sorry it took so long...i didn't like how the whole thing went at first plus my app decided to be a bitch on the plane🙃🙃, ANYWHORE, HERE IT ISSSS

"Y/n. Wanna be my girlfriend?" The girl stood up and looked at her best friend "are you sure Tom? We're only 5" Tom shrugged "i'm 6! Don't you think it would be cool?"

She looked down at her hands then smiled "yeah! Let's be boyfriend and girlfriend!" They grinned at each other then hugged "my mum's calling. Bye Tom!" "Bye girlfriend!"

The next day in school, Tom was very protective of the girl, that is until Sophie tried to talk him into being her boyfriend

"really Tom, i think you and me make better boyfriend and girlfriend" she smiled "why do you think that?" He asked smiling 'wow! 2 girls want to be my girlfriend!' "I can bring you cookies!" She smirked, a smile grew on Tom's face and y/n stomped over

"hey! Toms my boyfriend not yours!" Sophie rolled her eyes "Tom wants my cookies and me! Not you!" Y/n turn towards Tom who was looking between the two girls, but he's eyes lingered on Sophie "you know what!-.. fine! We aren't boyfriend and girlfriend anymore Tom!" Y/n took off running. "Wait!-"

"i thought you wanted cookies Tom" Sophie pulled out a bag of cookies from her bag "i..no, i want to be y/n's boyfriend!" He sprinted after the young girl, who was now sitting on the bench crying into her palms "uhm.. y/n?." She turned away from him "y/n please, i want to be your boyfriend, not Sophies! I don't want her cookies 'nd i dont care if you don't have any cookies because i like you" she sniffled then looked up at him "h-how do i know you're n-not lying?" Tom thought hard, then took her hands, pulling her close and kissed her lips.

"Y/F/N Y/M/N Y/L/N!" A voice called "m-mum?" Her mother pulled her away from Tom "what are you doing?!"

"He's my boyfriend mum!" The mother shook her head, "now y/n" she frowned then looked at Tom "i'm sorry..."
and that very next day, he never saw her again.

That is until they had both gone to the same high school...

"Alright class, we'll see each other for all four years of your high school life every Wednesday, and during our TA days that happen every year(yeet idk how to explain this, but this is what my school does, so just..go with it i guess..okay cool lol) so everyone should know each other. The transition from middle school to high school is tough, so it'd be nice to see a familiar face every now and then. now, let's start by stating our names and one fun fact about us i'll go first, Mrs. Ray, and i enjoy...crochet, does anyone have any questions?" no one had replied or put their hand up "okay...now how about...you" she pointed to the girl Tom had been looking at since she had walked in "okay..um, my Name is y/f/n and i..moved to New York when i was 5 and just came back this summer" Mrs. Ray nodded "questions?" Harrison, the blond haired blue eyed boy poked his hand up, nudging Tom slightly "if it isn't too personal, why did you move to America for so long?" y/n smirked and turned towards the back, where Harrison was sitting "my mum said it was for my dad's job but--"

Her eyes met Tom's warm brown eyes that she remember from her childhood "but she didn't like the idea of moving there until she saw a boy kiss me at the park" Toms cheeks went hot red, causing y/n to chuckle "hey Tom.." he smiled "y-..you remember me?" she licked her lips and nodded slowly.

Mrs. Ray smiled lightly, "well, since we got your name, what about the fun fact Tom?" he shook his head waking himself up "right..uhm..well when i was six.. I had my first kiss.. at the park" y/n bit her lip to hide a chuckle, before turning back to the front.

The rest of their high school year went by quickly, never leaving each others side, writing songs together. They even had their first sips of alcohol together during their freshman year and went to their first high school party, a senior's party when they were merely sophomores,

"How'd you get us invited to a senior party anyway?" Tom grinned, bring the red solo cup to his lips "offered to suck his dick after the party-" Tom choked, causing y/n to bend over laughing "no, idiot. He goes to peer tutoring for english, and since we're advanced in english and i actually joined peer tutoring like i promised Harrison" she glared at her friend next to her "anyways, he invited me as a 'thanks for the help' kinda thing" Tom coughed "you gave me a heart attack..i wanted to be the first guy you'd suck off"

y/n's jaw fell dropped, then she punched his arm "Thomas!" he laughed with a groan while rubbing his arm. "only joking"

The next day, y/n woke up hungover, groaning, she walked into the kitchen where her mother stood with her hands on her hips "what now?.." she turned her body and behind her stood y/n's cousin Josh, he had a guilty smile plastered on his face "tell her what you told me" he gulped "i.. Um..well i was at the party and..er, well i overheard you and Tom-"

"Who you told me you don't talk to him"

"I can be friends with who ever the hell i want mother!" her mother clenched her jaw "you're going back to New York" y/n's eyes grew wide "you can't do that!"

