Hana's POV:-
I yawned extending my arms out only to find my baby boy beside me sleeping. After kissing and caressing Taewon, I made my way to the bathroom. I came out wrapping a towel round my head when a bouquet of flower was on my side.

"My man" I laughed as there was a romantic sticky note on the side and it was clear that Tae has gone to sort out the case he was offered. I am so proud of my Taehyung. Even though people point fingers on Tae, I don't care as long as we love and trust each other.

"Oh Unnie you're awake. Can I come in?" It was Raquelle and I gladly allowed her.

"Look, Taehyung gave me flowers."

"Hmm....nice. Where is he any way?"

"He has gone out to work. Just pray he succeeds because Tae is that person who loses confidence and hope really fasts" I smiled and she sat down patting Taewon.

"Hmmm......ofcourse being a husband who can't offer is suffering" she sighed. "But don't worry, I will pray" she smiled and It hurt me that she said something like that.

"But.....he offers me something that no other guy could've given me"

"What?"

"His love" I said and her smile faded.

"Oh so cute" she giggled and I nodded.

"And it's so cute that he's doing everything to keep me happy"

"Do you keep him happy?"

"I do." I smiled while thinking about Tae.

"Hmm.....no wonder why he watches porn at night." She said that and I looked at her almost instantly as I stopped playing with the flowers.

"Watches what?"

"Porn. At. Night. Maybe because you're always tired. Now it's definitely the truth that a working husband can demand anything but a house worn can't right?"

"How do you know?" I placed the flowers back onto their spot.

"I actually was watching television when he was sitting right beside me watching that on full volume. Of course I'm not that immature to not recognise those awful sounds. So, I decided to go upstairs to sleep. Now you tell, isn't it embarrassing to watch porn in front of someone? Especially a girl who you consider your younger sister? Now don't get me wrong, Hana. I didn't show him that I know what he was watching"

"I.....also spotted him in your room..." It all made sense that why I spotted Taehyung in her room. Did he get.......turned on?

"In my room? Oh My Gosh! That's why I was scared last night" she gasped covering her mouth by her hand and I knitted my brows.

"But no!" I shook my head to wake up my brain. "This is all a misunderstanding. Taehyung is not like that and I am sure of that." I smiled as I believe Tae too much.

"Hmm......no wonder why love is blind." She hummed while kissing Taewon.

"It's not blindness, it's trust Raquelle" I answered while placing my hand onto hers giving her a squeeze to let her know that Tae only sees her as a sister.

"Maybe. Who knows. Just remember Hana that....don't trust a guy too much." She said and I opened my mouth to protest when she cut me off. "Even if it is your own husband. You know what happened to Danielle?"

"What?" I asked as she told me about our cousin Danielle.

"Remember how she used to prioritize her husband more than anyone. More than any of her siblings or family member?"

"Yeah....?"

"Her husband was a scum bag. He used to be so innocent in front of her and behind her back he used to torture Cinthia" Cinthia was the younger sister of Danielle.

"Then?"

"Cinthia was forced to keep everything to herself. She used to give hints to Danielle, but Danielle always fought back. And when one day Danielle came home she saw Bruce on top of Cinthia." Bruce was Danielle's husband and I gasped because I was unaware of this whole situation.

"Sad isn't it? What do you have to say about this Hana? What would you do if you were at Danielle's place?"

"I........would've demanded a divorce but---Taehyung isn't like Bruce. I trust him so much but then again I do get possessive over him alot. Haha....and I know Tae can't do that. He loves me" I smiled as I caressed Taewon's hair.

"Hmm.......I hope it stays like that. Plus, I am telling you that you should keep an eye on your husband. Just for safety though. Because ofcourse it's clear that he is unsatisfied by you so he watches porn. What if it leads to unhygienic relationships outside the house?" She asked and my mind focused onto her words. Is Taehyung actually unsatisfied by me? Well, we do not have sex often but still.......can this he true?

"Hello?" I was brought back to reality when Raquelle snapped her fingers and I sighed.

