My life slips through my fingers
as I look inside my mind.
Memories replay over and over,
until it finally hits me.

I always cherish those,
who stay by my side.
Through good and bad,
and through ups and downs.
What is it about me,
that makes everyone leave?

We were at a peak,
no where close to a bleak.
We were together forever,
but where did I go wrong?
I swear that I tried,
to not screw up this time.
I've lost too many,
in these past few months,
but to lose you both,
I swear will be my death.

I'd never met people,
that could love me like you did.
Friends come and go,
but you two never did.
But, tell me, what changed,
in the months I felt deranged?
I wasn't okay,
and I thought it well to leave.
Is that why you're gone now?
Because I wasn't there?

And if that's the truth,
then trust me when I say,
I'll never do it again.
Believe me when I tell you,
I regret it very much.
I'm begging you,
don't leave me.
I can't afford to lose you, too.