Chapter 66: Talk to me

             Yoongi's hand was still held by Hoseok while they were walking out of the park, as for Hoseok, he had his arm around Taehyung. It just didn't seem right to Yoongi and neither to Taehyung as well. Yet, Taehyung was only gazing down to the ground in silence. Not wanting to say a word because he knew Hoseok was holding hands with Yoongi right by him.

            "Hoseok are you planning on finishing your mixtape today? The project is due next week." Yoongi asked as Hoseok smiled and Taehyung grew jealous from it all. He wanted his lover's attention... But how could he obtain it if Yoongi was always there? Taehyung knew he couldn't hate Yoongi. After all, the older did warn him about this and Taehyung just threw it aside, believing that it was nothing but a misconception.          

            "I'll probably get around to it tonight or maybe tomorrow morning. What about you?" Hoseok asked as Yoongi let go of Hoseok's hand and stepped forward.

          "I guess I should start going home now to work on it. It was fun today. Thank you both for inviting me and... Maybe someday you and I can hang out more, Taehyung." Yoongi said so blankly that made Hoseok laugh and nudge Taehyung's shoulder.

          "O-Oh.. I'll look forward to it!" Taehyung replied. Trying not to sound like something was on his mind and weighing him down.

          Yoongi pulled his usual mischievous smile and walked away as Hoseok turned his head to face Taehyung. "Why are you so silent today?~" Hoseok wondered and poked Taehyung's cheek. But this only made the younger move away from Hoseok and start walking to the apartment complex. "Taehyung? Where are you going?" Hoseok worried and pursued the younger to reach out for his arm but Taehyung stopped walking and pulled his arm forward as soon as Hoseok placed his fingertip along the younger's elbow.

           Suddenly the temperature around them seemed to get colder and the atmosphere was still and silent. Just nothing but snow falling from the dark skies now.

           Taehyung held his own hand and rubbed it softly. Not wanting to turn around to Hoseok and start a fight with the one he loves. But the younger knew he had to do it or else Hoseok would keep doing this to him. "Why... Why do you suddenly want to hold my hand..?" Taehyung whispered. Yet, it was clear and loud enough for Hoseok to pick up the boy's words.

               "What do you mean..?" Hoseok asked and stepped up, only to see Taehyung step forward in silence again. "Taehyung.. What's wrong?" Hoseok asked as he tried to place his hand on the younger's shoulder... But that only resulted in him stepping forward again and finally looking back in tears. Pointing his body towards the older and focusing on the man before him.

            "You... You were holding Yoongi's hand through it all! Throughout the whole time we were together, you held his hand!  No wonder you made sure you were in the middle!" Taehyung shouted as Hoseok looked around to make sure no one was watching.

           "Tae..."

            "Don't you 'Tae' me! Hoseok! How could you invite Yoongi and tell him that the two of you were going to spend some time together?!" The boy shouted again and made Hoseok sigh and look down at the ground. "D-Don't lie, I know you wouldn't. So, tell me the truth."

           "I... Did invite him like that...only so the both of you could become friends. I know this seems stupid to talk to an ex that basically made my life hell, but.. I want him to stay as my friend..." Hoseok added and made Taehyung realize what Hoseok was trying to talk about.

            "If you... love him. Save me from the heart aches and tell me now..." Taehyung then began to sob uncontrollably. "I-I'm not who you want and I can see that now!"

            The older then rubbed his other arm softly while he kept looking down at the ground. "I'll be honest with you... I'm not proud of this... But I need to let you know. Taehyung, you mean the world to me! I love you... And... I also love him." Hoseok confessed and this was enough to make Taehyung try to hold back his tears but they kept flowing like a river down a stream.

              "Hoseok..."

              "I know... It's disgusting." Hoseok added and folded his arms and looked up. "Taehyung... Don't cry..."

              "Don't cry?! How could you tell me you love another and expect me not to cry?! This isn't something I like to share... I don't want it this way! So your plan was to get us to be friends and eventually get us to like one another?!" Taehyung asked as he shook his head and allowed his glasses to fog up.

              "N-No! That's not what I had in mind at all! You... Didn't let me finish. I still love him because you can't expect me to move on from him if he was my first to everything." Hoseok stated. "Falling in love is so easy... But moving on from it could be the worst and longest process ever. No one could do it and I know you've been there before too! I knew how you wanted to stay there for Jimin. Wanting to give up our time together to hug him until he felt warm... H-How you tell him you appreciate him for everything. I know how you feel deep down.. you still love Jimin. But you love me!" Hoseok added and wiped away a tear on his warm face from the cold. "I-It's not easy!"