"You're right. And you're younger right now Raquelle. Stop talking about toxic stuff."

"I am 20"

"Once you get married you can talk all such stuff with me but right now I have to get Taewon into the shower. Haha.....be right back" I chuckled and took my baby boy into the shower.

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"Don't forget to wash your hands before eating something" I combed Taewon's hair as he was going outside with Raquelle to get some grocery as Tae called me, asking me to cook for him his favourite stuff. She was very excited to bake a cake for Taehyung as well.

"Be home early Raquelle. It'll take time for me to cook as well" I bit my lip.

"Don't you even care about it" she winked while holding Taewon's hand.

"Bye mommy" he waved and I waved back while smiling. My phone buzzed and it was a call from Jiwoo as they stepped for out.

"Hey Hana! What's the plan for today?"

"Nothing much Jiwoo. Taehyung is at work while Raquelle took Taewon to buy some grocery" I told and she hummed.

"Why such sadness in your voice?"

"I was just thinking about Taehyung, Jiwoo. Yesterday night, I found him in Raquelle's room and today morning Raquelle told me that Tae watched porn beside her in the living room. How should I deal with this situation?"

"Tae? Watching porn? Well, maybe he felt like watching it. He's a guy and guys have....needs. As if you don't know Jungkook" she explained and I sighed as I thought over her statement.

"Jiwoo? Guys have needs but......when he has me then why does he watch porn? I mean if he's turned on shouldn't he crawl to me?"

"Come to think of it that's awkward too. I mean when Jungkook watches porn he immediately comes to me and---"

"But Tae rushed to Raquelle?" I cut her off and she gasped.

"No! Hana you're thinking wrong. Tae can't do that. And that is a fact we both are well aware of. Plus Raquelle is very younger than him."

"I know. But earlier she told me what happened to my cousin Danielle...." I continued and told her about the incident Danielle had to face.

"That's sad but Bruce and Taehyung are different okay? About needs so yeah, try to understand that Taehyung can have times where he feels extremely stressed out and wants to snuggle close to you to initiate stuff but couldn't"

"Exactly! Why can't he!"

"Maybe because you're a working woman, Hana. Okay.....just tell me when do you both have sex?"

"Jiwoo!" I protested as my cheeks burned red.

"It's okay!" She calmed me down.

"Once in a week"

"Once in a week?!" She laughed.

"Well, he is Taehyung not Jungkook" I rolled my eyes.

"All men are same Hana. And when is that one day?"

"Saturday since I don't have work at weekends and that time of the week is absolutely perfect. But...I don't know what problem he has on other days," I sighed.

".....I always try to give him a hint by saying that Taehyung I am stressed today but he doesn't pick up the hint to come closer to me instead just says that I'll rub your back. And I always get high hopes that during the massage he actually feels how I want him but no," I shook my head, "After about massaging my back he lays down too! I mean he should understand. I am shy. I can't just ask him for that. It's weird." I pouted.

"Well then communicate with him, Hana. Intimacy means that you have nothing to hide. So, express to him about your feelings"

"Jiwoo.....that's really difficult."

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Tae's POV:-
I was driving back home when my phone buzzed and it was Jungkook. I was already pretty stressed out today. Because it was a long day.

"Hey Tae. Can you meet me?"

"Jungkook I'm already tired today. Heading for home."

"That's great. So, how are you going to relief yourself?" I can sense him grinning.

"Shower and a nap. Why?"

"Are you sure you want that? You can have your wife close to you"

"Okay. What's the thing that you want to talk about?" I said out of the blue because I knew that there was something mischievous about Jungkook's conversation.

"Dude, give your wife sometime. Look, we both know women have needs and they can get horny really fast--"

"Jungkook I think you're describing yourself because last time I remembered I wanted to get close to her, she was 'stressed'. Dude, I want to get closer to her but since she works so I just don't want to pressurise her into stuff. I want to handle her with gentle"

"Stop being gentle. When we were in college how pervert we both were. And now I think I am the only one who's a pervert"

"You work Jungkook. There is a difference between our lives. If I was working I would've also spent more time with her. But since I don't......I get embarassed while getting closer to her."

