This is for someone that I've been talking to for a while aka -psychotics

There's no questions about it we've been through a lot of shīt together and we both have said some terrible things to each other but, look at us

Look where we are! After all the fighting we've stayed together. You used to always ask me why I wanted to stay, I honestly didn't know until today

Today I fully realized why

I know you're a good person even when you are in your worst mood. You are always funny, blunt (in a good way), and you're always putting up with my shīt

I've probably been a terrible friend to you. I've tried to be your venting object so you can never have someone that you couldn't talk to

But, then I got mad at you eventually for doing so, that you didn't care about me only the idea of someone caring

Then you tried to be more of my friend but, I wasn't letting you.

However now that I've thought about all those times I almost lost you from being such a dumb ass or as you'd say a cunt

I saw how idk where I'd be without you, I talk to you throughout my day more then anyone. Tbh in real life I lost almost all my friends so I never really have anyone to talk to

But, you're always there. You stay up all night talking to me, idk if you do it for me or because you're watching a movie but, the fact that you text back is what matters

You're a amazing friend and every single day I think about you

In school you get brought up in conversations without me realizing I'm talking about you, mostly because you've become such a huge part of my life

I'll be about to fall asleep in class and I'd think about you and I always wondered what you were doing and what you are saying.

My life right now revolves around you and you don't actually know it.

I haven't been very into our conversations as I usually am Ik and I'm sorry. Tbh I'm being a little nerd 🤓 and playing video games. Also my phones broken so with vibrate on, and my phone now on silent and the volume and ringer to full volume it doesn't ring so it's hard to respond

Also I take almost everything you say to heart and I think over it all day. Like when you said that thing about how my characters didn't interest you I felt bad that I couldn't entertain you because, honestly that's what I want to do for you

I want so much for you and I want Stacie to be in the new pitch perfect for you lol

Anyway yeah causally my life wouldn't be the same and I would feel so fucking lonely without you

I love you even if you say you don't I still will, :)