Our first time~

We had been dating for a while by then and, the way that I was raised, treated and tought was that sex is love. In order to show your lover that you love them is to have sex with them, even if you don't want to, you must.
We were sitting on my couch at my house in the living room, And thats where we had sex for the first time.  After that you had left to the store. I thought you were leaving me honestly. I thought I really fucked up and that you were going to be like everyone else. Just use me for sex. I sat on the couch and cried till you came back. I remember you coming over to me and holding me in your arms, saying your different, that your not going to leave me, your not going to use me. I remember you almost started to cry as well because you didn't like that I felt that way. And when you said all those things it made me trust you more. It made me believe you and love you more. I was so happy that you didn't leave me.