Many days had pass, I learned how to live on my own. I use fruits to survive. One day, I met Hayate-sama and he trained me to become an Assassin. From that day on, I kill people to earn money. But I only kill people who committed crime, not those people who were innocent.

End of Flashback

I cried on my knees, when I suddenly felt arms wrapped around me. I look up to see Feitan with an apologetic look. My heart skip a beat, and somehow my anger faded away. To think about it, I won't be able to kill Feitan. I don't want him to be killed or die. I want him to be with me, but not sure if he feels the same way as I feel towards him.

"I'm sorry." He whispered in my ears and I immediately wrapped my arms around him and cried on his chest.

He started stroking my hair. I know what I'm doing was wrong, but I know Feitan wasn't the one who killed Onii-chan. It was that creepy clown. But still, the other Phantom Troupe members killed my other clan.

Feitan's POV

I was shock, I didn't know what to do when Mariall found out. She immediately dash outside and I followed her. My heart ache for I know she will start hating me now, but I'll do everything for her to forgive.

I saw her stop, almost at the cliff then collapse down on the ground. I walk towards her and wrapped my arms around her. She look up, with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry." I whispered then she hugged me.

My heart keep skipping a beat and it took me hard time to fight my blush back. We stayed at that position which I don't know how long, until she was calm and stop crying. She pulled away from me, then started walking back to the treehouse, without saying anything.

The only thing I know for sure is... things are never gonna be the same.

Mariall's POV

I should hate Feitan, but my heart won't let me. I want to hurt him, but I know I won't be able to. I just love him so much. If I only known, the very beginning that I met him. If I only took that chance on releasing my arrow, then I might not have fallen in love with him.

Why didn't I release that arrow when I could finally kill him that time? (A/N: The time that Feitan was following her and Mariall was aiming her arrow towards Feitan.) Why?

I finally made it to my room, locking myself in and I lie down on my bed, starring up the ceiling. Memories came flashing back when me and Onii-chan, Mike, were having fun. Then the time that we saw our viallge in fire. At that time, anger filled me and I was determined that I was ready to take my revenge but...

Feitan appeared in my mind. All of the memories that we made, the times that we'd been together and the times that we saved each other's life. Confusion filled my head, I don't know if I can ever kill one Spider. I have no idea if I could avenge my clan. I'm not sure whether to follow my heart, which was telling me to forgive Feitan and the Phantom Troupe or follow my mind, which was to kill the Phantom Troupe.

Then, I finally made a decision on what I'm going to do. But first, I need to go to sleep.

Feitan's POV

When we arrive back at the tree house, Mariall went straight to her room, so I went in the kitchen to talk to Mikey and James.

"So what happened?" Mikey ask and I sigh.

I went in the lounge, montioning for them to follow me, which they did. I sat down on the couch, with Mikey and James in front of me, waiting for my answer.

"She cried, meh said sorry, then went back." They both sweat-drop.

"That's it?" I nod.

"Well that's weird."

"But a good weird. At least she didn't go crazy and killed you. Just bare with it and find out the outcome. Maybe... she just need some space."

I nod then slept. The next day, I was woken up with a good smell coming from the kitchen. I sat up, rub my eyes then walk in the kitchen. I saw Mariall cooking, with Mikey and James sitting down with a confuse face, in their human form.

"Good morning." Mariall greeted with a genuine smile.

I gave her a confuse look, thinking what was wrong with her, but shook it off.

"Good morning." I greeted back.

"Have a seat, breakfast is almost ready." She commanded and I did what she told me.

I gave Mikey and James a 'What's going on?' Look, but they just shrug. Mariall handed out the food that she cook, lasagne and one idea pop into my mind, there might be poison in this food. Mariall handed one to Mikey and James, then she sat down without any lasagne in front of her.

"Let's eat!" She exclaimed happily.

I saw Mikey and James sniffing the food, then they look to Mariall.

"But Master, why did you put the most deadliest poison in this lasagne?" Mikey ask and I gulp.

"You two don't need to eat it, but I know Bastard will want to eat it... right Bastard?" She ask, refferring to me.

"Y-yeah." Was all I said.

I look down to the lasagne. I don't know what was happening, but I will do anything for her to forgive me. If she wants to poison me, then I'm fine with that. Anything, I will do anything for her.

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Author: Why you trying to poison my FeiFei Mariall???!!!

Mariall: Because I want to.

Author: But whyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feitan: Oi! Be quiet! I'm trying to read the story here.

Author: *sweat-drop* Sorry FeiFei

Feitan: Tch!

Author: Geez