"I can, and that's exactly what i'm doing. You're moving back in with your father" y/n eyes began to water "why?" "that boy is no good for you y/n. I've made up my mind. You go back to America this week"

*present day*

"You ready for this? its live you know" y/n's dad/manager asked "i know it's live dad" she chuckled "And i am so ready, are you?" he smiled "we'll i'm not the one walking the red carpet, where's your dress?" she smiled then pointed towards behind her "gucci?"

"Only the best" she chuckled "it's what my stylist sent, told her i wanted something simple, easy to walk in and easy to his the fact that i'm not wearing heels" he chuckled along with his daughter "you think i'd still make it..like this, if mum didn't send me back?" her father looked her in the eyes through the mirror "it's all about your talent my princess. Even if you had stayed in the UK, you'd have made it here"

"Fred! Don't make her cry, she doesn't have water proof mascara on!" Millie, her makeup artist cried as she dabbed the corner of y/n's eye "sorry, sorry, i'll leave the two of you alone now"

"So do you know who's performing?" y/n's best friend since she had first moved out to New York,co-star in their most recent movie 'somewhere only we know' and date for this event, Jonathan gave her a deadpan look "you?"

rolling her eyes and chuckling "i mean other than me" he shrugged "some guy named Tom Holland" she gasped "Tom!"

"You a fan?" Fred turned in his seat to study his daughter "oh..i know who that is, he's that boy.." she rolled her eyes "he sang that song..talking to the moon?" she nodded "said he wrote it for and with someone" the last word, sharper than the others "from when he was in his first year of high school. Finished it himself because the person had left" y/n bit her lip, trying to push the memory of writing that exact title on top of a blank page in the library when they had finally met again after years.

"Looks like it's time.." Jonathan exhaled heavily "hey, you'll be fine. We don't have to talk to anyone, you know that" he nodded "i know, lets go straight to the snack table" she chuckled, nodding "seems like a plan, c'mon" he unbuckled his seat belt, then threw open the door, after getting out, he offered y/n his hand "chivalry is not dead" he muttered causing her to laugh loudly "alright mister gentleman, let's get these pictures done with and then to the snack table" only loud enough for both Jonathan and her father to hear "go, i have to talk to some people"

"Bye dad" she pressed her cheek to his (last time she kissed her father on the cheek with lipstick on, he couldn't get it off for..a while..) before he rushed off to a man with a clipboard, "its really loud.." y/n nodded "i know, its okay..just, hold my hand yeah, keep smiling, don't answer any questions. Almost done. Promise" he nodded in response, while squeezing her hand lightly "we're okay bub, don't worry" he took a deep jagged breath "she doesn't look like she's gonna take no for an answer.." a blonde women with fake..everything walked up to the couple of friends "i'll do all the talking if you want to jump in, nudge me" y/n mumbled before she actually got to them "hello! y/f/n y/l/n! You look amazing! And so does your date, actor and co-star Jonathan Jones!" y/n smiled politely "thank you! You as well!" The blonde grinned "so we see you guys all the time together thanks to paparazzi's, even after the movie was done filming and after the press tour, could there be some real life romance between the two of you?" Y/n let out a chuckle "no, no. We're both very single, just friends." She nodded "right,-" suddenly, the man with the clipboard that Fred was talking to came over to them

"sorry to cut you short, but they need y/n and Jonathan now" the interviewer scoffed then nodded away. "Sorry i was late, i got caught up"

"Its fine, she only got one question in" he nodded, leading the two friends into the building. "You know where your seats are yes?" Y/n and Jonathan nodded "alright, perfect. Washroom is that way, snack table is over there. See you later."

"you perform all the time, why you so nervous?" Harrison chuckled "yeah but not in front of other amazing singers and talent! How can i NOT be nervous?!" Tom paced around the snack table, picking up random fruits and shoving them in his mouth. "Did you hear that y/n's here"

"Your first kiss y/n?" Tom nodded "dude, you're still hung up on her..last time you saw her was in high school" he bit his lip,nodding again.

