Chapter 26: Not that easy

              Jimin was in the bath, sitting down and thinking of the feeling he had during it all. He just couldn't really shake off the feeling of him being watched. Although, no one was really watching. "Was I.. Loud? What if he heard me?" Jimin wondered and sat up in the bath filled with bubbles and suds. The man then shook his head, Letting out a chuckle. That almost sounded like a nervous chuckle.

         "No... Jungkook wouldn't hang around the vents like that. Or else that would be creepy! Jungkook... Jungkook isn't like that. He is respectful and kind." Jimin mentioned and layed back onto the bath. Letting out a sigh. "I... I must be the issue here. I must be the one that's the problem! Jungkook doesn't want to love and he doesn't even know his sexuality! Who am I to force this onto him?" Jimin asked himself. He knew Jungkook wasn't into loving anyone and wasn't very into talking of his sexuality. Even if it seemed as if the two knew eachother as just friends, to Jimin, it seemed as if they knew eachother for so long in a minimum days. Already, Jimin was playing with himself with the thought of Jungkook touching him. The man knew this had to stop now. Jimin couldn't risk Jungkook knowing that he was slowly finding Jungkook attractive.  
           
            "I must be out of my mind for doing this to him... Doing this to me! I don't know what that boy has. I don't even know his secrets he keeps! How could I already grow sexually attracted to him?!" Jimin thought and let out a sigh afterwards. "What ever it is... I can't force him to like me. What he doesn't know is.. I would force people to love me in the relationship. But then I won't want them and I'll want another. I guess my body  wants Jungkook now. But I won't force him!  I can't manipulate him into that. He doesn't know how it feels to love..." Jimin said. "Even if he seems like an easy guy to manipulate into loving me, I can't do this to him." Jimin concluded.

              Jimin wasn't at all a perfect guy when it comes to relationships. Once he wanted someone, he would force them into the relationship without the other knowing. He alone was like a siren. Knowing he was slowly manipulating the one he wants and having them fall in love with him. It wasn't like he would do this on purpose, he did this unknowingly and before he knew it, the other was falling in love with the charming man.

              Although, Jungkook seemed like an easy target, the man knew he couldn't harm Jungkook like that. The boy didn't know how to love so what would that make Jimin if he lured in the boy so soon? However... that statement alone made Jimin wonder, "Who in this world that has been alive for twenty-one years and never fell in love once? He's hiding something... What could it be? Does he hate everyone and is trying to get rid of me? Or maybe he's lying to cover up the fact that he really could be a pervert or some killer!" Jimin then rolled his eyes. "What ever it is... It can't be that serious."

                Jimin remained in the bath tub pondering the thought. All Jimin knew about Jungkook was that he loved playing video games, loves almost everything Jimin loves and becomes too observant at times that creeps Jimin out. But only a little. Jimin then began to think of the rumors he heard the first day he walked in.. Maybe they were all linked to something that made Jungkook seem like this voiceless and dead spirit in the first place.
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               It was after the interview and Hoseok was looking at the empty cup of coffee he drunk while Taehyung was finishing up on writing the questions and answers. Overall, there was ten questions asked for the full page of "Becoming a Trainee" with the questions finally answered, Taehyung smiled at the answers on the notepad and stood up. Making Hoseok smile and grow excited about leaving with Taehyung atleast somewhere than just sitting and waiting for nothing in the coffee shop.

             "Thank you so much for the interview today! Please give me anything I can contact you with so we can hang out soon!" Taehyung added with a smile. But Hoseok only tilted his head, wanting to know if they will hang out after the interview.

          "I... I thought we were going to hang out after this?" Hoseok wondered, followed by a pout as he folded his arms. 

         "Well, we live in the same apartment complex and I was just going there. So why not? Would you like to hang out in my apartment?" Taehyung wondered as he was already picking up the small box recorder.

