I watch you turn into a friend, into a lover and ended to be a mere stranger.

How long has it been since i last saw you're cheeky smile.

Those fangs that looks so sexy when you grin.

Baji seems to be unaffected from all the things that happened in the past.

I always see him riding his motorbike in the street together with his friends.

But i never felt that he was troubled and suffering from the break up. Am i the only one who wanted us to get back together.

Baji always shows sign of irritation whenever we are together. He would ignore me and say mean words at me from time to time. It's like he is trying to push me away.

Staying with my parents was very lonely, they would ignore me and act like i didnt exist anymore.

I dont even have an idea why everyone around me doesn't seem to care.

Its like i dont exist anymore.

One afternoon, i saw Baji walking with bouquet flowers in his hands, he must have a new lover by now.

How long has it been since we broke up and i cant seem to remember what happened after that night.

I continue to walk closer to him and greeted him but he just walk pass me like he didnt see me at all.

So rude..

I guess he doesn't value me anymore.

I dont have an idea what gotten into me but i decided to spy on him and see who was that person who replaced me.

I hide on the nearby bushes and the alley trying my best not to be notice.

I followed him until he stops walking.

He looks so sad.

He just stood at the front of a building. I can see his grip on the flower bouquet tightens while keeping his gaze at the concrete in front of him.

What the hell is he staring at?

I waited for him to enter the place before i went a little closer. Its a hospital??

What is he doing in the hospital anyway?

Did his new lover got into accident or something?

I waited for him for a long time but he doesn't seem to be coming out soon.

I guess I'll just leave.

The moment i took my step, i didnt notice a bicycle was approaching my direction and i brace my self for the impact.

Closing my eyes and hugging my body but it didnt hurt.

I open my eye and saw the person riding a bicycle just pass through me.

I didn't felt anything and that person looks unbothered.

Before i could process everything a child is running and about to fall in front of me.

I reach out my hand trying to catch him but she slip through me, what the hell is happening.

I look at my hands and tried to help the kid again but I cant seem to touch him and grab him.

That moment i felt so scared and I panicked. I ran as fast as i can and finally reach the front of my house.

I went straight to my bedroom and cover myself with blanket.

What the hell happened just now.

I can hear my mom talking outside and seems to be having a breakdown. I went closer to the door to eavesdrop.

"I can still feel her presence even though she's been in a coma for a year now." my mom said while crying.

"Dear, please fix yourself. Our daughter will not be happy if she sees you like this" my father tried to calm my mom.

"sometimes, i can hear her voice and feel her presence with us.. I think im going crazy.. I miss my YN, i miss my baby" she said while trying to pick herself up from the floor.

My father hummed in response but i cant feel how frustrated he was.

She said im in a coma..

So that means..

Those flowers and Baji..

I ran outside and head back to the hospital, i went inside every room to look for Baji.

At last, there he is sleeping next to... Me?

Its me..

Laying down with tubes in my stomach and life support.

Im in a coma all along.

And this is my soul wondering around thinking i was alive and baji left me.

That's why i dont remember anything that night he left me.

Because..

I held my head as i can feel it was throbbing with extreme pain. Memories flashing back from the night baji and i broke up.

Flash back~~

"i said i dont want to see you anymore." baji said with anger in his voice.

"Why!? Why all of a sudden.. I thought you love me" i pleaded and hold his hands, he shove it away.

"I don't want you to be involve in this mess, i want you to be safe!" baji clenched his fists while looking down.

I stood there looking at him with teary eyes.

I decided to walk away from him but i didnt get too far when a guy with glasses appeared in front of me and hit me in the head with a bat.

I saw baji running towards me and the other guy quickly escaped.

Baji was about to chase after him but i grab his hands,  please dont leave.

I can feel the blood flowing from my head to my face.

And the intense pain of being hit on the head with full force.

Then my vision got blurry and everything went blank.

End of flashback~~

I was sitting on the corner of the hospital hugging my knees while looking at baji.

He was sleeping next to me.

He does love me and my mom said it has been a year since i was in a coma.

He stayed by my side all this time.

I stared at the flower base and saw the flowers he was holding earlier.

All along it was for me.

I went closer and smell the flowers but, i accidentally touched my own hands.

A sudden force pulled me and i lose all consciousness.

When i opened my eyes again, a bright ray of sunlight greeting me and my throat hurts a lot.

I stared at the warm figure beside me and i saw baji sleeping next to me.

I reach my hands to touch his face and i notice that i have dextrose attached to it and  it look so skinny.

I was about to touch his face when he suddenly opens his eyes.

His eyes widened seeing me awake. Tears are building in the corner of his eyes.

He reach out to hug me and kiss me all over my face.

"i knew you'd come back to me!" he keeps his embrace and you can feel him sobbing while burying his head on my neck.

I tried to response but my voice isn't coming out.

I tried to cleared my throat and force myself to utter a word.

"Im back" tears drip down from my cheeks as i ran my skinny and pale hands to his soft black hair.

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Authors note:

No ones gonna die today. I guess 😁🤭