The things we love are often the things we end up hating or scared of. Three things mattered to me , each of them had its importance, what happened when one of them started to overpower another? That's right, the other two things start to get out of our hands and we often lose control over them. There was a part of me who still loved her a lot and then there was a part of me which started to lose her, lose feelings for her. Maybe that part of me fell out of love.

Stacy was different; she was the only one I trusted, loved and was with all the time. I was ready to cross my limits for her and maybe I was even already crossing, but it hurts me to see her not valuing any of them, Stacy became the one for me. My one day girl. But she lied to me on instants and there is a thing, when you love someone you know when they lie and when they are telling the truth. The lies aren't that big but they are big enough to be caught by me.

"Drake,"

"Yeah?" I said turning my eyes sideways almost to gaze at her

"It's so peaceful here" she said admiring the view

"Haha I know"

"Why don't we often come here?"

"We would have, but I was not sure if you trust me enough to visit places with me"
I said

"Drake listen," she said and stopped me by my elbow as we were walking

"Yeah?"

"I trust you, okay?, i trust you enough to give anything to you,"

"Yeah i get it"

"Do you trust me Drake?"

"Yeah I do,"

"Okay"

This all seemed so good to me, 'having a woman not a girl by my side, '
I thought

But,
On occasions she would get uncomfortable with me, she started to maintain a distance, if i tried to hug her or kiss her, she backs off, i tried to be considerate I just thought she was shy, as I literally did all this in public but i really got confused when all this happened even between our private space, when we were alone in my home or hers, she would lie to me about things. Just to make me go or for her to go, we had our things to do, we didn't have all day, still knowing that fact she made weird excuses to end that moment. It hurted me.

She was changing her clothes inside, as I was waiting in living room,

"Done??" I said

"Wait a min" she said from inside

After few mins
"Done??"

"Wait a min"

Half an hour later she came outside, almost wearing the same clothes and looking the same,

"What took you so long? ,it feels like you haven't even done anything"

"I hate you, you never notice anything, don't you see my eyebrows and eyelashes? What about my face, what about my br-"

She stopped in between.

"Huh , what?"

"Oh nothing"

"Let's go dumb"

This was our 3rd date together

The cafe we went in had an unconfirmed staff, it changed every week, I was doubtful about it but didn't matter that much,

"So what do you wanna eat ?"

"Anything, "

"Yeah, any preference?"

"Anything except cold coffee please "

"You don't like cold coffee?,"

"No i have a bad experience with it"

"Huh bad experience?"

"Yea-" my phone started to ring as she was saying

It was Josh

"Sorry wait a min"

"Sure "

I went outside to pick up

"Hey!!!"

"Yo!!"

"Long time no see!!!"

"Yeah"

"Josh!, how have you been and how's your mother and how's everything?!!"

"Everything is fine dude, man I hate these fucking camels"

"Huh?"

"I am coming,"

"Really when?"

"Yeah I am taking Thursday's flight"

"Okay!!!, see you dude,"

"Yeah"

"By the way how's Stacy and how's the relationship?"

"Well can say that it's been a while"

"Yeah?"

"Currently on a date"

"Oh, Drake you are such an idiot "

"Why?"

"You picked my call and left her alone, bro never make your girl wait, and never ever prioritise a call over her"

"Is that so?"

"Yeah, do you want your girl to do things for you and treat you like a child?"

"No" I said remembering she already treats me like a kid

"Go" he said and the call ended

Oh, Josh always acting like a brother

I went again on the table,

"Sorry it was Josh "

"Oh , how's he, when is he coming back?"

"On Thursday"

"That means, two days from now"

"Yeah"

"Aren't you excited it's been like what?, around 2 months since he is gone,"

"Hell yeah i am excited, and as far as I know Josh, he will conduct some sort of party,"

"Ooh I am excited now, i hope he invites me too"

"Haha he will invite me so you are invited automatically"

I said in smirk

As we wanted to order i called the waiter,

"Hey excuse me" I called in a high pitch

As I was looking towards Stacy, I saw her expressions changing, I wondered what

"Oh here we meet again" a female voice from behind and i thought I have heard this voice before,

"Marla" Stacy said

"Hey Stacy,!!"
She said excited

"What are you doing here" I said turning back

"What, people work here mister" she said making a disgusting face

"And you work here?" I asked

"Obviously"

"We would like to order-" she cut me in between

"Ooh I know what you should take,....this...this is the dish of a real man" she said pointing her finger on the menu tapping it,
It was a Mexican dish, chiles rellenos it said,

"No I would like to order-" she again cut me in between

"Oh comeon be a man" she said and patted my back

"Don't bother him Marla, he has got nothing to do with you and your brother!" Stacy got angry

"Ooh, don't worry, i won't let my brother's crush have a boyfriend and moreover i won't let my crush have a girlfriend" she said and winked at me,

She immediately opened her cafe coat and threw it on the reception, she wore a crop top inside, torn on her lower breast revealing a bit of her skin

"Let's go Stacy"

We got out

"That was intense" I said

"Yeah, she has been always like this"

"Why do you always act like you know everything about them?!" I yelled at Stacy

"What Drake no, that's not what I meant-"

"Oh I know exactly what you mean," I said and frowned

"Drake calm down, you are just angry" she said and put her hand on my arm

"Am I? Or am I being speculated now?"

"Drake,"

"Let's talk later Stacy I don't want to lash out"

"You are already lashing out and saying i don't wanna lash out"

"Stacy, go home"

I said and walked home

'fuck!!'

I went home and turned on my speaker, played phonk

| WAKE UP | by | MOONDEITY |

It got me in a state of aggression, I grabbed my pull up bar and started doing pull ups, I knew I was fucked up, my goddamn anger, and the last thing I remember is i over did my pull ups and fell unconscious laying on the ground...