Chapter 3 - Feelings
(Lily's P. O. V)
Sam and Dean walked back in with two bags and shoved them onto the floor. I looked each of them in the eye and grinned.
"Great hansel and gretel are back" I mumbled. Georgie laughed quitely. I smiled at all of them.
"Well it's good to see you too Lily but I'm afraid to say we have to let you both go" Dean said sarcastically as he walked us.
"and we could have had so much fun" Georgie's sarcasm was like she couldn't have more then two sentences with out it.
Castiel walked up to Dean's side and looked both of us in the eye. "Now" Dean started.
"If we see you again. If you break into our flat again. Talk or even look at us then you'll be dead" Dean threatened as he untied us and walked us to the front door.
I turned to him about to say something back to him but I trip up on my own feet and fell on something sharp on the floor with my hands in front of me. I heard Georgie laugh and I quickly got up and brushed myself down, blushing slightly. I ripped a whole on the knees of my jeans. It was bleeding but it didn't hurt a lot just a bit and I had grazed my hands. Well that's great, just great!
"Lily-" Cas started but I cut him off. "-I'mokay" I said it to fast and high pitched. Georgie grinned and we both walked away.
"Holy shit did you see those guys they are so -" Georgie started as we walked down the street. "-wow Georgie I really don't want to here it" I laughed.
I had a slight limp when I walked from when I had tripped up. "Honestly Lily you are the most clumsiest person I have ever met" Georgie smiled.
"Shut up" I mumbled.
As we walked back to the hotel Georgie was quite, not like Georgie to be like this.
I opened the hotel door and limped to the bed and sat down. Georgie closed the door behind her and sat beside me. "Fucking hell" I mumbled as I examined my wound from the whole in my jeans. Georgie got up wth out saying anything and went to get a clean cloth. I smiled up at her.
"I should probably go. To my room. Now" she said awkwardly as she headed for the door. I didn't want her to leave but at the same time she probably didn't want to be in the same room as me when I have to take my jeans off. I'm to awkward, okay?
As soon as she closed the door I took my jeans off and cleaned the blood away from the cut. Only me could trip and end up like that.
I left the jeans on the floor as I searched my bag for a new pair, still black skinny jeans. I yanked them on and threw myself at my bed facing the ceiling and sigh.
"Lily?" Georgie nocked at the door. I closed my eyes and awnsered "yeah?"
She opened the door slowly and closed it behind her.
"What shall we do? I'm bored as fuck" she said sitting at the corner on my bed. My eyebrows furrowed and I sat up and opened my eyes to see Georgie's blue eyes watching me.
"What do you mean?" I asked her. She sigh and shrugged.
It was a long moment of silence before I noticed my phone was left on the side. As I got up to get it I felt Georgie watching me. I feel very awkward.
I grabbed my Iphone and jumped on the bed in the same spot as last time.
Nothing, no notifications and no texts at all. I placed the phone down with screen down on the covers.
"Georgie what's wrong?" I asked her worried. I looked into her eyes and waited patiently for an awnser. She shook her head "nothing's wrong"
I raised both eyebrows at her. She looked away and I smiled.
"Come on you can tell me" I say sitting closer to her. She stiffened and I moved away.
"Georgie?" I asked worried. What did I do?
Georgie slowly looked up at me her eyes worried.
"Georgie?" I repeated even more worried then before. It was like she was in another place, another time. She stared at me
"Un er Georgie I'm a little uncomfortable" I said quietly. She looked away and sigh.
"Georgie?"
"Lily I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable I'll go now. Sorry" she said wearily as she got up and left the room before I could say another word she was gone.
What have I done? I know Georgie, she's pissed at me. Fuck. I need her and I want her to stay with me, she has stayed by my side for more then half my life, she is so important to me and if I lose her then I don't know what stupid things I'd do. She is my best friend and has been since we where 13 and 14 and we're now 22 and 23, she solder then me. I can't imagine what a horrible world this place would be if I didn't know her. Now she's is probably in a fucking pissed off mood with and I don't even know what I've done. That's just my luck.
I'm sorry Georgie, for whatever I've done.
(Georgie's P. O. V)
For fuck sake she probably thinks I'm pissed at her. Well I'm not, I don't know what's wrong with me. Yes this has happened before with me and her but I never showed it.
I have feelings for her
But she doesn't return them.
I just know it.
I'm to afraid tell her how I feel. What if she never talks to me again and goes of by herself or with someone else?
But what if she doesn't.
What if she does feel the same way? We could be happy! I could express how I feel!
If only she knew what she did to me every time we touched.
But I just know she doesn't feel the same way about me as I do for her.
I can't tell her, not now anyway.
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