Dear Chenle,

It's not like you'll even see this. I don't want you to see this.

But you'll never know what it feels like standing in a shadow of someone you feel so fond of. Especially when it's the shadow of your best friend.

I find this feeling to be like a war, but I'm too proud to fall in love with you.

It's not like I would have a chance anyway.

I'll just build a wall around myself to try and hide from this feeling I can't ignore.

Don't make it so hard for me.

Best Wishes,
Maybe