The comfort zone is a psychological state in which one feels familiar, safe, at ease, and secure.

If you always do what is easy and choose the path of least resistance, you never step outside your comfort zone. Great things don’t come from comfort zones.

A kind of memory that tells us that what we're now striving for was once nearer and truer and attached to us
with infinite tenderness.

Some people go their whole lives never truly knowing what their purpose is. They never know, because they never seek.  And because they never seek, most of their days are casually lived out lacking depth and experiencing chronic feelings of emptiness.  But that’s not you.

I wanted to live a life for revenge as i feel that the only one hurting was me and only me.

Maybe he already move on and forgot about me, my mind keeps on thinking random things that'll made me skip sleep and just stare at the shallow wall.

What is he doing now..

Is he crying too..

Does he get to sleep 8 hours a day without trouble..

Can he eat properly..

Cause i cant... I can't even breathe like i use to before..

Everytime i swallow my food my chest hurt and it made me wanna throw up...

Do you feel the same way Chifuyu-kkun.?!..

The nights seems long as i stared at the pitch Black room not wanting to open the lights as i feel that I'll get blinded by it.

How long has it been since i started to lock myself in my room and ignored about the world. I dont even charge my phone so i will avoid on calling him in the middle of the night to find comfort.

Im sitting at the edge of my bed when i heard a beep outside my window, the rain is blocking some of the sounds and it was unnoticeable if you were sleeping already. But, the light from the motorbike makes it more obvious that someone is calling me out.

I stood up and made my way towards my window and open the sliding glass.

I narrowed my swollen eyes to see who it was. CHIFUYU?

It was really Chifuyu outside my house, he is staring blankly into my eyes as he was soaked under the rain.

I covered my mouth as i feel like i was about to sob again.

Chifuyu was just there sitting and unbothered by the heavy rain. I then went outside to join him.

"Why are you even here Chifuyu? ! Go home" i said while i was walking towards him wearing my sleeping attire which is silk white dress that is now soaked in the rain.

"What do you mean, im here everyday.. Since we broke up. I just stayed here waiting for you to look through your window.."he said with his eyes staring at me.

"hmm" i just hummed as a respond. I dont want to give myself hope.

" Seeing you is enough, i dont wanna bother you. B-but i cant stop thinking about you and and how wrong I was for not spending time with you when i can" he said and his voice is shaking, i dont know if he feels cold or he is crying. I cant really see it, its raining.

" i totally regretted everything,. I wanted you back.. Please YN.." he added.

I turn my back when i heard his last words, he is hurting as much as i do. But, it doesn't mean that could bring us back together. What we have is broken.. I don't wanna trust him anymore.

" Go home Chifuyu, your just lonely, sooner or later you'll forget about me." i said as i turn around and walk inside my house. I changed my clothes and dry ny hair.. Its 11pm in the evening almost midnight.

Im relieve as i dont see the light from his motorbike now, he must be gone.

As i lay down and listen to the clock ticking.. I have fallen asleep.. But, suddenly woken up by the sound of someone... Coughing?!

I sat down and look at the clock... Its almost 3am.

I ran towards the window and my eyes widened when i saw Chifuyu sitting on the ground leaning his back on the motorbike and staring in the sky while its still raining. Geez its so cold outside.

'he can get hypothermia if he stay there longer.. Its been 4 hours.'

I stopped thinking and grab my towel to ran outside, as i approach Chifuyu i can see his pale lips and hands shaking.. I hugged him and put the towel around him.

"You idiot! Why are you still here.. You're gonna get sick"  i said as i cupped his cheeks. He just smiled at me even though his lips are wrinkled and pale from the cold and he is still soaking wet.

" i told you i wanted to see you, i wanted to be with you... Im not leaving.. I wanted you back."  he stubbornly muttered.

I pulled his hand and lead him inside. We enter my room and i can feel he is still shaking. This is bad, he could get seriously ill after tonight.

Luckily, my parents are on business trip leaving me behind all alone. They would probably come back after a week or two.

" go take a hot shower, ill get you some clothes." i said as i pointed out on my bathroom. He just nodded and went there like an obedient little kid.

I brought him the largest hoodie i have and a sweat pants and a pair of socks for extra warm.

I knock on the bathroom door and after a few seconds it opened revealing chifuyu in a towel covering his lower body. I cant help but admire his perfectly toned abs and a well built-up chest.

I gulped from the sight of it, now im blushing by just looking at this. So i turn to look at the side while i hand him the clothes.

When he got out of the bathroom i helped him dry his hair.

We were just standing in the middle of my room while i wipe his hair with towel, he stared at me the whole time. Fortunately, it was dark so he couldn't see my flustered face.

"there you go." i said as i finished drying his hair. I was about to turn around when he immediately wrap his hands around my waist to prevent me from moving.

"Chifuyu-kkun!? What's wrong?" I uttered trying to get away of his tight grip. Im kinda liking it but act hard to get.

" Lets stay like this for a moment.. I really missed you." he said while leaning near my face and then giving me a passionate kiss. I didnt resist it, i was craving for it too. The kiss deepens as it turn into a make out session.

I can feel Chifuyu's hands rubs my back as he breath between our kiss.

" I love you YN. I love you so much.." please forgive me. "he said while his head now rested on your shoulder.

" O-okay, since your so stubborn ill give you another chance., but its the last..."i said and i feel Chifuyu's fighting spirit awakens, he started to jump around and then carried me while jumping.

He carried me bridal style towards my bed. He burried his head on the valley of my chest snipping my scent as he puts his hands around my waist, he really is enjoying himself right now.

"Thank you baby, I'll make it up to you." he said while he snuggle his head on my chest. I stroke his hair and put my chin on top of his head as i let out a giggle.

A few minutes later, i was about to ask him if he is hungry when i heard a cute snore.

I kissed his forehead before dozzing off to sleep.

"i love you more Chifuyu"

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Here you go 🤭😉😏

Since you wanted a happy ending.. I actually did it.

Hope you all sleep well.

My eyes hurt from writing this at 2:50am..