TRIGGER WARNINGS ⛔
Suicide x
Mental illness x
Self harm x
IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE SUCH TOPICS, SKIP THIS CHAPTER

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Suicude help book, huh. might hel-

oh
"B-but Toby its ven-"

yeah then make a vent book
not a book called fucking suicide to post shit Tumblr grudge quotes and have ppl say "same..." and trigger fucking people

like, yknow, with a book called Suicude?, it could be takened as a fucking advice book

And I can tell you I fucking doubt this person even has anything

"B-but Toby!!! You-"

-all the shit it either hardcore guilt tripping (if you give up on me im gonna fucking kill myself) and vaguing about someone
-ive read 80% on google pics
yknow this shit:

this is the worst explantion of depresison
ya wanna know how it feels?
imagine youre happy. best days of your life, your heart is light and you can smile easily. then out of nowhere, whatsoever, someone walks up to you and knees you in the stomach, making you collapse and they just spew all these ugly words at you, calling you a worthless cunt, reminding you of every dirty backhand lie you said and everything wrong with you.

thats depression.
its being your own worse enemy and your own nightmare.

these fucking dumbass kids who walk around, posting shit like this, making pictures like this:

news flash
Self pity is the worst fucking form of therapy

To make yourself seem like a victim, ESPICALLY when you fuckimg cut yourself, is not helping.

When you cut, you fucking did it. It's not fucking pretty or poetic or a boo-hoo, you didn't do anything wrong, sort of thing

It's a literal fucking sign of you, my friend, being fucking insane.

You are seriously mentally fucking ill if you want to disfigure and harm your body

It's not the classic "she was an artist and her arms are a canvas and her blades a paintbrush" bullshit and "look what you made me do"

Did that person fucking put that blade on your skin and and cut? No? Then it isn't their fault.

"ToBY YOU'RE BEING ABLEST"

I have a confession.
My arms, yes, are fuckimg covered in scars, burn marks and eraser rubbings. So are my thighs. My body is covered in self harm scars.

I take reasonability for my cuts. Because I was handed an emotionally draning situatuon and turned to that

Am I blaming kids for their mental illnesses? Fuck no. If you're in any scenior that makes you emotionally drained or in mental pain then you cannot control it.

But you fucking can control how you handle it. You don't need to cut but want to. That's addiction. You may argue otherwise but it's true.

  You can vent, cry, draw, scream into a pillow, write on your wrists, count all the objects in your room, call a friend, watch youtube, dance around, pet your animals, ICECUBES..
So so fucking much

"T-toby why are mental ill minors an iss-"

BECAUSE THAT ENTIRE BOOK IS ROMATIZING FUCKING DEPRESSION

IT'S USING THE STUPID FUCKING STEROTYPES AND FUCKING STUPID GUILT TRIPPING SENTENCES AND MAKING IT SEEM OKAY TO ALWAYS INDULGE IN SELF PITY

WHICH ISN'T HEALTHY, BY THE FUCKING WAY

THIS PERSON IS THE SAME PERSON WHO COMPARES CUTS TO ARTWORKS

IT'S THIS EDGY BULLSHIT THAT ADULTS CATAGOIZE ALL DEPRESSED KIDS

AND FOR KIDS WHO DO HAVE CHRONIC DEPRESSION AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT IT'S JUST ANOTHER FUCKING PHASE

LIKE 10 YEARS AGO WE WOULD BE JUST LIKE THE MYSPACE KIDS
SADLY THAT REPUTATION PUT A STIGAMA ON ALL MENTALLY ILL MINORS

I HATE THIS WEBSITE