"Don't you want more kids?"

"I love kids. And I actually planned 5 of them." I chuckled before adding, "and...I do want another one now." I smiled as I caressed Taewon's toy.

"Yeah. And before having a one you have to make it" he said and I sighed while driving.

"But Jungkook she's always stressed. Whenever I try to get closer to her she always says 'Tae, I am a little stressed out today.' And then I roll my eyes secretly and offer to massage and then---Wait! Why am I telling you all of this?"

"Because I am a perv--I mean I am your friend. Didn't I tell you that me and Jiwoo hit it twice a day."

"Um.....yeah. But you don't have---"

"Once in the morning. Once in the night"

"Jungkook stop!"

"She's good in bed though"

"Jungkook I don't need to know that!" I almost screeched.

"Stop being a baby, Tae. Now remember to get closer to her. Stop making her feel if you're not interested in her anymore"

"Did she complain?"

"Ofcourse not! I am just making you realise that what you are lacking in life. Intimacy"

"I don't actually want to expose my inner beast to her. Whenever I look at her I always get soft for her. She's quite fragile and I don't want to hurt her"

"Vanilla. I see" he hummed.

"I am not vanilla."

"You became one"

"Okay Jungkook. I think I should better hang up. I am about to reach my house"

"Fine. Do bang her--"

"Bye" I hung up and stopped the car as the signal went red. My eyes landed onto Taewon's toy again and I smiled. I actually want a baby girl now. I will try to get closer to Hana. Only if she agrees. I just want another baby now. I was waiting for the signal to go green when a familiar small figure caught my eyes.

"Taewon?" I murmured and opened the car door to see who he was with and Thankfully, it was Raquelle.

"Raquelle?" I called and she turned around waving at me. I signalled her to come in the car and she gladly walked and sat in the car while Taewon hopped into the back seat.

"Appa! I got a cake for you".

"For me?"

"No he didn't." Raquelle interfered.

Raquelle's POV:-
"Though I do want to eat one. I don't know why I am craving for something sweet these past few days"

"Hahaha....I'll make you a cake today."

"Really?"

"Yes" she smiled and I drove the car as the signal went green. "Though.....what does Hana cook when you come home?"

"Well, most of the time I am at home so I cook something for her. But when I am at work and she is also at work so I come home only to find empty plates."

"So you cook when you are at work too?"

"Mostly because she is also at work."

"But don't you want to eat what she cooks?"

"Um.....I do and she cooks delicious too. It's just that she isn't at home most of the time so I have to cook for us three"

"But today she is home. Shouldn't she cook something for you?"

"I already called her and told her that I wanted to eat soemthing sweet but at the same time I wanted to have lunch like Bulgogi or maybe Kimchi? She would have that all ready. I know it" He winked and I internally smirked because when I was at the grocery store she called me telling me that she has to cook Bulgogi and Kimchi today so I should bring some ingredients but I already refused her that no need for that as I will bring everything.

"What if she didn't cook?"

"She knows that when I am hungry I become furious so.....she will have that ready." She smiled and this couldn't be more happier.

"Oh right. She was having trouble cooking though. She called me too saying that she has to cook for you but she doesn't want to"

"Hana.....said that?" He asked as his smile dropped.

"Yeah but I assured her that good wives should cook for their husband. You do so much for her, now she has to repay you in some way. I already told her that when I will be married I will do everything my husband will tell me to." I smirked as his grip tightened on the steering a little.

".....My sister must be cooking. How I want to eat Kimchi right now and she should care for her tiring working husband too," I smiled when he looked at me, slightly pissed off. ".....which I'm sure she does,"

"Oh she must be cooking right now for me. I swear if I don't find any food in the house I will really get angry on her," he chuckled but in a state of anger and I internally clapped as it was me who got late with the grocery. Bullseye!

