"And what about me?" He roughly grabbed her arms with tears standing in his eyes.

And she knew that it's the most romantic thing when a he cries for her,

"Huh? Tell me" he dug his fingers into her flesh and she winced.

"T-tae you're hurting me," she complained while looking into his eyes as she saw small tears standing there.

"I'm hurting you?" He asked in disbelief,

"You're hurting me, Hana" he said through gritted teeth and fell to his knees to cry himself out while wrapping his arms around her thighs.

Yes, he was drunk.

She was standing dumbfoundedly, looking at the grief Tae hold in himself. It was the first time she saw him breaking apart.

"I, often used to ask myself that how can emptiness be so heavy? But now I know the answer. Now I learned about it when you left me. You didn't love me, Hana when out of all circumstances I loved you"

"Tae!" She cried heavily and fell down to her knees cupping his face as he was crying and he pushed her away from him, roughly to which she stumbled back.

But she remained firm and cupped his face again which was flooded with tears of grief and longing,

"I loved you and I love you still." She cried and he shouted while crying as he clutched his hair,

"If I didn't l-love you then why did I ever eloped for you? I even ignored my father for you! You say that I love this wealthy Taehyung? No," she shook her head,

"Maybe you're forgetting that I married you when you had nothing. I love the Taehyung who has a lot of wealth in romance." she cried while joining foreheads wanting to know and clarify Tae about his misunderstandings,

"The abortion was just so that you can't feel burdened, Taehyung. I didn't want the matters to be too hard for you. Doesn't it count that I cared for you?"

"Then tell me, how can you just love someone and walk away out of their life just like the way you left? Huh?" He grabbed her arms shaking her and she shook her head.

"See you're speechless," he pushed her away and she bit her lip,

"I thought I lost you but you never really were there. You never understood the concept of romance and love. How hard I loved you." He cried and she was just too stunned seeing his pain.

She never saw Taehyung even in the past, cry like that.

"And you know," he chuckled while wiping his tears and she stared at him with a painful expression,

"The saddest part is that I may have lost someone who didn't love me, but you lost someone who truly loved you," just as he said that, she inhaled a sharp breath before closing her eyes and letting her tears fall.

Hana's POV:-
"You never proved me that you weren't at fault," I bit my lip.

"I didn't?" He asked in disbelief. "Ask yourself that didn't I come that day to prove you? Didn't I beg your father to give me chance to prove it to you?"

"F-father?"

"Yes. Your stubborn ass father who never accepted me as his son, who never wanted us to be together from the start. They didn't let me enter the house instead they start to hit me, fight me most of all torture me that if I don't go, then I won't be able to see Hana again or even Taewon so, I had to leave from there even though I was so tensed,"

I took his words, digested them and buried them in my heart as it ached more but the only thing that escaped my lips was,

"I love you Taehyung," I kissed his forehead while crying as he chuckled with his tears running down his eyes.

"I'm sick of this word 'love' now!"

"But I know you love me," I looked into his eyes and he pushed me away roughly that I again landed onto the floor, before standing up.

"I don't!" He wiped his face. "Go get married to him!" He was about to walk past me but I back hugged him.

"Until you tell me that you love me I'm not going to leave," I cried and he scoffed.

"Well, then you'll be spending years here," he said and I tightened my grip on his waist from the back.

"Please come back to me," I cried and he squirmed in my grip trying to break free.

"Get away," He yanked my arms away from him and turned to face me before slapping me across my cheek.

I held my aching cheek and looked at the drunk Tae whose rage was so high that for once I felt frightened.

Frightened that he might break me.

"I curse you to get married to him," he spat to my feet and I only looked at him with my puppy eyes filled with tears while holding my cheek.

He was about to leave when I grabbed his hand with a cry.

"I deserved the slap, Tae. Hit me more," I cried while holding onto his hand and patting it across my cheek for him to slap me again.

"Beat me up. Beat me, hit me do whatever you want to take your frustrations out but ple-please......" I joined my hands in front of him,

"Come back to me. Just stop me once," I cried and he stared at me before closing his eyes.

There was a moment of silence as he held the bridge of his nose. I started to sob and he looked at me with his concerned eyes and he neared me, cupping my face and rubbing his thumb over my cheek which turned into a shade of red.

"Please Tae. I know you love me," I cried and he bit his lip before kissing my cheek with his quivering lips.

