Jungkook had no words left to say. He couldn't let the love of his life leave him like this but all he could think about was nothig to add onto that. Jungkook sat up silently as looked back at Jimin. "I need to shower.."

            Jimin's eyes widened and he expected the two to talk this one out and end up hugging and loving eachother like they did today. However, it didn't seem like that was the route that fate chose for them. "Jungkook..."

            "Do you have an extra towel?" Jungkook asked so bluntly as Jimin gazed at Jungkook in disbelief.

              "Jungkook!" Jimin raised his voice as Jungkook looked back at the older. "I am talking to you! Don't change the subject. I'm sick of that!" Jimin added as Jungkook planted his hands down on the bed and leaned in to look at Jimin in his gleaming eyes that sparked when he was angry. "Listen to me, Jeon Jungkook..." Jimin said in a slightly softer tone. He didn't want Jungkook to get angry about it too so he took a different approach. "I.. can't bring myself to stay here even if I wanted to..." Jimin continue as Jungkook sat back onto the bed and looked at Jimin. Many things were going through Jungkook's head. Depression, anxiety and even anger from just thinking about Jimin leaving him once! This was something Jungkook couldn't stand by.

            "I don't want to listen to you.." Jungkook said. Trying not to get upset.

            "Jungkook... Please hear me out.." Jimin added as Jungkook looked out the bedroom door and back at Jimin.

             "Shower first.. Then talk." Jungkook proposed as Jimin did hesitate to respond as he let out a sigh and nodded his head. The younger smiled and held Jimin's hand as he walked with him to the bathroom to go take a shower together.

           Jimin was silent in the shower as he looked down and allowed the water to run down his skin as Jungkook kept staring at Jimin. Wanting to hold him close but Jimin didn't seem up for that. The older wanted to tell Jungkook in the shower but held it back and wanted to tell him in the room when they weren't doing a thing. Just so he could have the younger's undivided attention.

           "Jimin... You need to wash yourself." Jungkook chuckled and tried to lighten up the mood but Jimin just stood there, looking at the ground. He tried to think of happy thoughts on telling Jungkook about him not staying but so far, Jungkook was ignoring the older on that situation. Jungkook then wrapped his arms around Jimin's body and looked at him. "Do you want me to do it for you..?~" Jungkook asked as he kised Jimin's neck, making the older look at the boy. Jimin was upset that the younger wanted to shower instead of talking, stalling the time they had for such a thing. "Do you think Taehyung will come back?" Jungkook asked, trying to steer Jimin's mind away from the way he stalled his promise.

             "...No.. He would have been back right now. I think he's out with Hoseok at the moment." Jimin replied as Jungkook started to scrub Jimin's back softly to avoid the old cuts he had before. Jungkook smiled and gave a scar a kiss on Jimin's back as he tilted his head to the side and smiled.

               "If he shows up... We can go to my apartment instead." Jungkook added. "Would you like that?"

           "Let's hurry... We still need to talk." Jimin reminded the boy as Jungkook sighed and nodded his head.

            "Okay..." Jungkook whispered as he continued to gently scrub Jimin's back. Avoiding each scar carefully.

            After their shower, Jimin made sure he had two towels for the two. One towel was Jimin's and the other was a random one Jimin bought from a store since he loved the designs of the Galaxy on it, but he allowed Jungkook to use it too. Jimin started to change in one side of the room while Jungkook was getting dressed in the bathroom so Jimin would have his privacy. The man mentally prepared himself for what was going to happen. He knew Jungkook wasn't an easy boy to handle so he thought out what he was going to say.

             It was already around three in the morning once the two were ready to talk. Jungkook stepped out of the bathroom and started walking around the room like a curious child. Wearing the same clothes as before but without his jacket over his turtleneck sweater. Jimin was only wearing a white T-shirt over his white underwear. Just before he wasn't comfortable in using a thing like this in front of others, but he was more comfortable with Jungkook now.

             Jimin sat on the bed and cleared his throat while Jungkook was on Taehyung's bed, only to look out of the window like a child. "Jungkook I do-"

            "I won't let you leave me, Jimin... You're making a big mistake." Jungkook said and looked back at the boy from Taehyung's bed. The boy then stood up and folded his head to cock it to the side. "You... Really think I'm going to let you leave, Park Jimin?"

