@Dark_Harry_Pottah

{this amazing person gave me the idea, quick warning this will meantion cutting and attempt of Suicide, if that triggers you then please don't read this and if you are thinking about or actually doing stuff to harm yourself then here my message to you, there are people out there who care about you so don't give up hope, if you think there is nothing for you then make something! you are powerful and you deserve to see yourself grow into the person you should be, so don't give up!}

*Todoroki's p.o.v*

I walked happily across the street, today I was going to visit my boyfriend Midoriya, I got to his house and knocked on the door, he didn't answer the door, I put my hand on the door knob and opened the door, "he left the door is unlocked?" I say to myself, I walked in the house, "Midoriya?!" I called out, the silence was short lived by the faint sound of shuffling, I followed the sound to Midoriya's room where I saw him kissing Uraraka.

I looked at my boyfriend of two years kissing a girl that I thought was my friend, "hey shouldn't you look at your boyfriend?" I say, I felt the tears welling up but I kept them down for now, Midoriya looked at me in shock, "T-todoroki? I can explain!" he says, he moved closer to me, "no, I get it, you're tired of me and my emotional baggage, go date the girl who is happy for ever and ever" I say, I walked out of the house and slammed the door closed.

the tears started streaming down my face, "get it together, he never loved you" I say, I wiped the tears away, "you didn't deserve him" I say, I started to walk to my house, I was only about 15 feet from Midoriya's house when I collapsed to my knees, "I am so weak" I say, my tears fell to the cold hard ground like raindrops, I pulled myself up and started to continue walking.

the walk to my house was excruciating, my body felt like it could collapse at any moment, the tears never stopped flowing down my cheeks, as I was walking home I saw the café where me and Midoriya had our first date, I couldn't handle the pain any more, everything was hurting, the memories where like daggers that pierced me at every angle.

once I finally got home I slowly walked to the bathroom, once I arrived I looked at my self in the mirror, my eyes were bloodshot from the never ending tears, I feel to the floor, "did I close the door?" I asked myself, "it doesn't matter I deserve to be killed" I chocked out, I looked at the razor laying on the bench, it was right next to the sink so I can wash away the blood.

the razor was cold and sharp, I placed it against my skin, I slowly dragged it across my wrist, the red blood spewing out from the cut, it stood out on my pale skin, the blood slowly trickled down my arm, I placed the razor down again just underneath the first cut and followed the same process.

there was about ten cuts running down my arm, it just added more pain but I deserved it, I watched the blood stream down my arm coating my skin in a red stained mess, I walked up to my room and put on a jumper to cover the cuts from sight.

i walked out of my room and to the basement, I found a rope just there like it was meant to be, I walked out of my house, bidding it goodbye as it was the last time i would see it again.

I started to walk to the forest that was near my house, when I was walking to my house a recurring name repeated in my head, 'bakugou', the name of the angry blonde with the Ruby eyes that cursed my existence when I was dating Midoriya, yes I did have a small crush on the ash blonde but it was nothing, right?

when I was walking to the forest someone tackled me, "huh what is happening?" I say, I looked up at the person who jumped at me, "Bakugou?" I asked, "what in the hell do you think you are doing?" he says, "I am just going to the forest" I say, I wasn't lying to him, I was going to the forest, he just won't like what I would do there, "with a rope? like hell you are just there to take a walk, what the hell happened?" he asked, "n-nothing, I am fine" I lied, "I can see the blood" he said, "huh what?" I questioned, he lifted up my arm, I could see the blood soaking through the jumper, "I am taking you to my house and there is nothing you can do about it" he said, he got off me and picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

we walked for a bit, getting some states from people, I covered my face so no one knew it was me, once we reach his house he put me down, "you are light for someone your age" he says, I just nod.

he entered his house and dragged me to his bathroom, once we arrived he lifted me up and put me on the bench, he opened the cabinet door that was next me and pulled out a first aid kit, "alright, while I fix you up you need to explain to me why you went to go off yourself" he says, "i-i was going to M-Midoriya's house and when I got there...I saw him making out with Uraraka" I say, "so you saw deku and round face kissing and you did this?" he pointed to the cuts on my arms, "alright this might hurt so while it hurts talk about something that doesn't hurt to think about" he said, Bakugou pulled out some rubbing alcohol from the first aid kit and put on some tissue, he dabbed it in my cuts, I winced at the stinging pain, "um thank you Bakugou" I say to distract myself like he said, "I have dealt with this before, Kirishima cut him self when he was training and he needed my help to fix up the cut" Bakugou explained.

"there done" Bakugou says, I looked down at my arm, "so you want keep explaining what you did after that?" he asked, "I started to walk to my house and then I did this," I lifted up my arm, "then grabbed the rope and started to walk to the forest and then you stopped me" I said, "I knew that, I knew all of that, I was taking a walk and then I saw you leaving Deku's house crying so I followed you so you didn't do anything stupid" Bakugou says, "so you cared about me?" I asked, he hugged me, "of course I care, I am so done with Deku at this point I learned to care about you" he said, I laughed at Bakugou's comment.

that afternoon I spent with Bakugou just hanging, watching movies, playing uno, beating Bakugou in uno and then just being chill. We were watching this tv show, what is called, stranger things? well it was really good when Bakugou got a knock at the door, he paused the show to my dismay and walked to the door.

I stayed on the couch staying out of view from the door but being able to listen in on the conversation, "deku?! what do you want?" I heard Bakugou say, Midoriya must be there, "uh I am just asking if you have sent Todoroki" I hear Midoriya say, "you see Kacchan earlier today I um... saw Todoroki with someone and I just wanted to talk to him about that" Midoriya explained, my heart stopped, what if Bakugou doesn't believe me and believes Midoriya and kicks me out of the house, "well deku seeing Todoroki with someone doesn't mean as much when you are all over round face, you ever put the blame on him again and I will kill you deku" Bakugou says, "I didn't do that K-kacchan" Midoriya says, I felt the tears streaming down again, "just leave deku" Bakugou says, he slammed the door on Midoriya.

I wiped my tears away and tried to act normal, "w-who was that?" I tried to say with out crying, "oh some one asking for forgiveness, ha I just slammed the door on them, the suck" Bakugou lied, he is lying, but why?, "oh ok, can we go back to watching, I actually care about this" I say laughing.

when I was watching the TV show something a cured to me, I have always liked Bakugou but I always put those emotions away because of my relationship with Midoriya but I never truly loved him, right? I mean how could I have loved Midoriya with all of my heart if I liked Bakugou, but when ever I think of the green haired boy my heart hurts, am I ok? why does it hurt when I think of Midoriya but my heart flutters when I think of Bakugou, am I in love with Bakugou? so soon after breaking up with someone? I guess I will need to figure that out, maybe I will get a little help from Bakugou, I looked at him, he was watching the TV with a smile, it was kind of cute?