~Time skip: 2 years~

It's been 2 years. 2 years since I broke off our friendship. We seemed to be doing better apart than together. I thought I'd be alright, that I'd be smitten over someone new. I wished that was the case. However, I was still hung up on Jacob, more than before. I didn't know how Jacob felt back then, and I probably wouldn't ever find out.

"Our silly tradition...I still do it. Not doing it seems strange. But I never receive his letters. Maybe I should stop." I sighed as I pushed a paper ball around with my pen. "You should stop." I stopped what I was doing and looked up at Sunwoo. "Wha..." "It's obvious Jacob doesn't want anything to do with you. And aren't you the one who broke off your friendship in the first place?" "I see your point..." The end of the month was only two days away and I already had my letters written. "I'll come over and dispose of them for you. And I'll be taking everything that has to do with your 'silly tradition'." "If that's what's best..."

I took my seat next to Sunwoo and Younghoon in the cafeteria as I usually did. "How much did he mope this time?" "Surprisingly, not a lot. I think we're making progress. Soon you'll have moved on and start looking at some girl in no time." I gave them a weak smile as I eyed Jacob sitting with a bunch of people I didn't know. "Are you happy now...Did I finally do something right for once...?" I thought then felt something wet on my cheek. "Sorry, I'm going to go to class a bit early." "Huh? Kev?" I quickly walked away as I didn't want to try and explain.

I looked out the window at the courtyard and saw quite a number of students outside. I sighed as I envied a few couples down below. "Kevin?" I immediately froze and pinched myself to make sure I wasn't hearing things. I was afraid to turn around and see that I was just imagining things. I waited for the voice to speak again, but it didn't. "I knew it. I must be losing my mind. Why me? Why can't I be happy? Fuck..." I thought as I banged on the window. "Stop it or else it'll break." I immediately stopped and turned around. Standing not too far away was...

"Jacob..."

I didn't know what to say, what I could say. It had been two years. He looked more attractive at that. "Why...why now?" I sidled as Jacob had stepped closer. I found Jacob currently intimidating and I didn't know why. I felt my back hit the door, so I tried the knob. "Of all times door!" I thought as continued to try and open it. I looked up to make sure it wasn't locked and it wasn't which confused the hell out of me. "Why are you running...?" I immediately gave up and made a bee line to the door in front of the class. "Kevin!" I didn't care where I ended up, as long as Jacob wasn't there.

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Classes had ended and I stuck to Younghoon like super glue. "Seriously, what is wrong with you?" "Nothing. Keep walking." I was glad that Younghoon didn't question me further as I felt I wouldn't have been able to escape. We exited the building and I immediately ran over to Changmin. "You give me more affection than Younghoon does." I could feel Younghoon glaring daggers into me, so I backed off. "Younghoon, don't look like that..." I watched Changmin pat his head and his mood did a complete 180. "You must have that magic touch." "Ah, I wish. He's basically putty in my hands and vice versa." "I envy you two..." Changmin had looked at Younghoon who had shook his head. "You know, I heard Sunwoo likes you." I looked at Younghoon in shock. "Him? That's crazy." "Don't tell him I told you. He'll have my head if you did." "Well, that would explain his eagerness to get rid of our little tradition..." I walked away from the couple and made my way home.

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