Chapter 24: The unfamiliar feeling
Jungkook opened his eyes soon after, realizing he fell asleep with Jimin close by him. Jungkook's eyes widened as he noticed Jimin's face was buried onto his neck. Making Jungkook start to panic. He didn't want Jimin to wake up and think wrong over this. But little did he knew, Jimin was the one who allowed this to happen.
Jungkook looked over at the screen to see the movie repeat for the third time and he knew it. "J-Jimin must have done this... H-He wants to sleep with me?!" Jungkook asked in his head, followed by a gulp. "I... Never knew this is how it would feel...to have someone cuddle next to me. He's so small... So short and gentle." Jungkook thought as he looked at Jimin's body lay over his.
Jungkook cleared his throat, trying not to go insane over the fact that he had his only friend lay on him like this. "Jimin said friends do this. Close friends so it's okay. He doesn't love me." Jungkook added. Now realizing where his hands were placed. Jungkook noticed his hands were now down to Jimin's ass. No longer on the older's lower back, but directly on Jimin's bottom. Jungkook looked down, still seeing that Jimin was asleep with his hands on the boy's chest.
"He's still asleep..." Jungkook thought. "Why does it feel so good to touch him here?" Jungkook added as he started to softly rub his hands around Jimin's ass. Feeling it softly while he gave it a gentle squeeze. To Jungkook, he was only curious to feel someone like this. Not feeling anything for Jimin at all, but to Jimin, he wanted more than a feeling.
Jungkook squeezed it softly. Trying not to wake Jimin up. He was glad Jimin wasn't awake to see this. This alone would scar Jimin and make his viewpoint on Jungkook change forever! So Jungkook had to be gentle if he was just touching Jimin to please his curiosity. Not really feeling attracted towards the boy one bit. But touching Jimin intrigued Jungkook.
Unexpectedly, Jimin felt it. He knew Jungkook was touching him, but he couldn't tell Jungkook to stop. Of course, he wanted this. But finding pleasure in this was what Jimin tried to avoid. Just so he wouldn't get hard from the feeling. Jimin kept his eyes shut. Trying to deny the pleasure he was getting from it as he felt Jungkook's hands grip onto his ass. Jimin knew Jungkook didn't mean any harm yet, he couldn't stop for a moment until he had enough.
"W-Why am I letting him do this to me? It feels do wrong... But I want it? Ah.. how do I make him stop before I get hard?" Jimin whispered as he then decided to move his head to face the other side and let out a huff of breath. This made Jungkook know that Jimin was close to waking up.
Jungkook slowly raised his hands. Having enough of his own behavior against Jimin. He knew it was wrong but it wasn't like he could stop. Jungkook stopped and removed his hands and spreaded them out against the couch to let out an exhale while Jimin finally tilted his head up to meet with Jungkook's. Locking eye contact and suddenly causing the two to pull away and stand up. Jungkook cleared his throat and suddenly began to scratch his neck while his eyes blew wide on the floor. Replaying the thought in his head while Jimin pulled away. Instantly regretting it.
"I guess we both fell asleep during the film. For the second or third time." Jimin giggled as he looked down to see if he didn't have a boner from what he felt during his sleep. Jimin took a quick glance to see that it wasn't standing so he sighed in relief and turned his head to look at Jungkook standing there nervously. "I think... I should go." Jimin whispered as Jungkook's eyes widened and suddenly began to feel guilty.
"Did he feel it?! Oh no.. He did.. He must hate me now!" Jungkook thought as Jimin looked down at his suitcase on the ground. "Why so soon?" Jungkook questioned as Jimin started to ensure that his movies were all in order.
"I have work. My roommate might be back and I need to be there for him to show me the answers to the interview. He doesn't want me to be a little late on work." Jimin stated. Still not himself after Jungkook touched him. Yet Jimin couldn't brush off the fact that he enjoyed it.
"Well.. I guess we'll have to save this movie day for next time. Maybe when you don't have work." Jungkook added. In his mind he thought Jimin was leaving because he knew that Jungkook touched him. The younger just didn't want Jimin to leave with that thought. "Jimin.. Before you go. I have to give you something." Jungkook added as Jimin turned to face the boy.
