Chapter 2 - Deeper feelings

After I had gotten to know you for a while, I felt so happy when I talked to you each day, even when I only had short times during my breaks at work. From talking to you, I felt I could tell you anything of what I felt over time as you made me feel safe and open to talk about anything. Anything that troubled me and made me worried, but you calmed me down as if you always knew what to say to me.

When I told you I loved you, you didn't know what I was truly meaning it. Thinking that it was a friendship love... But, like Isabella in the show Phineas and Ferb, I didn't give up in trying to be with you each day and hope that one day my feelings get through. What I didn't know was that, you too had been hurt in relationships as I didn't know it at the time, but I honestly wanted to show you how much I really loved you.

Everyday, I would try and talk as much as I could with you each day. When I learned we lived in different timezones, I was able to surprise you and learn just exactly when you would go to sleep each day. Yes it sounds weird when I say this, but I wanted to allow myself to figure out how much time I had left before I had to wait through the night and wake up again to continue. From my many observations, I learned we have a 5 hr. difference in our time zones as 6 pm for me, would be 11 pm for you. To which I surprised you when I was able to guess nearly where you were in the world.

Each day, whenever something made you sad, or upset you, I made sure to always figure out how I can help. I always made sure to do everything if possible to make you happy again. When I was able to help cheer you up each time, I felt proud and happy that I had an effect to make you happy again as it killed me inside to see you sad and would make me feel your pain.

When I kept spending more time with you each day. Talking to you, getting to know you more, what you like, and what makes you laugh. Something finally became known to me from all the time I spent with you. I was falling in love. Something I thought that there was no place for me to find it, but... With how kind, sweet, caring and wonderful you were... You made me very glad I am able to discover, what love truly feels like~ <3 Making me want to ever show you more on how much I really did love you.

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