"Jimin? Jimin are you in there?" Yoongi asks through the bathroom door.

Jimin sits crosslegged on the bathroom floor with his sleeves pulled far past his fingers.

"Jimin please don't do this again." Yoongi says still trying to open the locked door. "At least tell me your okay?"

"I'm fine Yoongi. I jus-...I'm okay." Jimin says.

Yoongi sighs. "Come out of the bathroom Jiminie."

Honestly Jimin was the furthest away from 'okay' as you could get.

For the past year Jimin has been struggling with Anorexia Nervosa.

And the worst part about it is that Yoongi knows.

Jimin is constantly met with a feeling of guilt, embarrassment, and shame all at once.

He would always ask himself why Yoongi would stay with him through all of this.

Who would?

Does Yoongi even love him or is he just planning his escape behind his back?

"I don't know what to do Yoongs." Jimin spoke barely above a whisper.

"Come out the bathroom and we'll talk Jimin. Please." Yoongi would do anything for Jimin and he wished Jimin knew that.

Yoongi wasn't after a smaller or skinnier model of Jimin he just wanted Jimin and he wanted him happy.

Jimin picks himself up off the floor his body weak and fragile as he unlocks the door.

Yoongi is met with Jimin's sad and tired eyes.

The light that once shun so bright in Jimin's eyes is gone.

Jimin avoids Yoongi's eyes as he brushes past him.

"I don't want to talk Yoongi." Jimin says heading to his room.

Yoongi follows him into the bedroom.

"Have you eaten today?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin's heart races as his first instinct is to lie. "Yes."

"What?" Yoongi challenges crossing his arms.

"Why?" Jimin shrugs sitting on the unmade bed.

"Jimin you'll never meet your calories if you keep going on like this-" Yoongi starts.

"No." Jimin says not wanting to hear what he has to say. "Screw the stupid calories Yoongi I know what I'm doing."

"No you don't Jimin. Your nutritionist said-" Yoongi starts again.

"I don't care. I don't care what he said." Jimin says.

"You're killing yourself Jimin." Yoongi says defeated.

Jimin goes silent looking down at his hands.

"And I don't want to lose you to this." Yoongi says stepping closer.

"Please get out." Jimin says not moving from the bed.

"Jiminie-"

"Yoongi! Get the fuck out alright." Jimin says standing and pointing towards the open door.

Yoongi stands there for a second before turning to leave.

One thing Yoongi has learned in the past couple of months is that there are good days and bad days.

Another thing is that the bad mostly outweighs the good.

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