my friends joked about us today.

"you guys are gay as fuck."

"hooked up yet, fags?"

i mean sure,

they were kidding,

but the annoyance in your eyes was obvious.

you looked upset even though i thought you liked me.

i was about to laugh it off,

but you instantly interrupted.

"as if. just because jimin's a little twink doesn't mean i'm homo too."

you'll never,

ever know how much those words hurt me.