[sorry for making this a little late then usual, I just was running out of ideas but I got a few, a lot of them are smut, so uh get ready!! this is chapter is like the rest of the chapter, gross and poorly written.]

{*Todoroki's p.o.v*}

I sat at the edge of the building staring at the bottom, "15 story building, a drop from this height would lead to death" I muttered to myself, I looked at my body, my arms and legs covered in marks and cuts from my father, the memories started flowing back to me.

★time skip★

' my father dragged me to the training room, "Shouto you are so weak" my father says, he threw me into the room, "i-i'm sorry dad" I said, he kicked my stomach, the pain rushed through my body like a knife to the gut, "a sorry isn't going to cut it" he says, he lifted me up by my shirt, "you are the reason that your mother left" my father says, he threw me to the ground, the ground was cold and hard, when I hit the floor it made a loud sound, " come on Shouto, get up!! you are my masterpiece you can't be weak!" he yelled, I slowly stood up, "that took to long, you are so weak" he says, he punched my stomach.

I hit the wall, my body felt so weak, 'make it stop' I thought, "you are such a asshole" I whispered, "what was that Shouto?" he yelled, "i said you are asshole!" I yelled at him, he walked up to me, "you are disgrace to this family" he says, I froze my father, "i don't care" I say, I stood up and tried to walk away, he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him, "you don't talk to me that way" he says, he pulled out a box cutter from his pocket, he opened it and wrote something on my arm, 'pathetic' was written on my arm, the blood ran down my arm.'

I was eleven years old when that happened.

a good memory came to mind, Bakugou, my childhood friend, I hope he isn't embarrassed seeing me up on building trying to kill myself.

(another flashback)

'me and Bakugou ran through the forest, "I can't believe you have never had a birthday party!!" Bakugou says, he was taking me somewhere, "where are we going?" I asked, "just wait halfie" he says, we stopped at a big tree that had a house type thing on the top, there is ladder that lead up to the top, "this is my secret place" Bakugou says, "you should go up first, just in case you fall I can catch you" Bakugou says, I climbed up the ladder.

once I got to the top I saw all of the cool things Bakugou had up there, he had books, chairs, beanbags, pillows, a carpet and a guitar, "do you play Bakugou?" I asked, "yeah I am the best!" he says, he grabbed guitar and sat down on one of the beanbags, I sat down on the same beanbag, he started to play a song on the guitar, he hummed along with the chords, "have you heard that song before icy-hot?" he asked, "no, what is it?" I asked, "oh it isn't important" Bakugou says, he grabbed my hand and lead me to the window, I could see the whole forest for up here.

"it is beautiful up here" I say quietly, "not as beautiful as you" Bakugou mutters, "what was that?" I asked, he shook his head, "it is nothing icy-hot" he says smiling, he ruffled up my hair.

we spent hours on that tree house till we had to go home, he went out fist then I had to wait till he reached the bottom before I climbed down, I lost my grip and feel off the ladder, I braced my body for impact of the floor but I felt my body get caught in someone's arms, "i am so sorry Bakugou! I didn't mean to fall!" I apologized, he smiled at me, "it is ok, I will never let get hurt, I am going to protect you for the rest of my life!" Bakugou says happily.

my heart hurt, "i am so sorry that I am making you goal your one promise to me Bakugou" I said, "you have nothing to apologise for" I hear a voice say, two strong arms wrapped around my waist, it was Bakugou, he pulled me to his chest and away from the ledge, "i'm so sorry Bakugou" I apologized to him, "it is ok Todoroki, I will always protect you, till I die" Bakugou says, he smiled at me,.

"why did you try to kill yourself?" he asked me, "i didn't feel like I needed to live anymore I want you to live" he says, "you would forget me a week" I say, "I would not forget you in a well, I would think about you everyday, because I care about you loser" Bakugou says, "yeah you definitely care about me"  I say sarcastically, Bakugou held me close, "I do so don't this again, you are coming to my house" Bakugou says.

he held my hand all the way home, to his home, I think this is why I had a crush on him since we were children, he was just so sweet, I am definitely in love.

shit.