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"Hana I'm home" He entered the house while smiling and my sister hugged him which kind of made me jealous.

"How was your day?" She asked as she slipped off his coat from his broad shoulders.

"Tiring. Please do me a favour and serve the lunch? I am really tired. Love you" he kissed her head before her smile dropped.

" Oh Taehyung?" She called and bit her lip as he stopped walking the stairs.

"Yeah babe?"

"I---I....I actually didn't cook any food"

"What?"

"Yeah. We were out of some grocery so I didn't cook. But Raq---"

"But Hana I came from work?! You were at home!? For once I asked you to cook, Hana!"

"I know. And I am--"

"You knew and you're sorry? I am hungry!" He yelled as he threw his tie on the floor and I smirked as she gasped.

"I-I....will order--"

"Oh please don't! I am good starving! I knew that you felt that I am a jobless person so I don't have any respect left in me but guess what! I do have self respect Hana. Treat me like a husband not like a damn servant! I always cook for you and once I asked you to cook for me.....you're sorry?" He roared and the whole house was quiet. I smirked internally as Hana teared up.

"Mommy? Dad is scaring me" Taewon slipped behind Hana before Tae stomped upstairs and THUD! The room door shuts.

"Mommy? Did dad hurt you?" That kid asked and she smiled while suppressing her tears. Now I'll be the one who'll bake him something sweet so I get all the praise and credit.

Hana's POV:-
"No sweetie. Dad was just a little angry that he didn't fill his tummy. Now you go upstairs to your room" I kissed the top of his head and Taewon ran upstairs.

I sat onto the couch closing my eyes and realising that it was my fault. I made him feel so useless when in all he's the one who cares so much for me.

And those tears weren't because that he shouted at me it was because of my mistake.

But......in all these years this was the first time Tae shouted at me. He never did. I heard Raquelle sighing and placing a hand onto my shoulder.

"He shouldn't have shouted" she sighed. "You're a working woman, Unnie. No one can shout at you like that"

"Raquelle, it was my fault this time. I should have gotten the groceries by myself and cooked him something good. I forgot my responsibility"

"Don't be sad. I brought the grocery. Plus, you don't have to be sorry to him. He shouted at you when your son was there too. How illiterate of him"

"Raquelle........when it's my fault then why should I show ego towards this issue? And I guess you should also start baking him something."

"Hana you really don't--"

"The kitchen is that way" I pointed and made my way upstairs to our room.

Only at this point he was mad at me making me a little scared. When he'll know about what I'm hiding from him will hurt him more and at that time he will be hella mad at me.

For sure.

I opened the door and saw Taehyung on the bed sleeping. He was so tired because of work and now he slept without eating anything.

Great.

I walked closer to his frame and sighed. I picked up my cell made my way out of the room to ask Jiwoo for some help.

Tae's POV:-
I opened my eyes as she left the room. I sat onto the bed running my hands through my hair thinking about what I did. How animalistic of me. I shouldn't have shouted at her. She looked so confused right now. Cute. The door of my room opened a little and I chuckled.

"You can come in" I allowed and Taewon came in the room with a book.

"Appa are you mad?"

"No sweetie." I kissed his cheeks multiple times.

"Then why did you scold mommy?"

"Because mommy did wrong."

"When we do wrong we get scolded?"

"Yes." I kissed his cheeks.

"Well then..." he hopped off of my lap and stood to face me. He rested his little fists onto his waist and cleared his throat.

"Mr. Appa, you should not scold my mommy at any cost. You can't scold her because Taewon will scold you. Now I won't give you a booboo if you won't be sorry to my mommy," I laughed as he tried to atleast scold me with a smile plastered onto his face.

"You hardly know your mom's name Taewon" I was about to kiss his cheek but he stepped back.

"Go downstairs, Appa" he commanded and I couldn't help but to laugh at his behaviour.

"Uwu......why are you so cute!?" I squished his cheeks, kissing him all over and he giggled.

