchen.

Yoongi smiles to himself as he began to eat his pancakes.

He hears Jimin start the shower and stands from his spot.

He hates to listen in on Jimin but he just wants to make sure he's okay.

He presses his ear to the bathroom door where Jimin is showering.

He hears nothing at first before he hears the soft sounds of Jimin humming.

Yoongi smiles as he steps away from the door and goes back into the kitchen.

Today was one of those good days.

Jimin never expected these moments to last but he tried to enjoy them.

He gets out of the shower and wraps himself in a towel avoiding the mirror and heading straight to his room.

He did eat this morning. He wasn't lying about that.

The voice inside his head keeps telling him it was a mistake. That he just ruined everything.

But Jimin just wants to be okay today.

He wanted to make Yoongi happy.

Even if that meant fake little smiles here a few forced laughs there.

Jimin dresses in a long sleeve grey shirt that used to hug him comfortably but now just hangs off his shoulders. And a pair of black jeans.

Yoongi enters the room as Jimin ties his shoes.

  "Are you ready?" Yoongi asks.

  "Yeah." Jimin says glancing in the mirror for second to adjust his hair.

Yoongi smiles at Jimin as they leave the apartment together.

  "Do you want to stop for tea first." Yoongi asks as they head for the heart of the city.

Yoongi can see Jimin hesitate a bit before smiling. "If you want tea."

  "We don't have to." Yoongi shrugs.

  "Can we not. Not now. Maybe after yeah?" Jimin says.

  "Alright." Yoongi agrees smiling at Jimin.

Jimin could feel Yoongi trying to keep the mood as light as possible. Afraid to say the wrong thing.

Jimin and Yoongi walk aimlessly around the game shop before walking around town for a few hours.

  "You wanna head home? I'm kinda hungry." Yoongi says.

  "Yeah sure. But after we go in here." Jimin says as they enter a clothing store.

  "What do you want with this place?" Yoongi asks.

  "I need a interesting shirt to wear for the video I was gonna film." Jimin says referring to the dance videos he would sometimes film and edit.

Yoongi hated when Jimin went shopping.

He was always afraid he'd upset himself.

Jimin roams the shop before settling for an oversized BT21 sweater.

  "Seriously Jimin?" Yoongi asks jokingly.

  "What?" Jimin laughs. "What's wrong with this? Pay for my jumper." Jimin says handing it to Yoongi.

Yoongi smiles gladly paying for Jimin's jumper.

Yoongi hopes this is a sign that Jimin will be happy again.

He really really loves to see him smile...

***