The water always looked more Beautiful from below.

Blue ash and a myriad of voices that seem to keep me here.

Failure! You will never be enough, they scream.

How is it possible to find beauty in the darkness?

Blue ash mixed with endless Demon voices.

They drag me with hands that seep into my ankles.

Beauty is impossible to find within darkness.

Ugly! FAT! You will never amount to anything!

Their hands drown me as I claw for the Surface.

Why are you like this? Screams a voice filled with pills.

Fat! Ugly! You will never become anything!

Why did you let your Demons mix with Mine. 

How could you be so stupid! Screamed the voice filled with pills.

Splintered wood, Another toxic Fight, the deeper I go.

Why did you let your Demons play with Mine?

Can no one hear me?

Wood, Toxic Family, Toxic Fight, I'm sinking.

I scream, but no one answers my cries.

Can no one hear me? 

Make it stop. Stop it!

I scream, louder, but no one hears.

My hands are frantically reaching. Help.

Stop it! Stop your fighting! Make it stop!

I can't breathe, the Voices are too much.

Frantic hands reaching towards the surface. Help me please!

I'm sinking. You selfish bastard! Ungrateful BITCH!!!

The Voices...they're too much. I can't breathe.

The voices, they're swallowing me whole. The Voices.

Can no one hear me?

I do, he says.

He dives into the water with God's light.

He's coming for me.

The demons cease their speaking.

With God's light we swim to the surface.

I gasp with zeal and felt my lungs fill.

His embrace silenced the demons.

I do, he says.

I did, and I always will.