Time runs out,
Leaving me in a drought.
It's going too fast,
I'm losing my head.

I open my eyes,
And for once, look around.
The world is so different,
Than it was before.

How long have I,
Been deep in my sleep?
How long has it been,
Since I took my last leap?

The person I was,
Is no longer with me.
Fear took over,
And she thought to flee.

The choices I'm making
Are no longer mine.
They belong to a person
Whose life's on the line.

Bad feelings inhabit
My empty heart.
They fill it with bad things,
And then just depart.

My brain is corrupted
By evil and thoughts.
They take control,
Let me not connect the dots.

I look in the mirror,
This girl isn't me.
She's hard like a rock,
But her heart just like chalk.

So many feelings
Of pain and despair.
Where do they come from?
Why don't they leave?

The person I am,
Is no longer me.
She's a new version
As bad as can be.

The choices she makes
And things that she thinks,
Make her a person
That changes in blinks.

Time has run out.
I'm not in control.
This person took over,
Got to their goal.

It seems I have lost
The fight with myself.
Farewell, old me.
I won't leave you in a shelf.
I promise to remember you,
If you don't leave me be.