Jungkook kept a tight grip on the steering wheel of the car while also having the divorce papers in his hand. His mind is going off everywhere, he can't concentrate on the road nor anything. His blinking his eyes multiple times to try and stop himself from tearing up.

The scene of 3 years ago keeps playing in his mind like it was yesterday.

~3 years ago~

Jungkook started making his way towards the place they called their home. After having a lot of time thinking he realised it was stupid to walk away the second she told him she was pregnant. Its now the next night and he knows that even is he's afraid, scared that he'll just lose this baby like the last time he should be there for his wife.

When he finally reached the front door he stopped seeing the lingering figure who was also making its way towards their house.

Jungkook : " J-Jisoo?"
He quickly caught her in his arms when she stumbled stepping over her own foot.

Jisoo looks up to him with her eyes shaking unable to focus on one thing when the amount of alcohol in her body has gone too much.

Jungkook : " Seriously?!? You even get drunk in America?!? Who were even drinking with?!?" Jungkook tries his best to hold her since he's basically standing carrying her weight and he's starting to be unstable too.

Jisoo : " YOU!!" Jisoo pointed right at Jungkook making him look at her confused.

Jungkook : " What?"

Jisoo then pushed Jungkook away from her making her stumble back while Jungkook did the same. She fell to the ground and he was about to help her when she suddenly flinched away hitting him in the process.

Jisoo : " DONT TOUCH ME YOU MURDERER!!"

Jungkook was taken back at the name he was called and was unsure whether Jisoo was even talking about him.

Jungkook : " Jisoo come on!"

Jisoo : " DONT TOUCH ME!! I SWEAR I WILL SCREAMMM!"

Jungkook : " You already are! So be quiet!"

Jisoo : " You! I hate YOUUU!!!"

Jungkook : " What are you talking about?!?"

Jisoo : " You are the reason!! Y/N is crying right now!!"

Jungkook then stood frozen feeling his heart sink. He looks up to the house, looking right at the window of their bedroom imagining her crying for him. He feels so stupid for ever making you cry again.

Jungkook : " Thats why Im back now.."
he tries again to help her up but she moves away.

Jisoo : " Don't you dare! Don't even show your face to her!"

Jungkook : " What?!?"

Jisoo : " She's pregnant Jungkook REMEMBER?!?"

Jungkook : " I know!"

Jisoo : " So stress isn't good for the baby!"

Jungkook : " Thats why Im going back to her now!"

Jisoo : " But think about it Jungkook!"

Jungkook : " Think about what Jisoo?!? Dammit!"

Jisoo : " You KILLED your first child!"

Jungkook sudden anger turned into darkness and sorrow. He felt his eyes sting. He's never been called a murderer before for being the reason they lost their first child....but its basically true...he is the reason...'that makes him a killer right?' All these thoughts were going through his head.

Jisoo : " And what makes us sure! You won't do that same to this one!!"

Jisoo then stands up and Jungkook is still standing there frozen his hands curled into a fist.

Jisoo : " Even Y/N knows it! So if you go back....She'll be in a constant stress and fear...which is bad for the baby..."

Jungkook keeps his head down and the warm tears are starting to soak his face.

Jisoo : " So you being by her side...is bad for her....bad for the baby....you're basically killing the baby again...,slower this time..."

He wipes his tears away harshly and looks back up again at the house one last time and back at Jisoo. He bit his lip afraid that this will be the toughest thing he'll ever have to do.

Jungkook : ".....Don't tell her I was ever here.."
He turns his back walking away with a heavy heart...

~End of flasback~

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Yall....I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROWWWW😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AGHHHHHH I DONT WANT!! I DONT!!!

But I will still try to update daily as usual.
Just maybe not twice a day😂😂😂