"Appa there's something on your cheek" he tried to be clever and I pretended to be attacked.

"What?" I moved my face closer to his.

"Let me ask what it is." He moved his ear to my cheek and gasped. "It's asking for booboo"

"What?" I gasped. "Then kiss it away" I pouted. This is a game which Taewon always likes to play with me just so that he can kiss me.

"It doesn't want my kiss. It wants someone named 'mom'." He gasped placing his hands on his cheeks pretending to be surprised but in reality I was surprised by his words.

"What are you watching these a days that you're turning into a clever little fella?" I asked and he squished my cheeks with his baby hands kissing my nose and I tickled him to which he jumped onto the bed laughing. This was something called a 'father-son time'. 

"Appa I have a question,"

"Sure. Go on," I asked kissing the back of his hand.

"Why is it that you don't have pillows?"

"Baby we've tons of them-"

"No!" He argued. "I mean whenever I lay in your chest it's like I'm laying on a floor and whenever i lay in mommy's chest it's like I'm laying on a pillow. Why don't you have cushions like she does?" He patted my heart area.

I was confused for a while but then I realised he was talking about her.....her...wtf

"Taewon....that's shameful,"

"Exactly. Don't you feel ashamed that you have none while mommy has two of them?"

"Oh My Gawd!" I was in disbelief. "Taewon? Promise me you'll never say this to anyone?"

"But why??"

"Baby," I gulped. "It's God's will,"

"Or either you're weak. Cuz I'll be getting cushions when im getting older,"

"T-Taewon...." how do I handle this!?!?

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I walked down the stairs and the scent of something cooking filled my nostrils. Baking? Yup.

I just took a shower after playing with Taewon and maybe it was my perfume or freshly washed body scent? I don't know.

I peeked in every corner and Raquelle wasn't there but in the kitchen I spotted my wife washing some dishes while looking out of the window.

I felt miserable for scolding her. Its enough for me that after all my failures she still loves me.

I made my way to her and stood behind her but not hugging her neither getting closer to her just to tease her so I leaned in to inhale the scent of her hair.

"Hana?" I tapped her shoulder. "I'm sorry. I was just hungry at that time and I don't know how those words slipped out of my mouth. Please forgive me?"

"It's okay Taehyung" she turned around. "It was my fault too. I realised that I can never be good as a wife like you are as a husband. I'm sorry too,"

"No Hana." I instantly shook my head before cupping her face, gently. "You're really really the best. It's me who has some flaws," I sighed while looking down before looking back into her adorable eyes.

"......I really love you and.....I can't stay mad at you for long. I become soft only after seconds," I kissed her forehead and she pouted.

"This was the first time you shouted at me"

"I promsie it won't happen again." I smiled caressing her cheek while looking into her eyes. She looked back and I moved closer to kiss her lips.

The tips of our noses collided and just as I was about to catch her lips she turned around, blushing away.

Aish I was so close!

"What happened?" I groaned and she turned to face with a blush.

"You're not getting some as your punishment," she giggled and tried to walk away when I trapped her between my arms and smirked at her red face. I pressed her back onto the slab and left no gap between us.

"Taehyung," she was blushing and a shy smile was on her face as she placed her hands onto my chest for balance. "Raquelle and Taewon will see us,"

"Let them see" I moved closer to her and she stared at me before blushing heavily which is the most beautiful sight for me.

I kissed her cheek to which she giggled lightly and I smiled as she looked really beautiful at that time. I kissed her cheek again to see her smile and then I cupped her cheek to lift her face up.

I smiled to her and she closed her eyes as I ducked down and caught her lips into a passionate kiss. It's been days since I haven't kissed her.

I surrendered my everything in that one kiss. It began with the gentle touching of lips and the feeling of having her, the love of my life near me made it more special.

I moved even more closer to her at the point where there wasn't even a single gap between us and that set my body to fire.

The sensuous joining of the body and soul was present between us and I got assured when she placed her hands on the either sides of my waist.

