hi so i still have 2 exams left(AND THE SHAWN MENDES CONCERT), but i got bored of studying so i wrote a part 2 lots of people asked me to make when it first came out(if you want to re-read the first part again, its #54)

Tom was a wreck when he left y/n's apartment. He wanted so badly to go back and beg for her forgiveness. But he knew no matter how hurt she was, she wouldn't forgive him.

He dove mindlessly. He didn't know where he was going until he was standing in front of a door.

"Tom?. y/n said you two were going to watch a movie tonight.." Harrison didn't notice the tears in his best friends eyes until he let out a sob. "Mate..what happened?" he opened the door wider to let the crying boy in. they both sat down on the couch, Harrison went to get Tom some water then sat down next to him. No one moved or said anything until Tom was ready.

The room was silent apart from the choked up sobs by Tom until Harrison's phone rang.

"Hello?" he asked quietly "Haz.." y/n mumbled into the phone, trying to minimize the sobs "hold on, the two of you are crying..did you break up?.." Tom glanced up and nodded his head.

"y/n," she sniffled "is he with you?"

"Yeah..but what happened?" and before y/n could reply, Tom spoke "i fucked up the best thing"

"Can you help me pack up his things then my own things tomorrow, i..i can't stay here"

*5 years later*

y/n was now over the heartbreak..sorta. Now, she moved back to Toronto and is now an author about to publish her first book.

"y/n!" she turned around and saw the familiar head of brown curls running towards her

"Shawn!" she smiled, running and meeting him in the middle, she hopped into his arms and he twirled her around "missed you" he mumbled, pressing his lips to her cheek "missed you too.. C'mon, let's go home take a nap then get ready for tonight" Shawn smiled, gently putting her back down "your book was released party!" she nodded, her smile grew wider "did you bring the hat and sunglasses?" she nodded again, handing him the stuff "dunno how this'll help anyway.." Shawn shrugged as he put them on then took her hand into his, leading them out of the airport.

Once the both got closer to the door, they both inhaled deeply, getting ready to walk calmly past the paparazzi. But when they walked out, the focus wasn't on them. It was on Tom Holland and Harrison Osterfield.

Harrison looked around for anyway to get out of the crowd, anyway to skip all the questions and pictures, yes he enjoyed his life and job, but sometimes, its too much. All he wanted to do was promote the new movie starring himself and his best friend and to visit his other best friend who lives here.

"We should go while they're distracted" Shawn whispered to y/n who was staring at Tom and Harrison. She hasn't seen Harrison in person in 3 years. "Right, yes. Lets go" she squeezed his hand then made their way to the car "wanna play some music?" y/n smiled as she handed him the aux cord, Shawn smiled clicking the playlist on his spotify that he had made for car rides with y/n. As they drove out the lot, y/n began to sing along "so now i come to you with open arms, nothing to hide.." she stopped at a red light then looked at Shawn "Stop filming me" she laughed, but continued to sing. "How am i the one that's known for singing in this relationship" he laughed before ending the video then posting it on his story. "Babe, got a text" Shawn said, looking down at your phone "can you read it out" he nodded "it's from Harrison, said he's here, hey wasn't he the one we saw at the airport, the blonde one right?" y/n nodded "yep, he's on press for his and Tom's movie, can you ask him if he wants to come to the party later"

"He's asking if he can bring Tom" her breath hitched "uhm.. Just reply with 'idk' he'll know the right choice" the car was quiet apart from the light music until she killed the ignition and they sat in complete silence until Shawn spoke up "hey..uh..i just, listen. You don't have to say it back but-" y/n looked at him and smiled

"i love you too" his eyes grew wide and the smile he had warmed her heart "i just thought, you know, with Tom.." y/n shook her head "he hurt me, yeah and there might be a part of me that still loves him, but thats because i think that if you truly loved someone, you don't stop loving them, the love for them just grows smaller" he nodded and looked down at his feet "Shawn.." he sighed "if he comes tonight.. And he asks you to come back to him, would you? I mean what if the flame just--"

She stopped his rambling by taking his hand into hers "it's not going to happen. He's.. he knows it won't. And i am perfectly and happily in love with you. You've taught me that i deserve better than the two who have cheated on me,"

"You know i would never.." y/n smiled " i know you won't. Now, c'mon let's go inside and cuddle"

"Ready?" Shawn asked walking into the bathroom "yep!" she replied,capping her lipstick "no you aren't" she turned her body to look at him and she gasped "Shawn!" he smiled sheepishly "i know, i know. But it's a special day!" she sighed happily and turned back to the mirror "...can i put it on you?" she couldn't suppress her smile as she nodded, moving her hair aside for Shawn to place around her neck "there. Now you're done" he kissed her cheek then offered her his hand.

(The necklace he gave her)

The party had just begun when y/n was pulled to the stage to give a speech. "Uhm..okay,wow, first of all thank you all so much for coming! Uhh.. thank you to all the people who have inspired me and believed in me while i broke down and cried when i had a bad case of writers block, yeah, i'm lookin' at you two, Shawn, Harrison, i love you guys" she stopped to look around the room and right in the corner stood Tom Holland "and the biggest thank you to the person who let me go to become who i am today. Love you too." he sent her a sad smile, and a thumbs up. "Uhm...again, thank you all for coming to the celebration of my biggest accomplishments, the bar is open all night" she hopped off stage and was immediately engulfed in a group hug by her boyfriend and bestfriend "you should talk to him" Shawn said when they both let go "oh..okay" slowly, she made her way through the crowd to the man who had once broken her heart.

"Hi Tom.." he looked up from his glass and tried to smile "hey y/n." she stood there awkwardly until he spoke up, "i'm still so sorry for what i did y/n, i.. I was stupid, so stupid" y/n nodded "you aren't stupid Tommy, you just made a stupid decision. That decision doesn't define you" he sighed then finally looked at her. Really looked at her, and he realized that she wasn't the girl she was 5 years ago. She seemed happier and her eyes shined so much brighter than they had before "how long of you and Shawn been together?" he knew the answer already, but he thought that if he heard her say it, he would be able to move on.

"People will say we've been together since i moved back to Toronto 3 years ago, but we've been together for 8 months officially" Tom nodded "i'm happy for you"

"Thank you Tom" he sighed, "can i confess something?" y/n nodded "i don't think i can move on y/n. I know you're happy and i don't want to ruin that for you, but.. What do i do?. You told me i was the love of your life, and you were mine, but you were able to move on-- and i know you truly loved me, how did you do it? I.. i can't even go on dates without breaking down, and i always end up canceling" his eyes were glossing over "oh, Tom.." she wrapped her arms around him "Tommy, there's someone out there for you, i promise,someone will help you move on and you'll love them just as much as they'll love you.. Tom, look at me" she cupped his face in her two hands "i still love you.. But not in that way anymore. It's going to take some time to find that person, i was just lucky that my person lived right next door." he took a deep breath then nodded "i'm sorry, this nights about you, i should go" y/n shook her head "Tommy, c'mon. You don't have to. I want you here" he sighed "okay, just...if i stay, can we stay in touch, try and be friends" a light smile graced her lips "if you think it'll help you move on and it won't be too hard on you.." he immediately shook his head "you're right, i still love you, and i probably won't stop, but i rather have you in my life than not at all"