"Jonathan, stop pacing" a voice that sounded so familiar came closer "i can't! You're performing and i'm nervous, why aren't you nervous?!" The girl laughed "i am, 'm just not showing it." Harrison poked Tom "isn't that your girlfriend?" Tom quickly turned around and their eyes met and Tom's breathed hitched..

"Tom!"
"Y/n!"
Quickly, they pulled each other into a hug "it's been so long" she mumbled, looking up to his warm brown eyes "too long..i'm sorry i got you in trouble" she chuckled after pulling away "it's fine. It was bound to happen, my mum would've found out i still talked to you" Tom frowned "why doesn't she like me?" Y/n raised a brow "Thomas, you laid one on me when we were five-" "i was six"

"Still!.. anyways, what you been up to, i mean apart from the stuff we see online" his smile m brightened up the room "been writing a lot, finishing up songs we started together"

"Including talking to the moon?" He nodded "finished it senior year when i missed you most" he frowned. "Tom, we need you now"

"See you later?" "Yes! We need to catch up" he nodded, then quickly kissed her cheek before rushing off "don't worry, i won't tell mummy dearest" Harrison winked before dashing off after Tom, but not fast enough to see y/n stick up her middle finger at him. "So that's the boy you told me all about when you came back the second time" Jonathan threw a grape at her, she easily caught in her mouth "yeah..he's changed, more mature now" her best friend raised a brow at her "you still got the hots for him don't you" y/n shook her head, then lead him to their seats "i don't. And i didn't before" Jonathan rolled his eyes "whatever, i'll tell your dad you aren't coming to the hotel tonight"

Jonathan was right. She didn't go home that night. She spent her night with Tom in his LA penthouse,catching up and drinking expensive bottles of alcohol.

"Geez you live her alone?" Tom shrugged "brothers 'nd parents drop by sometimes, Harrison claims the guest room as his..want anything to drink? I got some of that thing we used to sneak out from my parent's stash" y/n chuckled "we never really liked henny then" "i know but we drank it a lot"

"Pour us some?" he nodded "you were so good on stage by the way,"
she grinned "so were you, you hyped up the start of the show" "yeah and you ended it perfectly. Couch?" they made their way over to the couch, "is that gucci?" y/n looked down at her dress "yeah..oh God, don't bring that up" he laughed "that time freshman year.."

"if you continue, i'll just take it off" she challenged him "you called out that girl because she was wearing gucci" y/n put her glass down on the table, looking at Tom, who smirked "you wouldn't.. Anyway, then you told her it was fake" slowly, she stood up "then she called her father who came to the school and went up to you during class to apologize then you swore to never wear gucci again" y/n pouted then pulled down the dress, making sure he bra doesn't come down with it, Tom threw his head back laughing at how quickly she actually done it, he looked back at her as she stood with the black dress pooling underneath her. "Take a picture it'll last longer" she winked before sitting next to Tom again "you're beautiful" he mumbled. "You're a dork. Now c'mon, fill me in on the Tom Holland's wonderful hollywood life. Is it true you're dating--" "no!..uh" he cleared his throat "i'm very single" y/n nodded smiling "good. So am i" he smiled back "good."

The two continued to talk through out the night and somehow ended up wrapped in a blanket, their bodies pressed together for more warmth "what time is it?" Tom mumbled yawning "holy shit.." y/n mumbled "how is it 6 in the morning" his eyes widened "wanna watch the sunrise?" she nodded vigorously as Tom pulled her towards his room. "It's so beautiful" she had muttered "yeah..it is"
but Tom wasn't looking at the sunrise. He was looking at the amazing view beside him. "You're not even watching the sun!" y/n giggled turning to face him as he snapped a photo of her "hey!" he just smiled and began to take more and more "you told me to take a picture so it'll last longer!" the two laughed as she tried to take the phone, Tom continued taking photos "okay, okay, fine, let's take some selfies instead" "you have changed since highschool" "shut up and get closer." she took hold of his hand and lightly pulled him to sit where she sat the sat on his lap as they did various poses, one even where Tom is kissing her cheek. "I should go.." she mumbled "nooo. Stay" his arms wrapped around her waist "Tom, i got an audition in 2 hours" she smiled, earning an adorable pout from him "call me after?" she kissed his cheek "definitely"

"Hey! You uh..wanna..just wear something of mine, you know instead of the gucci dress" she bit her lip "..sure, but you have clothes that aren't black, grey or white too right?" he rolled his eyes then opened his closet "take your pick." she looked through his clothes and found..