             Hoseok was right on everything and this made Taehyung feel bad. He was moving on from his feelings from Jimin and he had to admit. It did take long to get this far from his feelings for Jimin. He knew Hoseok was the same and couldn't blame him. "...I'm sorry..." Taehyung cried silently to himself.

          Hoseok then stepped up to his lover and took of the boy's glasses to wipe away the tears along the bottom and let the fog clear up from the cold gust of wind. "I love you... But you need to give me time to get over him. You know... How I allowed you to move away from Jimin no matter what." Hoseok added. "Then you'll know, that I love you more." The older whispered and leaned in to kiss the younger's lips softly.

       Hoseok was still holding the glasses in his hands while Taehyung hugged his lover close to keep warm through a calm and gentle embrace. After such a harmful truth that pelted Taehyung's wounds from love before, He finally found his remedy to heal those wounds though his love for Hoseok. Something he never wanted to take for granted.
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         Jimin rested his head down on Jungkook's chest while they gazed out in the dark red room. They were silent and laying down as Jimin slowly moved in his small hand to intertwine with the younger's. Jimin smiled again as he looked up to see Jungkook just looking up at the ceiling and at the vent up above the two.

           "Jungkookie~" Jimin said in a sweet voice that made Jungkook nod his head to show he was listening. "What made you quickly change your mind to come and see me down at the docks?" Jimin asked as Jungkook raised his other hand that wasn't locked with Jimin's, to softly caress the older's hair back.

            Jungkook looked back at the man and smiled. "Because I had to go see you in order to confess. I couldn't wait until next year to tell you how much I love you." Jungkook said. Locking eye contact with his beloved. "Aren't you supposed to be sleeping?"

        "I don't want to sleep when you're here with me~" Jimin responded. "Jungkookie... Do you ever want to travel with me..?"

        "A-and... Leave this place? I.. Love it here.." Jungkook whispered as Jimin sighed and pressed his forehead against the younger's. He moved his hands up to rest on Jungkook's chest as he looked at him.

       "Think of the places we could go. Paris, New York, Japan.." Jimin continued as Jungkook just shook his head. "You can't just stay here everyday for the rest of your life, Jungkookie... I want to see things too."

         "No... You have to stay. I've stayed here forever and I want you to stay here too... With me, Jimin.." Jungkook responded. But Jimin knew this was too insane to even think about. Staying there forever? Jimin just couldn't imagine himself staying in his apartment until he dies.

        "Jungkook... N-No.." Jimin replied as he felt Jungkook move and turn to face Jimin, kissing his neck softly and towering over the man now. "Mm..."

        "What can I do to make you stay...?" Jungkook whispered as Jimin closed his eyes to feel Jungkook softly kiss his neck and hold the man's hands up above his head and against the mattress. Wanting to hold him down and make him stay. "I want you here..." Jungkook whispered. Hearing Jimin let out a hummed moan.

         "Jungkook... We could leave this place and stay together.." Jimin added and opened his eyes to softly place his hands along the sides of Jungkook's face to make him stop and listen for a moment. "Anywhere I go... I'll bring you along with me. What's so bad about leaving this place? Talk to me... Tell me..." Jimin continued as Jungkook stopped and scanned his eyes up and down Jimin's face while he gently left a kiss on the palm of Jimin's small hand.

           "I'm... just an introvert. That's all.." Jungkook added as Jimin giggled. "How is that funny, Jiminie?~"

           "Because... If you were an introvert. You wouldn't have brought me into your room for the first time we met!" Jimin stated and caressed Jungkook's face gently. "You wouldn't be doing this to me now~"

            "Jiminie..." Jungkook said with a smirk as he stood up and walked over to the room door and locked it. "Let's stop focusing on trips or leaving this place..." Jungkook added and took off his jacket and turned to face Jimin. "I won't let you go... Why would I let that happen if we're happy together?" The boy asked as he dropped his jacket down on the ground and walked forward, removing his sweater to expose his well toned body to his boyfriend.

             Jimin sat up on the bed and got on his knees on the edge of the bed, looking at the younger. "Jungkookie, you really want to stay here until you die?"

              "Shh... I don't want to hear about that." Jungkook claimed. The boy then made his way to Jimin's side of the bed and looked him in the eyes to guide his soft hand along his chest. "Don't... focus on stupid things..." Jungkook whispered in a low and seductive voice that sounded a bit raspy. "Pay attention to me now..." The boy added and felt Jimin raise his hands up the younger's chest and lock around his neck to pull him close. "I love you..." Jungkook whispered to Jimin's ear and gave him gentle kisses along the side of his neck. Jimin closed his eyes to embrace the lust he recieved from Jungkook's soft kisses that lead to hickeys and sensual touching that only filled him with desire for his lover at the moment.

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