I hurriedly hugged him and he gladly hugged back with an even tighter grip.

"Do you want me to go?" I asked and he didn't respond instead just licked his lips as he stared at my lips. His finger came to the outline of my lips and is it the time where he---

And my lips were shielded by his own when he ducked.

Destiny brought us together and if God wants him to be mine again then there's no one who can stop us from getting united again.

In that one kiss I forgot about the world and only focused onto the Romeo that was with me. I leaned forward towards him when he pulled me with him such that I was straddling his laps as he sat onto the bed.

His probing hands made their way up to my back feeling my curves before resting ontop for a while and tearing my shirt open from the back.

The kiss was wanting and longed. I broke the kiss to attack his neck and there's nothing more sexy when he releases a single moan out of pleasure and the scene getting more satisfactory when I knew that it was my lips that caused him to moan.

In an instance, my hands opened the buttons of his shirt and slinked it down his shoulders to have more space. A red mark caught my sight and when I looked closely to it, traced it from my finger only to know that it was the place where he scraped my name.
I smiled inwardly before I attacked his neck and he had his eyes shut.

My nerves pulsating when I felt his hand on the bare skin of my back since it's been a year we've been in each other's bare touch.

He grabbed a handful of my hair and again kissed my lips with his own. We made out when his hands rested upon my arse and pushed me more into him.

His finger traced my spine and I broke the kiss as a rinse of pleasure ran through my whole body and I arched my back as he feathered my spine. 

I stepped back from him getting completely out of the dress inward wearing and he was lost when he grabbed my waist pulling me again and kissing me again while tracing his fingers on my back.

"It's you!" He kissed me again. "It's you that I want," he kissed my neck desperately and I smiled to myself. His fingers worked on the hook of my bra when I stopped him,

"Taehyung,"

"Please Hana," he mumbled in my neck and I thought about it.

He was your husband before. If he gets intimate to you that doesn't matter cuz you both had sex multiple times before too right? So, if this brings him to you then give it to him.

He successfully unhooked my bra and I bit my lip and closed my eyes as he worked on my neck.

This is just for Taehyung to stop me.

"Don't let me go Tae," I muttered but I guess he was very much involved into the rhythm. His eyes were hooded and I closed m eyes as he pulled the bra out of the way,

I hate Jungkook.

I thought before he scanned me and my cheeks burned as I was doing this.

"You're still very beautiful," he pulled me closer to him, kissing my lips and I replied back when he dropped to his knees, kissing my sternum.

I threw my head back when he kissed my breasts. He went more down on me and was about to unzip my shorts when I stopped him.

"No Tae we can't," I snapped but he pushed my hand to the side.

"Why?" He came up looking into my eyes.

I gulped before, "I'm not yours," I lowered my gaze.

"But this!" He cupped me through the shorts and I gasped as he jammed his hand between my legs, over my vagina through the denim cloth of the shorts. "Is mine," he whispered and pulled my shorts down. Thank God my panties saved me. I was losing balance so he kissed my lips, pushing into me, I cupped his head for balance when he pinned me down on the bed.

"It's been so many years since I've touched you," he whispered as his lips attacked my neck and I arched my neck in utter pleasure as those set of lips are the only thing I can allow to touch me intimately.

He knew what he was doing and that was way more sexier than any other thing. After giving alot of attention to my neck his lips kissed the brige of my breasts lightly before proceeding to make way down to my navel. He ran his finger lightly on my navel that it was almost impossible to keep my eyes open.

His head then moved to my thighs and he kissed me there,  and I gripped the bedsheet when his lips grazed over my underwear.

I caressed his hair with my hand when he kissed my navel and nothing brings out more intimacy when there's my navel that is involved. His face again appeared on top of mine and I opened my eyes slowly to look at him.

He stared into my eyes with want and I smiled to him lightly waiting for him to kiss me back but instead he stared at me with his half-hooded eyes. I smiled lightly before slipped my finger into his locket and pulling his face down towards my lips to steal a torrid kiss.

His head then rested between my should and neck before proceeding further. His hand lightly drew circles onto my thigh and I caressed his hair before stealing a kiss from his shoulder.

"Hana?" He whispered and I hummed as my eyes closed on their own. "Tomorrow you're getting married?" Sadness was quite audible in his tone.

"Yes?" I asked because I wasn't sure. I mean I want him to stop me so I pressurised him.

