Time:

Everything is just a temporary basis in life
nothing last the same forever
Death is inevitable​
Life is challenging,

I wish I live in a TIMELESS world
where no one has to worry about their limitations in life
I wish I own my time,
So I can decide when to live or die

I wish I still have you in my arms
to keep you safe and warm

But your life has met an end
And mine has to live
Yours had to pause (for a while)
mine had to continue
While looking back to what we had stored in my head,
A memory that I will always forever treasure in my heart.

That once in my life I had given a chance to meet an amazing person named "Sam"
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06/2017

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1,304 miles distance away from you was way too much all ready to spend time with u Boo,

But not to communicate with a Friend like you (u had a hectic schedule you know?)

I even wonder and asked you all the time if how did you even manage your time
As a student​?
And who spends a lot of his time doing volunteer​ works in the field.

Or do you even had time for your self to enjoy and relax somehow?

But seems like you were a very compassionate person.
You had this passion to help people, you had this strong belief and a goal that you always wanted to achieve.

I remember telling you how blessed the people to have you as their helping hand.

How lucky they are to have you in their lives.

I wonder how you do it well you know?
But you managed your time very well.

Because you know what?
You never once hesitated to share your time with me and your life with us

And that was the story of you that I will always keep forever in my heart and in my memory.

You shared your life with a genuine person that I rarely had the chance to encounter.

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Remember when I told you "Sam" was actually my favorite name, Sarah, Samantha?
And I was actually using "Sam" character to my story?

And guess what?
"Sam" will always be my favorite

that I'd been praying for years that one day I could finally meet (one)

then hey! You'd came along.
A stranger to whom I received a thankful message coming out from nowhere because I'd voted your story.

And I needed to ask you twice if Sam was actually your name?

Because God! it felt surreal to finally meet an actual person named "Sam".
It was just my dream before
and you just made that dream came true.

I even wondered what Sam name could bring in to my life because my head keep calling the name Sam and it was kind of weird to meet one.

You used your time well boo,
at least for me, I think you do manage it well by doing some multitasking works, you know?

and you made me realize that nothing is impossible in life.
I bet you inspired a lot of people Super Sam!
Because you inspire .me with a lot of things in life.

You were like a ball of sunshine that I needed in order to live every day and to keep the smile on my face.

You lifted me up from down hills to hopeful one when I was hopeless and
down.
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Remember you even offer your self as an English grammar teacher?
(LoL) Because I told you I was actually bad in my English grammar?
and maybe you could help me sometimes?

Babe,
You planted the seed on my hand with constantly growing roots in my palm they traveled through my veins and made a life of a growing tree inside my heart,
You brightened my life

Sammy,
We shared this fruitful friendship without even realizing that we had actually just created a beautiful one

(sweet, I miss calling you boo)

Thank you for sharing your time with me boo😏😇

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Dang! You were my lucky charm, Sammy!!

have a blast in heaven!

Lovely