Hey.. so I read your Q & A's...

I... I'm so selfish..  I understand.. I understand how you feel!...  You feel so alone. I thought my problems were the same as yours.. but I now know that your's are way bigger then mine.. ( I'm crying just writing this)

You were bullied, I wasn't..  I-  I care about you okay. Every night I cry and I hope that one day you will tell me what's going on. I wanna help you! You don't have to do this alone! I'm here for you. I- I- I love you!  I have to push away myself. I was blind... Every thing you did and said had meaning. I didn't see that meaning.. Now I do.   You suffered a lot.. You even lost your best friend by  suicide... 

Nothing that has happen to me can compare to what has happened to you...  My arms are open for you.. Please. Please stop hurting yourself... One day. Let me change those lonely days into cuddle days and happy days. I won't leave you and I stay true to my words. It won't matter to me if you hurt me or if you even one day break me. I won't care what you do to me. As long as your happy with whatever you choose to do, I'll be happy to.   I won't ever leave your side. 

I know I have a hard time trusting people but I trust you. I don't know... I'm scared that if i show you how I really feel about you, you will get scared and push me away or you'll leave me...

I wanna know how far we can go. I wanna be there forever. by your side. and us being happy. I hope that one day you know.. you ask me a question. I'm sure you know what that is. UwU

I've been meaning to say this for a long time but I didn't know how to and in which way.. 

Dazai! I'm confused okay? I don't know what to do. I'm sorry. Your different but the good kind of different. I know that I ask so many questions of the same kind but please just hang on. I've been hurt so many times and been lied to by so many people, so many times. Also been used by people many times. 

 Please. I know I will keep asking questions of the same kind but please hand on. The more I ask you the more it makes me think that your not like the others. For about 2 months now I'm starting to see that  your not like the others. I trust you so much don't you forget that. I hope you understand. I won't leave you. I'm just hoping that you won't leave me like the others did...

And Can we work together and stay together forever to get through it all? 

                                              Sincerely- To my precious Dazai. I love you <3