(16) Coming Out

AU: Transgender Tommyinnit (FtM), raccoon Tommyinnit.

Information: Tommy, a raccoon hybrid, knows he's transgender but hadn't told anyone nor had picked a name for himself. His birth name is Clementine... he's sixteen and Techno and Wilbur as twins at eighteen. They go to the same school. Phil adopted all three of them. Eret, Who is only mentioned, will be known with she/her, him/he, and they/them. It will switch when he is mentioned. (Note: I don't watch much of Eret so I only searched it up to check. If I'm wrong please correct me.) if anything in this oneshot is incorrect or makes someone feel uncomfortable, I will take it down.

Family: Philza, Technoblade, Wilbur.

Trigger Warnings: misgendering (not knowingly), dysphoria.

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Clementine stared at himself in the mirror. He had known from a young age he was a male... yet he hadn't known what his family thought of transgender people.

Worry filled his head as he hadn't pushed himself to pick a new name that others could call him if/when he came out. His body looked wrong to him as he was unsafe with his binding. He put on multiple sports bras. Despite knowing it was unsafe... he had accepted this and walked back to his bed. He laid down and wondered if his friend group was transphobic. The topic never came up...

The raccoon hybrid pulled out his phone, he would start off by asking a random question as he mainly did in the group.

Raccoon: random question of the day, what do you think of trans people?

Bee: they are pog!

Boo: they're cool

Purple: valid.

Clem smiled slightly, a sigh of relief escaped his lips. He felt a buzz on his chest signally another text.

Boo: what about you Clem?

Raccoon: am one.

He chuckled to himself as worry filled his chest. He wondered if they'd question it... were they lying? He knew for certain he was trans, there was no question but the worry never faded about how his loved ones would take it.

Bee: WHAT?!

Bee: what pronouns!? What's your new name?!

Boo: do you have a binder?

Purple: what's you name?

Raccoon: he/him... and I never really thought of a new name yet. I do like the name 'Tommy' though.

Bee: Tommy suits you

Boo: I agree with Tubs

Purple: thank you for coming out to us.

Boo: does your family know?

Raccoon: hell no! I don't know if they will accept me or not.

Raccoon: I did want to bring it up much like this but in a more casual way.

Boo: they definitely will accept you, at least I know Techno will. He hangs out with Eret sometimes.

Clem... no, Tommy, thought for a moment. Eret was the most out person in the school. She was proud to admit the fact and they will defend anyone being bullied for their sexuality or gender. Tommy liked his unusual style as she walks down the hall in a Strawberry dress and a bisexual flag on his back like a cape. They are hard to not notice in the school.

Yet, Tommy didn't know that Techno spoke with Eret before. His brother was normally antisocial so the fact he talked with them was a bit surprising. Tommy smiled at this fact before going to type again.

Raccoon: I didn't know he talked to them.

Raccoon: ttyl, Dads calling.

Bee: byyyeee Toms!

Boo: ttyl Tommy

Purple: cya

The teen placed down his phone. He often left his phone up in his room while the family ate food. The dinner was going as normal yet Tommy was a bit more silent as he allowed his mind to race with questions.

"Clem, are you okay?" Wilbur asked as he rested a hand on Tommy's shoulder. The teen jumped slightly, too engulfed in his thoughts to full grasp what happened. He slowly calmed down as he faced Wilbur and hummed.

"I'm fine..." he trailed off, "random question... Techno you talk to Eret right?" The teen wanted to be sure... just in case the male didn't speak to them anymore.

The male gave him a confused look, "I do, why?"

"Just a question..." Tommy trailed off, coming out was nerve racking. Should he really tell them...? What if he gets kicked out...? What if their disappointed...?

"Woah, Clem, what's wrong?" Phil asked softly immediately pulling the teen into a hug as he noticed the tears start to fall from his eyes. He didn't realize tears were falling as he came back to reality. He gripped his father's shirt, he merely cried more at the mere name that didn't fit him. Phil was silent as he rubbed his back to attempt to calm the teen down. The teen who he had adopted at a young age.

The two twins glanced at each other, techno had been worried Eret had done something. After the question on why he asked, he broke down... techno thought back, had Eret done anything? No... he hadn't even been to school that day. Wilbur looked away from a thinking Techno and joined in on the hug. He brushed Tommy's hair with his fingers, something Tommy loved as he always calmed down.

"I'm trans..." Tommy mumbled into Phil's shirt after a moment.

"What was that, Clem?" Phil asked, not hearing anything but jumbled words that he couldn't make out. Techno at some point stopped thinking about what Eret could've done to his unknown brother.

"I'm trans..." Tommy stared a bit louder, fear evident in his voice. Tommy half expected Phil to push him away but he was only pulled closer. Wilbur stood next to techno, having leaving the hug a minute before.

"It's okay son, we accept you." Tommy looked up quickly to gather his father's feelings. Phil had a smile on his face yet his eyes were clearing showing his emotions. Love and knowing had been in his eyes. "Do you have a new name?"

"Tommy..." he mumbled lowing his head back to his father's chest.

Techno hummed and took out his phone. Wilbur watched him confused as he glanced down to the phones screen. He was buying a binder.... "hey nerd, if anyone misgenders you tell me." Tommy slightly nodded, smiling as he kept his head on his father's chest.

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Tommy was on his phone, messaging his friends who were a bit upset at the fact somebody misgendered him. Tommy hadn't cared as it was possible that they hadn't known. He didn't talk to many people about it only his friends, teachers, and family. He attempted to calm the three down but allowed them to go off in private instead of at the person who made a mistake. Tommy hadn't managed to correct him as he had already rushed away.

A knock was suddenly at his bedroom door. The teen glanced at the time and cursed slightly, it was probably his father telling him to go to sleep, it was a school night. Yet, the door silently opened.

"Tech?" Tommy asked a bit confused as he stared at the male who entered. Techno closed the door quietly with a box in his hands. "What are you doing?"

"I have something for you..." techno sat on the side of the bed. Tommy sat upright, a bit confused as the box was placed on his lap. "I thought you'd like to have it for school tomorrow."

Tommy glanced down to the box. He slowly opened it, something white was in it. It looked familiar to him. He picked it up and looked it over to have his eyes widen. "TECHNO!" He screamed in joy as he launched himself to hug the older brother. Constant mumbled thank you's were coursed out.

"No problem, nerd." Techno hugged his little brother back. "Now go to sleep, Dad will be pissed if he sees you're up late again." The two pulled away, Techno stood up. "Don't wear it while you sleep and don't wear it more for eight hours."

"I know Techie... goodnight." The older left the youngest alone. Tommy turned over, sending one last text to the group chat before sleeping.

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Confidently, Tommy walked through the halls. He wore the binder, he felt more comfortable and happy with it on. The student who had misgendered him the other day had been leaning against the lockers waiting for class to start. His eyes scanned the halls, his eyes landed on Tommy. "Hey Uhm..." he paused for a moment awkwardly, "I'm sorry about misgendering you the other day. I didn't know," Tommy smiled slightly at the apology.

"It's fine, really. I didn't tell many people, my names Tommy incase you didn't know." The guy nodded, storing the name in his mind.

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