"He really said that to you?" Jimin asked as he and I walked down the isle at the grocery store.

We were the ones voted to go so here we were.

"Yeah, it was weird." I say as I grab a couple things of rice from the shelf.

"You're right, that is weird. He never seemed to care what we called him any other time." Jimin says with a dazed look on his face.

"I mean it's fine. I don't mind calling him Yoongi but it was just a bit shocking when he said it." I say and he nods understanding.

"Alright well go grab the Kimchi and then we can pay and go home." I say then watch as he jogs out in search of Kimchi.

After we pay we go back home.

When we get there I see everyone except Yoongi and Hoseok but I don't question it and start putting away the groceries.

Once we're finished Jimin and I plop down side by side on the couch with a sigh of relief.

Grocery shopping was a lot of work.

"Did you buy anything good?" I hear and look up to see Hoseok and Yoongi walk into the room.

When they did, the atmosphere changed.

"Yeah we bought a lot of good stuff!" Jimin says smiling brightly and I just sit there and observe.

Yoongi sits down beside Jin and pulls out his phone to do whatever it was that Yoongi's do.

"So (y/n)! I know you don't like to celebrate your birthday but I think we should this year. It's only a couple days away and it would be nice to spend it together since we never do." Jin says with a gentle smile and I notice Yoongi looking up from his phone.

Hearing that kinda hurt.

It's not that I didn't want to be with them on my birthday it's just that I never could.

I always went to my parents graves on my birthday and stayed there all day.

Come to think of it, the only person who's ever come with me to my parents grave was Yoongi but of course that was to be expected.

"So can we? I promise it'll be fun." Jin says, tearing me away from my thoughts.

I bit my lip and nod.

I couldn't keep hating my birthday forever so I might as well.

"Really?" I hear from a couple different people.

"I mean, I don't know if I'm going to be as happy as you want me to be but I'm willing to give it a shot." I say and force a little smile.

"You won't regret it!" Taehyung smiles brightly.

I look over and make eye contact with Yoongi but he just looks back down at his phone.

I wonder what they had planned for my birthday now that we'd be spending it together..