Already Jungkook told me that if he loves me, he definitely will stop me.

And if Tae stops it'll be confirmed that he loves me and now I only want to see if he loves by stopping me or if he doesn't by letting me go.

And for some reason, everyone knew that Kim Taehyung had only one weakness; Lee Hana. Taewon was always Tae's strength.

"Can you do me a favor?"

"And disagree?" I asked with a smile and he cleared his throat while lifting his face and looking at my face.

"No." My smile broke as my brows knitted when I met his gaze,

"Give me physical help, please?" he begged and I immediately stared at him out of disbelief. The emotion; hurt started taking over.

"What?" I said out loudly and he attacked my lips again trapping me under him.

My mind went through alot of emotions. I was attacked by this. I just thought about what he said.

He was kissing me with his eyes closed and I was half-naked beneath him. Does that mean Tae wants to use me?

He's considering me as a prostitute for him!? What does he mean provide him physical help before my wedding?!

"N-no" I broke the kiss. "What do you mean?" I asked,

"You just want me to give you physical help, a relief. You just want to dump yourself inside me?" I was at the verge of throwing a tantrum and crying, ofcourse.

"Yes." He licked his lips grabbing my hand and pinning it to the side,

"Just help me for a while and then leave the fuck out of my life." He was way cold. His sight way very cold and his hold was intense.

"Taehyung?" I pushed him off of me. My breathing rate faster because I thought he'll stop me instead he was toying with me, playing with me and most of all thinking me as of a prostitute.

"Please? I just want to fuck someone and because if you I can't even with Jennie--" He stopped and whined while closing his eyes.

I slapped his arm before grabbing my stuff together and crying since he thought too low of me. And I was here, giving our love a try.

"Don't go"

"Help yourself Tae!" I cried out and grabbed one of his hoodies before making my way out of his room.

"How could he?" I cried and ran down the huge staircase hurriedly while pulling the hoodie over my head and ofcourse, I was crying.

When I opened the main door, I was met with a chaotic Jennie who was standing with her eyes widened as she scanned me and I covered my mouth with my hand before making my way out of there.

"You too?" She scoffed and I stopped onto my tracks before turning around to face her and believe me I saw tears in her eyes.

3rd Person's POV:-
"She was here seconds ago" Tae sniffed through the phone to Jungkook.

"Into what an unprofitable chafe you have put yourself, Tae. I'm worried now" Jungkook sighed on the other line.

"She left" Tae cried because he admitted that he can't live without Hana. "I just....just out of lust and....stress said something too stupid."

"What did you say?"

"I-I....don't remember" he rubbed his eyes.

"Bro, now what? You don't want to stop her---"

"Jungkook, you stop her" he was fast.

"I don't have any right to stop her, Tae. She's yours remember that. But until tomorrow. After that, she's not going to be yours" Jungkook started to trick him.

"Stop the wedding Jungkook" he sobbed as he was in pain; both, emotional and physical.

"Tae.......okay. It's like 1 in the morning. Take some rest. We'll figure out something" Jungkook hoped that Tae will confess right about any minute.

"Rest? I'm restless! Stop her Jungkook!"

"How?"

"Alright. I had enough of this. " Tae gave up. "I'll stop her. I want to talk to her. I'll go stop her. I wanna tell her how much I still love her and how much important she is to me. How much I still admire her. Just take me to her---please" he cried on the other line.

"Finally" Jungkook sighed out of happiness. "Look there's no gain in stopping right now. Tomorrow is the wedding as you know at 8 in the morning. We'll arrive at the venue and you'll confess to her in front of everyone okay?"

"Especially in front of that Lunatic. I promise I'll make her happy. I'll accept her back. I'll love her more than I already did" he was half drunk.

"Good. Remember 8 am sharp. Now sleep okay?" They hung up and there was a knock on Tae's door.

"Mr. Kim?" It was Jennie. Tae sighed and little did he know that Jennie has heard about everything and she has already thought that Taehyung is hers and that she has to stop Tae at any cost.

"My head hurts Jennie" every muscle in his body ached at that time.

"I'll bring you water"

Tomorrow at 9 pm;
Tae opened his puffy eyes slowly and the ceiling of his room came into view. He sat onto the bed straightly and looked at the mess in his room. Shirt wasn't on his body but the blanket covered him. He rubbed his eyes before walking out of his room with difficulty. He descended the stairs when he saw Jungkook and Jiwoo sitting on the couch with Jungkook holding the bridge of his nose and Jiwoo crying silently.