"These still fit you?" he looked at the clothes she picked out "the sweater and jean jacket do, sweats..not so much" she grinned at him causing him to roll his eyes "finee.." the outfit was the one he wore when they went out on valentine's day ('we're happily single!day') of their second year of highschool. "How do i look?" she smiled, doing a little turn "beautiful" Tom grinned a her. "I got an hour and a half...wanna get some breakfast?"

The two kept in touch and were closer than ever now, writing songs together, Tom helping y/n with her learning her lines. But Tom kept something secret. Something that he hoped y/n would love. He looked down at the paper lying on his kitchen table, lost in thought for lyrics, until his phone rang, a facetime call coming in
"hey" he smiled down at his phone "need help" the girl on his screen was in panic "hey, hey..what's wrong?" she took a deep breath then licked her lips "i know it's stupid, but fuck. Tom i don't look good in anything" Tom sent her an odd look "what'd you mean? You look great in everything" she sighed "Tom, seriously. I have a shoot and they said i can choose my own outfit but i look bad in everything they give me, i mean when i find one, i test it but in certain angles i look disgusting! My thighs look huge in most and--" he shook his head "y/f/n y/ln you are beautiful in everything..and nothing," he winked, causing her to chuckle quietly, and wipe away a tear "seriously though, all your 'imperfections' that you point out on yourself, i find beautiful and i know so many of yours fans do as well..and hell you look good in every angle, you look good even when you're blurry, here look" Tom opened up their messages and sent her the photos he took of her that night while they watched the sunset, more than half of them burry from her trying to take his phone "hey, this one's cool.." Tom smiled "the one with the blurry background and the only thing clear is you?" he went back to the facetime and saw that y/n was nodding "y/n, did you choose your outfit, we still need to do your makeup" she bit her lip "almost!..please help me choose one though" he nodded "go try them on then" after she change from each outfit, Tom decided "do the black one with skirt, i mean you look good in all of them but wow that ones.." y/n shook her head "thank you Tom" "hey, whenever you need me, i'll be there. Now go, or your off schedule" she blew a kiss at her screen "call you later?" he nodded "'course. Bye darling" she smiled "bye loser" before hanging up.

Tom's manager finally spoke to him about finally releasing his new song after the demo was sent, and the song was playing on the radio the very next day, as well as a radio interview.

"We're here today with the Tom Holland! Who is apparently releasing a new single right after your album was released..." Tom chuckled "yeah..i was inspired and couldn't help myself yanno" the radio host nodded "of course, you can't stop an artist when he's on a roll" "yeah, yeah exactly" he smiled "so what..or who was the inspiration for the song?" Tom sat a bit straighter "well i recently..reconnected with an old friend and she--uh..they, they meant a lot to me and the words just came to me, so writing it was the easy part..and this person is just..so beautiful" the host was now smirking "right,right so 'this person', do they know you did this?" Tom shook his head, pursing his lips before verbally answering "no, but hopefully, they'll know its about them once they hear it, in which case, i really hope they're listening" "well, let's not wait anymore and play the song yeah?" "yeah! Let's do it," "this is 'Beautiful' by Tom Holland!" and now they were off the air, both Tom and the host leaned back listening all the way to the post-chorus "it's about y/n isn't it?" Tom licked his lips, feeling his cheeks begin to warm "shut up and listen to the song ya div"

"I need to know Tom-" he rolled his eyes "yes, Harrison, the song is about y/n" Haz pumped his fist in the air "fuckin' knew it!"

y/n sat in her trailer, listening to the radio, knowing Harrison was on..and the fact that he texted her saying Tom will be on the show. As she listened to the song, she smiled and couldn't help but get lost in his voice and getting caught on every word of it. She couldn't help but chuckle and tear up slightly. "y/n! y/n! Oh my god!" Millie ran into the trailer smiling widely "he wrote me a song.." she mumble smiling as tears slipped down her cheeks, Millie ran over and hugged her "damn, lucky girl" the song had ended and Tom and Haz were back on air. "So Tom, you've had a break from recording now, albums are sold out..everywhere, i heard you're going on tour" there was some silence "yes! I'll be going on a world tour by the end of the month, starting here and...so on, i don't actually know all the details on dates yet, but it is totally happening."