The best feeling about kissing her was that she's mine and I can kiss her at any place; anywhere everywhere I want. She might be built for seduction but she was made for love and I'll love her till our ribs get tough.

We broke the kiss to catch our breathes, noses attached and we looked into each others eyes before smiling but she blushed. She blushes alot.

And I never said that I hate it because I love it when she blushes because of me, knowing the reason that I cause that blush, that pinkish red staint on that milky cheek.

I kissed her forehead and tried to steal another kiss when she lightly pushed me before giggling.

"I have work to finish, Tae" she turned around and I stood beside her. "I don't want you shouting at me again,"

"Well, I want you shouting," she stopped cutting the vegetable. "...After Taewon sleeps," I winked and she gasped.

"Aren't you naughty?"

"Where's the maid?" I asked, throwing the cucumber into my mouth and then chewing it.

"I sent her to get some medicines--"

"Medicines?! What? Why? Are you okay? What happened to you?"

"Tae I'm--"

"Wait oh no-"

"Let me say something"

"Oh My God. Leave these dishes. Come here and sit down" I panicked alot. I pulled out a chair and made her sit onto it and I sat on my knees as I untied the apron.

"Tae--"

"Enough Hana. Stop stressing yourself. I'll do the dishes. And you're not going to work tomorrow" I said while wearing the apron.

"Argh! Let me finish"

"Wait---I'm the worst husband. I shouted at you and forced you to cook for me when you were sick. Lord!"

"Tae I'm not sick!" I yelled. "I just sent her to get them because Raquelle was having a head ache"

"Too late. I'm already doing the dishes" I smiled to her and she stood beside me.

"Why are you so charming?" She whined exagerratingly and I chuckled.

"You mean caring?"

"Both?" We laughed. "Sometimes I get so possessive about you. I feel like getting jealous of myself,"

"How much?" I smirked.

"Alot. I guess you're not that much possessive about me as much as I am"

"True." I smirked and neared her face. "Because I'm crazy about you" I kissed her nose when she giggled.

"How much?" She asked and I wiped my hands with a towel.

"You really want to know?" I smirked stepping towards her and she didn't walk a step back instead just stared at me as her cheeks burned up.

".....Alot that I wonder what goes through your mind when someone mentions my name to you; Kim Taehyung" I whispered and she blushed and then placed her hands onto my shoulders.

"I don't know about your name but when someone labels me as Mrs.Kim" she neared my ear. "I go weak in my knees. It's like I'm addicted to it. And only you can give me that feeling" she said as her hand feathered my crotch and my whole body froze. The heat inside of me grew stronger.

The lust began to grew darker that my mind went blank. I placed my hands onto her waist pulling her towards me strongly.

"Hana....I want you" I whined and her eyes went wide. "Sorry wrong word" she relaxed. "I need you" I whispered and pulled the ribbon of her dress to which the dress got lose but before I could proceed further she placed a hand onto my chest before letting out a light laugh.

"We're in the kitchen" she whispered and I rolled my eyes, turned around to walk away when she grabbed my arm pulling me back to her.

"......I promise I'll be your sponge tonight and you can do whatever you want. You can love me, kiss me, abuse me, touch me, call me whatever you want if it'll make you happy"

"Damn" I bit my lip because with every word came a strong shock on my spine which rushed through my whole body.

I quickly pulled her into a hug, wrapping her in my arms so she can feel the warmth of my love..........and the heat of my lust. And she smiled, for sure.

Raquelle's POV:-
I was descending the stairs when my eyes landed onto Tae. He was hugging my sister and she was smiling as he had his chin rested above her head. My heart felt so heavy.

Yes, I did feel jealous because I don't know how I'm falling for him.

At first I just wanted to have him since he was super hot. I've had two boyfriends earlier and the experience with them was just boring so I wanted to try Tae.

But day by day I'm falling for him. His kindness and gentleness makes me weak for him. I can't wait anymore. I just want him to love me now.