"W-what happe-ned?" Tae coughed out as he descended fully.

"Oh so you're awake now" Jungkook clapped.

"What?"

"Feel the sarcasm Tae." He yelled.

"Whatever. All I know is that we have to stop the wedding." Tae snapped as he grabbed his car keys. His eyes were a bit swollen and red.

"Which wedding?" Jiwoo asked.

"Hana's wedding with Lucas" he wore his coat.

"Oh that wedding!" Jungkook raised his brows while nodding. "The wedding which took place about 12 hours ago!?" He yelled and Tae instantly looked at Jungkook with his brows knitted and with his world falling apart.

After that only the sound of the keys clapping to the ground was audible as Tae's soul turned white. It was at that instant that, the thunder started clapping in the sky and the rain started snacking against the windows of his house.

"W-what?" He managed to breath.

"Yes! You told us that you were going to be there on the wedding. And we waited for you to stop the wedding but you didn't come and she got married. You were here fulfilling your sleep while the priest was asking about her vows. Through that time we waited for you but you were here sleeping because maybe that is more important to you, you FOOL!" Jungkook shouted and Tae fell to his knees with his jaw hanging low and his eyes bleeding tears again. "Most of all, she was waiting for you. She thought that you love her and you'll definitely come but when you didn't she broke apart knowing that you don't!"

"She's gone?" He asked.

"Forever. Now she isn't Mrs. Kim, neither she is Miss. Hana, she's Mrs. Lucas!" Jiwoo cried and Tae placed his hand on his heart as the sharp aching pain went through him.

"No!" He cried heavily while crawling back and Taewon descended the stairs while rubbing his eyes as he's always really scared of thunders.

"Appa what's going on?" He asked while wrapping his arms around Tae's neck for a comforting hug.

"Get away from me!" He shouted angrily and pushed Taewon to which the poor baby fell a little away from hid father and got a cut from the sharp edges of the coffee table.

"Appa?" He cried and winced in pain as he held his arm.

"I said get away from me!!" He shouted and threw the vase onto the floor to which Taewon cried and flinched but Jiwoo grabbed Taewon, hugging him and comforting the little child.

"Tae stop!" Jungkook grabbed the cushion from him when Tae cried out Hana's name over and over again.

"How can she leave me? I-I'll go talk to her. I'll kill that bastard!! I LOVE HER!" he ran away from there, not even wearing his shoes just in a white vest and pyjamas. Jungkook followed him because he was again turning into a phsycopath.

"Tae stop!" Jungkook ran after Taehyung who just ran fastly on the road to get her back in the rain and storm. The perky rocks of the road ached the sole of his foot but not more than his heart was aching.

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Tae reached the apartments where Hana and Lucas live but the gate keeper didn't let him in as Tae seemed rebellious at that time.

"Hana!! Hana come here this instant! I came here to take you. Hana come back to me" he cried as he started to shout outside the territory of the apartments.

"Dude stop"

"Fuck off!?" He shouted pushing Jungkook away from him who grabbed his wrist.

"Taehyung" Jungkook caught up latching on to his back. "Stop! Are you nuts! She's married."

"Hana our son is waiting for you. Most of all, the Taehyung you loved is waiting for you" he sobbed. "He's alive. He's right here. He's here to claim what's his" he broke down.

"Tae buddy stop" Jungkook started to worry as Tae was laughing while crying. "She's gone. She's someone's wife--"

"She's mine!?" He pushed Jungkook away from him and Jungkook got angry at Tae's behaviour.

"Was!?" Jungkook punched him and Tae fell down while crying. There was a moment of silence as only the sound of the heavy rain slapping and thunder clapping along with Tae's cries were audible. Jungkook felt sorry for Taehyung as he was too messed up.

"If you cared that much then why didn't you come?"

"I wanted to!" He cried while punching the perky ground.

"But then what happened??"

"I don't know" he cried while shaking his head.

"I came to you and I did every possible thing to wake you up but you wouldn't even budge."

"I want her back. She was mine. She was written for me. She was made for me then how can she marry Lucas??" Tae cried and Jungkook felt sorry for him before the clouds thunder loudly and it started raining more heavily.

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Meanwhile Hana was sitting onto the bed like a lifeless soul as she spent the whole day out with Lucas. Everything is over now. She thought. Taehyung and the chance of having him back has been stolen.

