Hey guys! I'm sorry it has been very long since I updated. It is kind of hard to type right now because I...uh...did things to my poor, poor hand.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter. There is a 99.9% chance you won't, though.

(Adrien's POV)

I open my eyes again with a jump.

Now I was beyond confused.

I looked around. I was in my room, it was 6:47 a.m.

The relaxing water sounds in the background.

So was that a dream?

"Plagg," I whisper.

"Hm?" He opens one eye.

"Did...did we go out a few hours ago?"

When I asked that question, he opened his eyes wide and flew up to me, no longer sleepy.

He muttered something under his breath, but I couldn't make it out.

"I think we did." He said then flew to his mini fridge to grab cheese.

He ate it in one gulp.

So that wasn't a dream?

"Who was that girl, Plagg? The one who fell from the Eiffel Tower?" I questioned, refusing to believe that it was Marinette.

Play's ears droop as he looks away and sighs. "I don't know, kid."

I get up from my bed and walk over to my bathroom. I pull open a drawer and pick up a sharp razor.

"Kid, please don't." Plagg begged.

Why not? People say it helps them gain control, so why not? I'm a mess, and I need control.

Slowly, I place the razor over my left wrist, and in one quick slice, I cut it.

Immediately blood spills out of it. For a few seconds, I was the dark red liquid pour out of my body.

It stung; it burned really bad until tears came into my eyes.

But it also felt...good.

I felt in control.

Should I do another?

Yeah.

One more.

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I cleaned my cuts. They burned worse than they did when I cut them, but I didn't care.

I grabbed some bandages and wrapped my arm. I then put in a thick, long sleeve shirt to hide the cuts my body consumed.

It was spring.

The dance.

I'm not going. Why should I? Marinette won't be there.

"Kid, talk to me please!" Plagg pleaded.

"I'm sorry, Plagg." I whisper. He flies and sits on my shoulder and I cover my face in my hands.

"Don't worry about it, kid. Why don't you do something to take your mind off of it?" He suggested and I nodded.

"A walk around the park wouldn't hurt, right?"

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I packed four wheels of cheese for Plagg as I walked to the park.

I sat in the bench and thanked mother nature that it was a little chilly out, because I have an excuse to wear long sleeves, and nobody is out here.

I looked around.

Everything looked sad and gloomy.

Makes sense, the colour to my world is missing.

I remember telling Marinette something.

"You are beautiful. Therefore you are a princess. My princess. No body else's."

She didn't mind me calling her that. In fact, I think she liked it.

I should have called her it more, made her feel more loved.

It is my fault she's gone.

You never realize how important somebody is until you lose them.

No matter how many times I hear that Marinette's gone, I refuse to believe it.

It's as if...she is still really here. Not spiritually, I mean physically. Like she isn't dead.

Or maybe I just refuse to believe that she is really gone.

I mean, you can't really blame me! She's the last person you would suspect to be depressed! She's always so cheerful and bubbly!

I heard Plagg munching on some cheese as he hid in my hair.

I see movement in my peripheral vision and I turned to see Kagami.

She was wearing a red coat, a red dress with black dots under, which was sticking out, and some red boots.

She made her way over to me and smiled.

"Hey." She said quietly.

"Hi." I responded flatly.

"You okay?"

She patted my back once I shook my head.

I remember when we were at the ice rink with Marinette and Luka, she whispered something I couldn't hear in Marinette's ear. After that, Marinette looked pretty sad and left.

I felt bad, so I decided not to like Kagami after all.

But I took her advice. I changed targets.

To Marinette.

As if reading my mind, she said, "You liked her, didn't you?"

I stiffened slightly. I nodded.

She sighed and sat back, looking up to the sky.

"Truth be told, Adrien, I like you." She said it so normally, like it was normal.

But it wasn't.

"But I know that you don't like me back, so I have to take my own advice. Change targets." She smiles a little; but I could tell that she was sad.

"I'm sorry, Kagami." I said.

"Don't be sorry!" She giggled. "I can't be mad at you for loving someone."

I smiled at her.

"You're a really good friend, Kagami." I hugged her.

She didn't hesitate and hugged me back.

"You're a really good friend too, Adrien."

I pulled back when my phone started ringing.

It was Nathalie.

"Hello?" I spoke into the phone.

"Adrien. Your substitute Chinese teacher has come. He will be in your room." Her monotone voice said back.

I nodded as if she could see me.

"Okay, I'll be right there." I hung up.

Kagami nodded to me, understanding.

"See you later, Adrien." She waved at me and I smiled before jogging to the mansion.

I smiled at Nathalie as I walked in and went to my room.

I closed my door, and turned to Master Fu.

Plagg came out of my hair and flew next to Master Fu.

"Hello, Adrien."

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Hey guys! Super late chapter...sorry about that!

This chapter may have not been what you wanted and I'm sorry for that...

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Au revior,

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