But for that, I have to get rid of Hana, my elder sister. She is the only hindrance between me and Taehyung. I just have to keep Hana away from Tae.

I don't believe in all this love stuff but his demeanor makes me rethink again and again that love does exist. Why do I think that love isn't true?

Because of the divorce of my parents. I never properly was loved or loved anyone until my gut wants to love this man. I took a deep breath and descending the stairs completely.

"Um? Hana?" I interrupted and she quickly parted from him. He looked at me before smiling and ruffling my hair.

He winked at her while grabbing an apple from the fruit basket and made his way upstairs.

I inhaled deeply as his scent filled me, completely. He smelled so fresh and good that I wanted to smell him again.

"Sorry about that" she tugged her hair behind her ear. "Taehyung won't understand." She smiled and took the food out preparing it in the dishes while I rolled my eyes secretly.

"I was here to look at the cake I was baking. Sorry I disturbed" I had to say it so that it doesn't look as if I'm jealous.

"Oh it's okay. If you wouldn't have arrived he wouldn't let me go."

Huh, bitch!

"Hmm........what else does he do to you?" I asked taking interest in Tae's love.

"Like every day he tells me how much he loves me with cuddles and light pecks on my temple and asks me about how much I love him. Y'know Tae's that person who needs confirmation again and again that I do love him" she giggled while giving final touches to the Kimchi she made.

"So that means he doesn't trust you" I internally smirked when she looked at me with a confused look.

"No. He just likes it when I tell him about my love for him."

"Maybe Hana. Men are suspicious amd insecure y'know. Who knows, he doubts your character as well?"

"Raq--"

"I know it's bitter for you but it is the reality. You can't change a man's nature and after all Taehyung is a man" I shrugged and the bell of the oven rang.

"Ooh the cake is ready" I smirked and went past by her to take it out. While settling it, I peeked at her and she was in a deep thought while heating the Bulgogi up.

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"Mommy did Appa apologise to you?" Taewon asked holding Taehyung's ear and she laughed with a nod.

I pictured myself in her place and that life would be so amazing. She settled Taewon in his chair while we all sat down on the table.

"Even the chef can't cook something like this" Tae exaggeratingly kept complimenting her cooking and it boiled me up.

"Mommy is the best!" That little brat also wanted to interrupt so he did. I watched Tae as he was eating.

God why is he so hot?! He even slayed while eating. His messy brown hair and a few of his strands landing onto his forehead and then comes the white-T he was wearing which dangled on his broad shoulders.

Those shoulders take my breath away. He added the rice to his plate and searched for something but before Hana could ask him I asked him about what he was searching for.

"I can't find the gravy of these rice."

"Oh I'll get it for you" I smiled to him and made my way to the kitchen to get my Tae the sauce.

The sauce was being heated so I poured into a small bowl and dang it was too hot.

I was taking it towards him when I saw Hana pouring the water into his glass and the look in his eyes for her was what I want for me.

I want him to look at me like that. I boiled up and thought of a plan. I walked towards them and pretended that my foot slipped and the some of the sauce fell onto Hana's wrist to which she yelped.

"Hana!" Tae yelled grabbing her arm and blowing his breath onto her arm which kind of more pissed me off.

"Ahh" she hissed out of pain and he grabbed the hand towel from the stand pouring the icy cold water from the jug onto it and then placing it over her wrist.

"It's going to be fine" he kissed her temple lightly and than looked at me with a fierce look in his eyes. "Did you have to be childish? Or clumsy? Raquelle you're not a child. Try to act mature sometimes! I swear if it--" he shouted at me.

Me.

ME FOR HER.

"Tae....." she cut him off and he went quiet and his knitted brows made me scared.

"I-I I'm sorry. I didn't mean to"

"No Raquelle it's okay. We all know you didn't mean to. It's totally okay" she smiled to me but he was more focused onto her wrist.

"I'm sorry!" I cried and ran upstairs to my room to cry myself out.

Tae's POV:-
I rolled my eyes as she ran upstairs to her room, crying.

