My parents decided to work abroad, My dad has been promoted and my mom decided to come with him leaving me behind with my mom's friend.

"starting today, you will be staying in this room, if you need anything else.. Dont be shy to ask" she said while leading you to one of the rooms in the 2nd floor.

"Make yourself at home YN, My son Baji isn't here yet. I'll introduce you to him once he arrived" you nod then scanned the room.

Staring today, this will be your new home. The room was spacious and there is a private bathroom attached to it.

You sat on the bed and put your luggage on the side.

At least i dont live alone.

I heard someome called me down stairs so i hurriedly ran.

She introduced me to his son that was sitting on the sofa and not even bothering to face me.

"YN, this Baji my only son and Baji this is YN my friends daughter.. That one i told you about, she will be staying with us starting today"

He nodded and after that he just went upstairs completely ignoring my presence.

What the hell was that, he is so rude.

I heard her mother signed and ask me to drink some tea with her.

After a few months of living with them, my life was so boring. Baji completely ignores my existence and acted like im just a ghost.

I totally admit, he is quite handsome and attractive. Those fangs when he smiles are so hot.

I always watch him whenever he is at home. He loves watching TV and eating ramen. I think im falling inlove with him day by day.

Baji went on a different school as i am, my parents wanted me to go to a private school.

Im planning to confess my feelings for baji as soon as i realize that what i felt for him was real and deep.

I dont even know how i fell inlove with that guy when all he does is ignore me everyday.

I bought a sweater for him at the mall and wrote him a letter. Im planning to hand it to him in person.

I waited for him all day but he did not come home until late at night so i decided to give him my present and the letter the next day.

I woke up a bit late and when i ran downstairs he left already. What! My timing is awful.

It has been a week and my plan failed completely, i still have the present with me and the letter. I cant find the perfect time to give it to him.

When im at home, he is always too busy or leaving for gang meetings.

But it doesn't mean i have to give up.

I was laying down on my bed while playing with my phone when i heard Baji's motorbike arrived.

My mood lightened and i thought this was the day i should give him my present and confess.

I hurriedly fixed myself in front of the mirrors and get dolled up before i knock on his room. Just to look presentable.

I knock twice and surprisingly he opened it immediately.

"Hey baji" i said while holding unto my present and the letter i was about to give him.

"Oh you. What do you want" he said while still holding the door knob and opening the door halfway. I cannot see the inside of his room.

"I - i have something to tell you baji" i said while blushing intensely. This is it, its now or never.

My hand move forward and handling him my present.

He look down and wonder what was happening. He then realize im confessing my feelings for him.

I was looking down at my feet, i Can't even manage to look him in the eye.

"I like you baji" i said while looking down and i can feel my hands tremble.

I am so proud of my self..

I did it.

I was so happy and look up to see baji completely shocked. I smiled at him and about to walk forward when i saw a pair of arms wrap around his waist from the back.

I cannot see who it was but i know it was a woman as per her nail colors.

Whats going on?

I gasp when I realize that the woman was shirtless and only on her underwear. She hugged baji while looking at me.

Baji was still speechless and didn't utter a single word, he just stared at me. The situation im in was so awkward.

The moment i realize everything and my mind process what i just saw. I dropped the present and the letter to the ground then ran off towards my room.

I quickly locked the door and ran towards the bathroom and shut the bathroom door.

I held my mouth and sob, preventing myself making any noise. It was too painful, everything i saw back there was unexpected.

I turn the shower on to block the sound of me crying.

I broke down on my knees and sob continuosly until i was drained.

Its my fault so assumed that he will like me back.

Worst.

I didnt even know he has a girlfriend.

Im an idiot.

I dont know how to face him, i hope we wont came across each other anywhere.

After that, i waited for baji to leave the house before i went downstairs.

His mother is so kind as always, she would make delicious bento for baji and me.

I was walking to the front door and about to reach for the door knob when it suddenly opens revealing baji, my eyes widened while i stare at him.

He quickly ignored me and walk pass me, i heard him saying " i forgot my bento".

I clenched my fist and went outside, i ran towards the bus station cause i know i was already late.

I was right, i miss the bus.

I was standing at the bus stop waiting for the next bus to arrive. Im late anyways, no reason to panic.

After the long tiring day, i am glad to be home, opening the door the lights inside was off so i assume no one was home.

I walk upstairs but startled when Baji's door opened reavealing baji topless.

I quickly turn facing my door and about to enter my room.

"YN" i panicked when baji called out to me all of a sudden.

I should face him,even though this is embarrassing.

"Oh, its you. What do you want" this sounds familiar but this words was the only thing i can utter.

"About the last time, i-" he was saying something but i cut him off.

"Forget about it, i was wrong to like someone like you. Totally regretted it already" i said in a monotone voice, i can still hear the anger in my every word.

"Also, can i get the present back. I'll just give it to someone else. Someone who deserves it." i added.

Finally, i had the courage to face him.

I turn to face him and walk towards him. I came closer to him, close enough so i can feel his breathing. I have no expression.

I dont even feel anything anymore. So this is what it feels like to be numb by pain.

You kept ignoring me that i got use to it already.

" What are you standing there, give it to me" i rudely said while looking straight into his eyes. I saw his adams apple move, like he just gulped.

He took the box with the letter, i notice he already open and read it.

"YN, i-"  he was about to say something again but i cut him off one more time.

"I dont care" i said cutting him off and turning my back from him.

I walk towards my room and shut the door.

So this is how it feels like hurting someone and taking revenge.

"It felt good. " i mumble while shoving the box of present in the trash bin with the letter.

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😏 Okay..

That one felt good.