          "Jungkookie... I'm not going to stay. I don't want to be a bird trapped in a cage forever. I want to travel!" Jimin said as Jungkook looked like those words hit deep, he stopped folding his arms and stepped back as he looked at Jimin stand to walk over to him. "I could take you with me... We can travel together!"

          "N-No.. I don't like travelling.." Jungkook whispered and shook his head. But Jimin made sure he stood in place so the boy wouldn't even think of seducing him to stay. Jimin wasn't that gullible to fall for that.

          "Then what do you expect from me..? I can't stay here forever I have to travel and do my job.."

           "Then quit." Jungkook anwered as he looked up as if he was crying. "Why are you so fucking stubborn? I-I gave you everything I have. I don't have anyone... You do but I don't and do you know how it feels to have that taken from you?!" Jungkook started to cry. He cried as if his heart was just ripped into pieces, he cried as if the ocean waves ran down his tears, He cried as if he has seen through this before and was living through the nightmare again. "You... Told me you would never leave me... Why on the night we get together, after making love... You want to tell me this?"

             "Jungkook. I admit it.. I lied... I lied saying I would be by you forever but I couldn't hurt you!  I can't hurt you, Jungkook. I love you too much to do that. I don't want to argue with you!" Jimin said as he tried to reach out and dry Jungkook's tears. "Why are you crying...?"

            Jungkook then pushed Jimin's hands away and looked at the ground to sob in silence. He wasn't being dramatic and Jimin knew these were real tears... But he shed them so suddenly as soon as Jimin confessed he wanted to travel the world.

         "Jungkookie... Look at me and talk to me, I'm trying to help you.."

         "You... don't know what you've done to me..." Jungkook whispered as Jimin tilted his head.

          "Jungkook I just want to take you with me and forget about living in isolation! We can go out, travel, go on dates and see beautiful things.. All we have here is just the oceans as far as the eye could see... Don't you want to see more of it? I can't stay here.. I have a job."

          "Then... You don't love me if it means you would leave me for something like that..." Jungkook continued as Jimin looked at Jungkook who was sitting down on the edge of Taehyung's bed. "I... Love you... I drew you... Countless times.. I hugged you close.. Now you want to leave me?" Jungkook asked as Jimin sighed. "I'm not obsessed with you Jimin! I'm in love with you... Why can't you see that I'm incapable of letting you leave? You're all I have!" Jungkook sobbed.

             The boy didn't want to leave... He didn't want to have Jimin leave either... But all he could think of Jimin leaving his life at the end and he just couldn't stand it. This made Jungkook upset and having the only one that made him laugh and smile everyday, leave him to wait for someone to find him through the grains of sand.  Jungkook just couldn't go back to his pain from before. He didn't like it, rather he feared it.

             "I... Don't know what to do.. I won't stay in Busan for so long..." Jimin said. Conflicted on what to do now since the younger didn't want to cooperate at all. "If.. You don't talk to me.. Then how are we going to make this work?" Jimin asked and walked up to the boy, wanting Jungkook to look him in the eyes and stop crying. "Don't cry.." Jimin whispered and used his shirt to wipe his boyfriend's tears.

         Jungkook stayed looking up at Jimin, hugging the older's body close and crying into his white T-shirt... The boy wanted Jimin's scent to stain in his memory so he could have Jimin close to him now. "Is there... Anything I could do.. To change your mind..?" Jungkook asked and let go of Jimin's body as soon as the older shook his head. Jungkook then stood up and started walking to the door. "Fine then.. So be it..."

          "Jungkook... Where are you going?" Jimin worried as he followed the boy, but suddenly Jungkook looked back and slapped Jimin in the face. Causing Jimin to stumble back onto the floor in fear. "STOP TRYING TO FIX THINGS!" Jungkook suddenly shouted as he looked at Jimin in the eyes, who was cupping the red side of his face now. "YOU'RE MAKING IT WORST!  YOU NEVER WANT TO THINK OF ME DON'T YOU?! ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS LEAVE AND YOU KNOW I COULD NEVER BRING MYSELF TO LEAVE SUCH A PLACE!"

           "J-Jungkook... C-Calm down.." Jimin whispered softly in tears from the pain to calm the boy down as Jungkook shook his head, crying again now as he stepped back to the door so he could leave.

           "WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU CANT LEAVE, YOON JYUNHU?!"  Jungkook continued but suddenly realized what he just said. This caused him to suddenly cover his mouth and watch Jimin stare up at Jungkook in fear and confusion that filled his mind at the same time.