And oh it did. y/n tried to write more songs, but she couldn't stop thinking about the song Tom had written for her and she finds herself, writing a verse of his song...in her point of view of their shared night.

She smiled at her writing, then played Toms singing it in one tab, while opening a karaoke version of the song in another, and switched from which tab plays the sound at the second verse, then played the one with Tom again at the chorus. When she was finished, she heard slow clapping from behind her, turning, she sees Jonathan and Harrison "hey..."

"Ready to go home?" Jonathan smiled "London or New York?" the two boys looked at each other "where your soon to be boyfriend is playing tomorrow" her eyes lit up "London!" "we're gonna surprise him. Managers idea, and i think i know how we can surprise him and the crowd" Harrison smirked "you're trouble.I like that"

Soon the three of them were on a plane headed to London, as y/n looked out the window, the sun was rising and immediately she pulled out her phone and posted the photo Tom took with the caption 'started when we were younger.... Photo taken by:@👀'

"How's everyone doing?!" Tom screamed in the mic, the crowd cheered back happily "unfortunately, this'll be the last song of the night.. But it's really important to me, as you all know i wrote this song for someone special, i met that someone at school when i was 6, she was also my first kiss.." he chuckled "anyways, here's beautiful"

A mic was handed to y/n as she began to take off her disguise and Tom's voice filled the room

"Started when we were younger Swear to God that I loved her Sorry that your mom found out Guess that we just really had the thunder Ain't nobody else that I'd be under Beautiful, beautiful life right now Beautiful, beautiful night right now No, no, no" he looked around the crowd, as they sang along "Hey Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful angel Love your imperfections, every angle Tomorrow comes and goes before you know So I just had to let you know"

And suddenly all the lights go off, causing the room to panic slightly,

until a single spot light was turned to one person. All eyes were where she stood, as well as the cameras

Oh my God, where did the time go? I wish the hours would go slow. How is it 6 AM? Your touch is heaven-sent" she beamed at Tom who stood awestruck on stage
"Beautiful, beautiful sight right now Beautiful, beautiful life right now Got the angels singing ooh-ah right now like, ooh-ah And this is why we've got to touch (Ah) Sometimes words are not enough (No) Painted in your golden kiss, honey dripping from your lips I thank God and my lucky stars Darling, don't you know what you are?
Yeah, baby, you are" she sent him a look, he understood and began to sing the chorus with her, as he climbed down the stage to bring her up there with him.

After the song was finished, they hugged and Tom whispered "you're mums gonna kill us..i really like you y/n" she pressed her lips to his cheek "really? Couldn't tell, the song didn't say anything about that..." Tom rolled his eyes "can i kiss you?."

"In front of this crowd?" "no different to the one on the playground" he mumbled, leaning closer "so..can i?" she grinned then closed the gap between them. After pulling away breathlessly they turned towards the crowd as they cheered and awed "you know, we never really broke up back then..." she gasped and turned to face him "did you ever cheat on me?" "did you?" he fired back, she bit her lip "you gotta end your concert" she mumbled kissing his cheek "we'll finish this talk later then" he said with fake anger laced through his voice, she laughed then made her way backstage, waving goodbye to the crowd.

"So.. did you?" she rolled her eyes then opened her arms for him to fall into "only twice.."

"Oh..i sorta did..three time" she gasped and wiped away fake tears "how could you!"

"'M sorry, can we start over?" she shook her head "i like us here. Forgive and forget, but if you cheat on me again we're so over"

"Would never dream of it" he mumbled kissing her on the nose then lying on her chest "what ya doing?" "taking a nap.'m tired"

"We should go to your hotel room.." Tom shot up then threw her over his shoulder "Tom!..you don't seem so tired now."

In the morning, Tom woke up with a wide smile. It wasn't a dream, he slept with the girl he's loved since he was 6, and she stayed. Tom carefully played with her hair and watched her sleep until she shifted and buried her face into him"staring is rude" she mumbled against him "wasn't staring, just..admiring something beautiful" she pecked his chest then looked up to him "third time's a charm."

Lowkey don't like the ending but hey its kinda cute..