         "At your place? That's nice! Will we be alone?" Hoseok questioned and raised his eyebrows with a smirk. "Just kidding! But we should be alone to talk to eachother in order to get to know more and bond. I really think we'll be great friends!"

              "Oh! I'm glad you feel that way. Let's get going to the apartment complex. I'm sure my roommate won't be there. He's probably with his friend... Or boyfriend." Taehyung then sighed as Hoseok raised his eyebrows and tilted his head again to follow after Taehyung. Hoseok did make sure he payed before leaving and pursuing after the younger.

           "What's so bad about him having a boyfriend?" Hoseok wondered as he caught up with Taehyung outside the coffee shop. "Do you support him? Or you don't.. Is that it?"
           
           "No... I just, well it's tough to explain. He is really special to me. I see him more of a friend.. More of a best friend. I see him like I want to fall in love with him... Spend all my life with but, he doesn't see me that way. He only gets uncomfortable and that's the end of the talk." Taehyung added as he started walking down the sidewalk of the cold street.

               "Oh.." Hoseok answered and looked down at the ground. "Have you.. Ever wanted to invite him to watch the  first snowfall? It's romantic.. I did it once with my ex and that was how we started out in our relationship." Hoseok suggested as Taehyung was surprised that Hoseok liked men as well.

               "Are you gay?"

               "No, I'm bisexual. Are you?"

               "I'm gay." Taehyung added with a chuckle. "Guess I know what you're into now. "Ah, but I tried watching the first snowfall with Jimin... But he doesn't see the signs. He knows what it is, but he avoids it. We watch it together once... Then he's off acting as if we never watched it together. The way I knew Jimin for all these years, I knew I wanted to spend my life with him." Taehyung mentioned then holding the small recorder box. "When he's upset... I want to make him happy."

           "I see. Have you ever told him directly on how much you love him?" Hoseok wondered as Taehyung shook his head.

           "No... What's the point? I see the signs that he doesn't want me.. But I can't get it through my head.

           "Kind of reminds me of my ex. He's a really tough and lazy guy. But, I remember him finally getting the courage to ask me out. I never asked him because.. Well? I was just like you. Seeing the signs of him wanting anyone but me... But then I let him grow on me and slowly he grew to love me for who I was. Yet, it didn't last long anyways. But we're friends now and I see him everyday for practice.

             "He's a trainee too?"

             "Of course he is! He's a nice man. Raps and dances too. But that's not important. Love isn't important right now. Let's talk about us both!" The older tried to steer his the whole love situation away from the conversation and only longed to talk about eachother. So far, Hoseok didn't grow very fond of Jimin. In his mind, Jimin seemed to be using Taehyung and teasing him on the love game.

           Taehyung smiled at Hoseok and kept walking as he thought of things. "Do you... Want to talk about the first snowfall?"

           "Kim Taehyung, are you asking me to watch it with you?"

           "Why not?  I guess friends can watch it too. I've heard that there will be a snowfall festival for couples out there. Maybe I should bring my husband!" Taehyung teased as he nudged Hoseok's shoulder playfully. "Let's go to the festival together. Of course, when it's here. Just us!" Taehyung mentioned as Hoseok just couldn't wipe the smile off his bright face. But then, Hoseok's smile faded as he thought about Jimin.

            "But what about Jimin? Don't you still love him? Why not ask him? Why me?" Hoseok asked out of feeling slightly jealous about Jimin. To Hoseok, Jimin had a close and great friend like Taehyung! He didn't understand why everything in his head sounded like Jimin used Taehyung like that.

             "I would ask him.. But I think you would be someone better to take." Taehyung added, slipping the recorder box into his coat as he kept walking with Hoseok. In reality, Taehyung didn't know what he wanted. He wanted to ask Jimin to the festival but only knew he was going to waste his time there with Jimin constantly dodging the conversation about love. So he decided on going with Hoseok. The man who did seem more interesting to him. Only now, the two awaited on the festival soon for the first snowfall to go together as a real 'wedding couple'.

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