~Time skip: 3 weeks~

I could say for certain my feelings for Jacob had developed more and that fact didn't thrill me at all. Seeing those girls around him had made me want to snap their necks, which used to be an unusual thought. Surprisingly, I hid my emotions well as Jacob hadn't brought it up. That or Jacob had lost his touch because of how long we've been apart. "Are you listening?" I blinked at Jacob then nodded. "What did I say?" "Are you listening?" "Wrong...I was saying that if you want, do you want to hang this weekend?" "We can. It's been awhile. I'm sure your mom misses me." Jacob gave me a smile and I hid my face from his sight. "Are you unwell? Should we go to the infirmary?" "No, I'm fine. So, what are we going to do this weekend?" "It's a surprise." What actually was a surprise was the fact Jacob had said the word surprise.

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Classes were finally over and I quickly faced Younghoon. "You look giddy." "Giddy, giddy up!" Younghoon gave me a weird look to which I shrugged in response. "You haven't heard the new song everyone is talking about? By The Girlz? They're a talented group." "Oh, them. What were their names?" "There's 12 of them. Do you expect me to remember?" "Yet you seem to remember little details on Jacob's face." I was sure that my face had turned tomato red as Younghoon was laughing. "Anyway, I expect you to know them all come Monday. I'll be waiting." We walked out of class and headed towards the entrance.

I watched Younghoon run over to Changmin, pick him and spin him around. I wasn't going to lie, I've always wanted to do that to my future lover. "I wonder if Jacob would like doing that..." "I would like doing what?" I jumped then turned to see Jacob. "Can you not sneak up on people?" "Sorry..." I sighed then looked at Jacob. "Has he become more attractive? What is he using...? His skin looks smooth..." I thought then reached out to touch his cheek. Surprisingly, he didn't flinch as I ran my hand over his cheek. I suddenly felt pain and drew my hand back. I looked at Jacob who seemed spooked beyond reason.

"D-Don't touch me..." "Sorry." We started walking back to his house and I never felt so nervous before. After a long travel, we arrived at his front door. He unlocked it and ushered me inside. "Your mom isn't home? She usually is." I noticed Jacob didn't respond and seemed to be in his own world. "Jaaaaaaacob!" He seemed to snap out of whatever bubble he was in and looked at me. "Do you need something? Food? Something to drink?" "Uh, a cup of water would be nice..." I watched Jacob take off for the kitchen and I suddenly got a cute idea which was to tease Jacob. I quietly walked into the kitchen then wrapped my arms around his waist. Before I could blink, I felt his elbow collide with my face and my butt met the floor. I looked up and saw Jacob crouching down next to me inspecting my face. "I'm really sorry. I didn't know...It hurts a lot doesn't it..." I quietly nodded as I gently touch my face.

I felt Jacob cup my face then kiss the area that he had hit. Naturally, I blushed at the action. I was sure Jacob had noticed as he was momentarily surprised. He had started blushing too which was really cute, but I was certain it was only out of embarrassment. "I really want to kiss you, but I can't..." I thought as I felt a few tears sting my eyes. I quickly got up and made my way back to the front door to leave. "Where are you going...?" "I can't stay..." I really hoped he wouldn't ask why. "Why?" I quietly sighed as I tried thinking up a plausible lie. "Kevin, don't go. Please..." I was surprised to hear such sadness in Jacob's voice. I wanted him to be happy, but I felt that I was causing him nothing but grief.

I walked over to Jacob then gave him a brief tight hug. "I want you to be happy, but I'm doing the opposite. Let's...not be friends anymore." "Wha-What are you saying?" "I'm sorry, Jacob." I could feel the tears in my eyes threatening to pour out, but I quickly left before Jacob could notice. I made my way down the block then glanced back. "I figured...he wouldn't be dumb enough to try and bring me back." Despite thinking that, I really wanted him to.

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