"What is it?" Jimin asked as Jungkook held up a finger to signal Jimin to wait.
"Give me a moment." Jungkook added, walking off to his room for a while as Jimin placed his hands on his hips to wait. Jimin tried his best not to remember the feeling Jungkook gave him. He didn't want to get hard and let Jungkook see it. Jimin then left the movie the two watched together, feeling as if Jungkook would love to watch the movie again and again. To Jimin, he didn't really pay close attention to the film to love it, but Jungkook did and he enjoyed watching it with a friend. Even if he wasn't the type to watch films.
Jungkook then walked out of the room, holding Jimin's missing recorder in his hands with a smile. "Jimin. I-I remember you lost this the first day you came here so I wanted to give you this recorder back." Jungkook mentioned. "You left it in the other apartment that day and... I wanted to keep it to hear your voice. The way you described me.. It's like you really did worry for me even if you didn't know a thing about me." Jungkook stated. He held out the recorder to Jimin. Causing the older to give off a cute smile and walk up to accept his old recorder into his hands. Feeling weight off his shoulders from losing it.
"Oh thank you so much! I was upset the whole morning for losing it! You don't know how happy this makes me!" Jimin then hugged Jungkook tightly. "Thank you!"
Jungkook looked down to Jimin and watched the boy still keep his arms wrapped around Jungkook's body. Expecting a hug in return but Jungkook stood there and stared at Jimin into the hug. Not hugging Jimin back. "It's nothing." Jungkook added as Jimin pulled away from Jungkook's embrace.
Jimin then pressed a button and suddenly heard Jungkook's voice singing. This made Jimin's face turn red.
"This beautiful life...~"
Jungkook swiftly reached over, turned off the recording and smiled at Jimin. "It'll be better if you wait to hear it all at home, okay?" Jungkook smiled as Jimin nodded again with a giggle.
"I appreciate it! But this time, don't forget to sing to me. Just because I have the recording here doesn't mean you can stop." Jimin added as he picked up his suitcase. "I'll be back tomorrow!"
Jungkook realized Jimin did bring his laptop to work on his entries at Jungkook's apartment, but somehow.. Jimin wanted to head back to his apartment. Making Jungkook feel upset on himself for doing this to Jimin. "Oh of course.." Jungkook responded. Jimin then walked out of apartment with his things as Jungkook realized Jimin left the movie behind.
"See you tomorrow!"
"W-Wait!" Jungkook called out, watching Jimin already dragging his suitcase along the way down the hall. Jimin stopped and looked back to see that Jungkook held out the movie they watched together. "You're leaving this behind!"
"That's yours to keep. Now you can watch it over and over again." Jimin said with a smile. Waving and walking away as Jungkook smiled and held the movie close to his chest. To him, this was the nicest thing anyone has given him in a long time. However, he still didn't know what he felt when he touched Jimin like that. Jimin didn't even seem asleep through it. But if he was awake, why didn't Jimin stop Jungkook in the first place? This question still wondered around in Jungkook's confusing mind. Maybe, Jimin secretly wanted Jungkook but he alone just didn't realize it yet.
Jungkook walked back into his apartment and scoffed. "He doesn't love me... I know he wouldn't. If he was awake through it all, wouldn't he have already slapped some sense into me? No... He was asleep. Not awake. Ugh. I can never do that to him again... But why would I do something like that to another man? Am.... Am I gay?" Jungkook asked himself as he pondered it in. The way he touched Jimin was enough to confirm it but this made Jungkook nervous that he was starting to fall in love to the only friend he's ever had in a long time. But of course, this was just a small thought that floated in Jungkook's mind he doubted with all he could.
"That's silly... Who am I to fall in love with a guy like Jimin anyways?" Jungkook asked himself before gazing at the couch he held and touched Jimin on. "Someone so perfect.. Doesn't need such a miserable creature that only sings and dwells indoors... Never to set foot outside with others... Or else I get stares all over me like darts.. It's not a given.. It's a curse I gave myself. But is shunned by the world, what I deserve?"
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