i had to leave class today,

because everything was going wrong,

and it was literally killing me.

i ran,

and ran around the school campus before i finally got to the roof.

but when i opened the door,

you were there;

but you weren't alone.

as the view of you kissing him reached my eyes,

the bottle of pills in my hand fell to the ground getting both of you to instantly look over.

i couldn't believe it.

why was this happening to me right now?

why are you kissing the guy i've called my best friend for years?

the guy i grew up having a crush on as a child?

now,

i understand why you said no.

you didn't love me.

i mean,

why would you when you could have someone like him?

someone like jungkook.