She thought Taehyung loved her and he would come. But when she waited for him on the venue, he didn't come and it was already over. She was hurt and at that moment she thought that the person standing right before her will be her husband to be.

In hurt and grief, she married Lucas as Tae was there sleeping and the priest was asking about her vows. She didn't believe Jennie at first but when Taehyung didn't show up, she believe that what Jennie told her was true.

"Hana?" Lucas smiled while holding her hands into his. She looked at Lucas. Lifelessly. Her limbs not supporting her and Lucas kissed the back of her hands.

"I'm so lucky to have you in my life, Hana. I really really love you and I promsie to love you throughout the years. You know in that one wedding kiss I tasted the next 60 years of our life" he chuckled and Hana closed her eyes as a hiss escaped her mouth not wanting to hear her name with another man.

"L-Lucas? Promise me one thing?"

"Sure. Anything"

"You won't touch me until I get comfortable with this all? Please?"

"Oh sure. Don't worry. I love you and I'm already happy that I got you. I'm not too needy for sex" he smiled and Hana nodded lightly while still looking at the ceiling in great grief. She was trying to flush the memories she had with Tae away now forever. She hated Taehyung.

"But I really love you" he smiled and there was a bell on the door of their apartment. "I'll get it" he patted her cheek lightly and walked to get the door. And she silently cried as she continuously reminded herself whose priority she was now.

"Here" Lucas placed a letter into her hands. "It's for you, darling" he smiled and she sighed before opening the letter and it was the will of her father.

"Miss Hana. Congratulations for your second marriage. I'm Gabriel, the lawyer who helped you in getting a divorce from Mr. Kim Taehyung. Miss, your father, at the birth of your son, Kim Taewon, named all of his wealth on his Grandson. Since, Kim Taewon is in the custody of Kim Taehyung and nor yours, so after your marriage your wealth has been handed over to Kim Taehyung as he is the father and guardian of Mr. Kim Taewon as you, yourself, with your consent left Kim Taewon to your ex-husband. Happy marriage"

She read out loud and realised that her wealth has now been given to Taehyung since he is the rightful owner because of keeping Taewon.

"Is that...it?" Lucas asked and she looked at him before nodding.

"Well, I don't need money anyway. He can keep it"

"What--what do you mean he can keep it?"

"I mean--"

"Give me that!" He yelled before roughly snatching the letter from her hand and opening the envelope to check it.

"Lucas what--"

"Shut up!" She flinched when he shouted. "Oh God, that Kim Taehyung!" He clutched onto his hair and her breathing was quite abnormal. She kept looking at him and he sat still for a while before standing up and locking the door.

"Strip" he smirked and she felt really frightened from his hungry gaze.

Tae's POV:-
I lost count of the alcohol I consumed that night. Flashes of her smile, her laugh, her presence were disturbing me and I was again turning into a psychotic idiot.

I drank and drank the alcohol and my tears were dried on my cheeks, staining them with a dark colour. I pulled out my mobile and saw her pictures and a video. I smiled..and I only smile like this when her angelic face comes into my sight.

"Oh Hana" I sipped onto the wine again and threw the glass causing it to shatter into pieces. Lucas must be very lucky. I cried thinking about her being with him. How could she just marry someone like that when I'm here longing for her touch. I wiped my tears. Maybe Jungkook was right before that I should get married as well. I'm so sorry to Taewon that I hurt him and by looking at him I realise that he really needs a mother who can look after him and take care of him. I need a partner with whom I can take care of Taewon and what kind of a father I am? I cannot even give him a mother? Hana's already gone so it's better that I forget her in this casino and put a closed end on the stupid memories. I grabbed the glass shard before cutting my arm. And with every beautiful memory to forget I placed a cut on my arm. Believe me the more the memories, the more the cuts on my arm and the more the blood leaked for my beautiful ex-wife.

I pulled my phone out and wiped my tears before calling Jennie.

"Hey Jennie?" I was just too intoxicated and ruined in this whole matter.

"Mr. Kim?"

"No time. Just tell me one thing?" I was about to break down again. My voice was hoarse and heavy as my throat went dry.

"Yes?"

"W-will---" I closed my eyes as the cuts ached when I poured the alcohol onto them to wipe the excess of the blood. They were burning just like my heart and eyes right now.

".....?"

"Will you marry me?"

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