He sounded like Chinese though. He then pulled me into another embrace, and I cried in his chest, soaking his cloak.

"M-Mariall..." Dereck spoke and I immediately departed away from Feitan.

All of us look down to him.

"Mariall?" He called out again and I crouch down to him.

"I'm here Dereck." I said and he turned his gaze towards me.

He then gave me a smile, then held my left hand, which I let him. Feitan pick up his sword, ready to kill Dereck and I mouthed 'Stop it.' Which he follows and held his sword to his side.

"T-thank you... for everything. For the first time, I'd love a real girl. Y-you were the first one who I'd love for real. And with that, I thank you for letting me love you and pretending that you love me too. T-thanks for letting me experience that. Even though I already know your purpose here, I still loved you. I-I love you Mariall, please don't ever forget that." And with that, his hand fell on the ground and he closed his eyes.

He was now... dead. Somehow, I felt sad. I know what it feels like to lose your love ones. Especially when the person you love, is pretending to love you. I know that feeling.

"Master?" Mikey ask, snapping me back to reality.

I look to him and he have a concern face. I force out a smile, but it came out as a fake one.

"L-let's go home." I stated and walked out Dereck's house.

I saw all of the guards, with no heads on the floor. I'm guessing Feitan killed all of them, but he was amazing, there wasn't even any trace of blood on his cloak. No one spoke all the way, well, Mikey and James did, asking if I was okay and I would just nod for an answer.

To be honest, I wasn't alright. It kind of hurt me when Dereck died. I don't know but if I lose Feitan, or Mikey and James, I would feel the same way as he did. The person I really love, will disappear from my sight. I don't even know what's more painful, to know that the person you love, loves another person? Or faking to love the person that really loves you, but all your only purpose is to kill that person?

When we got home, I had a shower, then lock myself in my room, mourning for Dereck's death. I didn't even expect that he would love me. He trusted me, even though he already knows my purpose on why I was there. Why didn't he just killed me or find another girl? Why did he have to make me happy if he already knows that I was there to eliminate him?

Feitan's POV

We walked back to her home without even talking to each other. I was so happy that she was alive. But... that basement... I guess that's my only weakness.

Flashback

I arrived at Dereck's mansion and entered. There, I met a lot of guards, and I killed them all with in split seconds. I saw a shadow, so I followed it. Then it lead me to the basement. I look at Mariall's location, but the beeper was soaked with blood. Without thinking, I entered the basement.

I walked a bit further, then the door behind me closed. I smelled a smoke, then I saw Mariall standing in front of me. I fast-walk to her, but then she run to another guy... Dereck.

"I love you Dereck." She said and I felt someone stabbed my heart.

I don't know what was happening, but I was really angry when she said those words.

"I love you too Mariall." Dereck smiled, then they... kiss.

I felt my body weakened, then they both turned to me.

"Oh hey there Feitan, sorry if I don't like you but... you're just a mosnter to me, and guess what. I hate monsters." Mariall smirked and I covered my ears.

"NO! MARIALL, NO!" I yelled.

I don't want to hear this!

"What's wrong Feitan? Why are you covering your ears? Are you hurting? That's good, cause I don't like you anyway. I never like you. I only see you as a monster." Mariall snickered.

Even though I was covering my ears, I could still hear her clearly.

"No one will ever love a monster like you. No one!" She then laughed and I fell on my knees.

She kissed Dereck again, and I was feeling my body weakened bits by bit. I summoned my umbrella, pulled out my sword and dashed towards Dereck, slicing him into half, but my swords just went through him. That was the time that I know they were just illussions.

"I will never accept you as my friend Feitan. Not now, not ever. You're just a monster. No one will care for you." Mariall chuckled, and I punched the door where I came in before, then it broke.

I breathed heavily, and saw Dereck in front of me. When I saw Mariall coming, I disappeared and reappeared behind Dereck. Ready to kill him.

End of Flashback

I clenched my hand as I remember that. That's my only weakness, for Mariall to reject me. For her to hate me and see me as a monster. For her to be with another guy.

"Ne, Feitan?" Mikey ask, snapping me out of my thoughts, we're at the kitchen at the moment.

"Yeah?"

"You been in deep thought."

"Oh, sorry."

"You don't have to be. We were just asking if you know why our Master is acting that way."

"Why you ask me? Meh didn't do anything."

"Actually, you did." I look curiously at James.

"What?"

"Well, sometimes when our Master kill someone and begged for their lives or spare the lives of their love ones, she usually lock herself in her room for the whole day. But this time it's different, it's been three days and she's still in her room. I'm kind of worry of her."

"Yeah, same here. I mean, I agree with what you said but I think Master had taken this a bit too far."

"Get to the point."