Day: 1
Date: 12th June 2016
Time: 1420
Place: outside Principal's office

(Recap)
He pinned me onto the walls, leaned so that our breath were in sync.

"What are you going to do about it?" He answered in such a dreamy way, that any girl could fall on his feet.
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What am I going to do about it? Wtf.
I resisted it as much as I could.

Well plan your deathbed loser, cause you're going to die, once I get out of your trap.

Wish I could say that but he covered my mouth, with the soft touch of his hand.

Have I mentioned that he's dreamy?
Well he totally is.

But a jerk too, so you can tell him to get lost. But who would want that.

"Gees look at you. Oh my god you're red as tomato. I mean, look at you. Ashton blushing is like omg." He was laughing as if it was a joke of the century.

I groaned.

He tried to control his laughter, a miserable fail. "Sorry, I'm damn sorry. I didn't expect this reaction", still laughing," calm down no hard feelings, it's just a joke. Just a stupid joke."

He continued to laugh and laugh and laugh, till the universe got bored.

"Just a joke", I was angry," first you make my miserable day, my worst day and now this prank. Who do you think you are? "

"Relax. Did you seriously think that I'm that kind of psychopath who randomly kisses anyone and everyone."

"Well duh."

"I'm sorry. Extremely sorry. I truly am...."

I walked past him, without letting him complete, cause even for a day, he made me feel vulnerable. An useless piece of shit. I hate him .

"Ashton, get in the car. You have a lot to talk about young lady." Mom was on fire.

I'm doomed.

"Sorry mom"

I went inside the hell's gate aka the car. Terrified, a hell lot. Mom could be scary when she's called for.

There was an awkward silence for the most unbearable 20 minutes of my life. Mom gave me horrifying glances from time to time, reminding me that I have a lot of explanation to be said.

I hate you Kyle. Thanks for adding the spices in my already bitter world.

We reached home in couple of minutes, but it felt like centuries have passed away. Mom was still furious and I was so disappointed with me, that I couldn't even lift my body to walk straight and was dragging it all the way.

"Care to explain what happened?" She caught me off guard.

"Mom I'm sorry....", I murmured.

"Sorry. What's sorry Ash? I took you to one of the most prestigious school in NYC to make you better person but what did you do, humiliate me on the first day."

I'm so screwed.

"If this is the scenario, then I think it's the best to take TC and be home schooled. Ashton it should not be repeated again in the future."

She went on and on, till my ears hurt. No wait, they already were a long time back.

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I don't know how I survived, but I did somehow. Mom is rarely angry, yet this anger was only shown by her one time.
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When I was 7.
"Ash, go to the bed early as a good girl. You're mama's girl right?" Mom persuaded me to sleep instead of watching cartoon like the routine of every other night.

"Alright mom." Like every other seven year old, I obeyed. Just for show.

As planned, I sneaked out of my room in exactly 25 minutes, just to watch Tom and Jerry. Love that show. It's bae. I sat on the coach, excited and was feeling bubbly inside cause I claimed myself to be cool since I disobeyed my parents. But the after effect wasn't too nice.

"What do you mean that I can't continue my further studies? It's my life and I have the right to decide what I'm going to do", mom's voice surrounded the whole house. It was the first time that I've even seen her being angry by this much extent.

"It is, cause your my wife and they're many pathetic losers nearby. I don't want you to stay with them."

"But it's my choice. You are no one to judge my opinion. If I choose to study, I want to. You need to respect my thoughts instead of imposing yours."

"No body in my family, especially females, have studied after marriage. It isn't safe, that's one thing and I have the right as your husband, is the other."

"Just because of your small mentality, I am not going to give up on my dreams."

And the fight continued. First for hours, then days passed by till one of them was satisfied.

This was enough to make a little girl terrified. Oath was made to never watch television at night ,again.
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The day was horrible, the worst and the guy who made this worst day even worse: Kyle. You are going down for sure Mister. Keep check.

I needed to make sure that something good happens today, no matter what. But my hopes fell off.

"Can I speak to you?" Wondering if he'll even reply. Please Peter Pan, brighten my day like you usually do.

"Sup Tink. Well I'm in a hurry, so can you finish it fast. My match's going to start in five minutes."

"All the best. At least someone's having a good time."

"What happened? Bad day at school?"

"The worst."

He laughed.

"First I got scolded for the skirt. Principal still haunts me to death. Then to make it worse, my introduction was terrible. I told people that I like my dog's food-"

"-but that's true right?"

"They ain't supposed to know. Let me continue. While talking to you, I got scolded and was kicked out of the class and the worst-"

"Tink I pity you, but match's going to start. Time to make my team proud, bye sweetheart."

"Bye. Make sure that you rock that stadium."

"Sure thing, after all Samantha is going to watch. Wish me luck"

"Best of luck"

Even Peter left me, but at least I talked to someone without getting any scolding. I'm glad about that.

Samantha is a lucky chic. If I were her, I would have never let him go. Peter is the best.

While she's getting all the positive attention, I'm taking negativity. I mean what's wrong with me.

I got wavy reddish brown hair with goofy green eyes with long lashes. A slender body but tough, and a good height.

Yet no boyfriend till date.

Motto: hot and single, not ready to mingle.

Gosh! It sounds like crap.
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Day: 2
Date: 13th June 2016
Time: 0830
Place: St Lawrence

"Ashton, Ash I'm sorry." Look who came running all the way for me, the one and only Kyle.

He came and what did I do? Ignore like the Queen bitch. But I'm not that bitchy, am I ?

"Kyle, if sorry could solve all the problems in this world then why are courts built." My answer in my defense.

"But I truly am...."

"Come straight to the point."

He kept quite and looked at me like I'm a keeper. His charming eyes didn't lie.

"..... you're hot"

"And you're not." Who am I kidding? He's dead hot. I'm just roasting it.

"You're funny" he laughed

"And you're a dummy"

I walked away again. Subconsciously I wanted to do both: blame him for what happened and forgive him for the same.

Who cares, fuck consciousness and hug him. So I did. Wanting to never let go.

"I wish I could transfer emotions, I wish others could feel how I felt, especially you. I hate you"

I sobbed.

"I... never mind. I'm glad you have forgiven me, stupidity lies in all kinds of people and I am no exception."

"Who said that I've forgiven you?"

Awkward yet sentimental pause.

He grabbed my hand and turned me around. His gentle hands closed my eyes and he pushed my body to move forward.

"This was the place I wanted to show you." He whispered softly into my ears.

Hey guys, sorry no jokes in this one. But she had a nightmare starting ,so if you're normal you'll be sad. Or horrified. I tried to lessen the drama, hope you like this chapter and I'll update soon as possible.

Comment down below, what would you do if you were in her place? I'd love to read them.

Awkward silence.....

So that's it, theWandererMadness signing out.

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