"Tae there was no need of scolding her. Mistakes happen"

"How does it feel now?" I lightly blew my breathe on her wrist.

"Better."

"Hana I don't know what got into me. You were in pain"

"I was but she didn't do it on purpose"

"Mommy show me too" Taewon grabbed her wrist with both hands to see it when she again hissed.

"Taewon" I pushed him away from her. "It's hurting her can't you see?!" I shouted at him too to which he crossed his hands and only looked down sadly.

"Taehyung what's gotten into you?" She asked me as I removed the towel and it was a burning mark on her hand.

"I don't know. I guess I'm a little frustrated these a days. And you know when it comes to you I forget everything"

"I know. I understand. But....you better go upstairs and ask her to come down to gave dinner"

"Me? Why me? She's your sister."

"Tae.....please? You scolded her" She pouted and I closed my eyes before letting out a light little laugh.

"Okay. I'll try." I pecked her pout and went upstairs to ask Raquelle to come down. I knocked on the door twice and she allowed to come in.

"Hey" I smiled and she was sitting on the bed crying. "Look, I'm sorry Raquelle." I apologised when she stood up.

"......I just--I just get alot worried and protective when it comes to Hana. Seeing her in pain, gives me pain. When someone hurts her it means they're hurting me and I can't tolerate any injustice towards her. So, that's why I got a little carried away because it was Hana," I rubbed my nape as she wiped her tears.

".....I just can't see tears in her eyes. I'm extremely sorry,"

"She's my sister. Why would I ever on-purposely hurt her?" She cried and collapsed onto the floor.

"Raquelle!" I said loudly and grabbed her shoulders making her stand up. It wasn't a big deal and now she's creating a whole drama out of it. "There's no need to be so dramatic about it. If Hana says it's okay then it really is okay" I assured and she kept looking at me.

"You really love her?" She asked and I sighed. "I knew you would come to apologise to me" she smiled and then hugged me tightly wrapping her arms around my packs and I was taken aback for a second.

It felt wrong.

The hug felt wrong.

Even if she labels herself as my younger sister, it doesn't make her my younger sister. She still is my sister in law and the sister of my wife. This is wrong. This should not be happening.

"Um....R-raquelle?" She hummed in my chest and I closed my eyes wanting to distance herself from me.

I lightly patted her back with my shivering hand and she lifted her head up from my chest and looked into my eyes, arms still wrapped around my frame. Her lips were inches away from my chin.

"I need to use the rest room" I gulped not wanting to tell her straightly what I feel as I don't want her to feel that I don't want her to be too close to me as she will think that I think negative of her.

Maybe she just hugged me thinking of me as her older brother?

"Sure" she smiled but did not let me go. I was about to say something when a little hand tugged her shirt.

"Aunt Raquelle, please get away from my Dad" Taewon whined and I looked at him, internally thanking him for his interference. "This is the thing which only my mom is allowed to do to my Appa. I don't let others hug my Daddy. Only me and Mommy are allowed" he whined pushing her legs away and she sighed and slowly unwrapped her arms around my waist.

"Appa!" He opened his hands for me to pick him and I picked him up kissing his cheek.

"You may come down and have your dinner" I said that and made my way out of her room. "Thankyou Taewon" I sighed as it felt too wrong that now my mind is stuck in contemplation.

"For what?" He asked unaware and I shook my head kissing his cheeks while making my way downstairs to Hana.

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Hana's POV:-
"You don't have to--"

"Just keep quiet" he shushed me up for the 3rd time as he was carefully wrapping the bandage around my wrist.

"Tae I took a day off tomorrow"

"Ah dang! I won't be home tomorrow since I have my last working day before the case closes down"

"Aww! Now hurry up Tae. I also have to take Taewon to his room"

"There all done" he said after wrapping it around my wrist.

"Thankyou" I smiled and stood up to grab Taewon when he grabbed my other wrist pulling me back onto the bed.

"Don't go right now. Converse with me for a while"

"What do you want to converse about?" I asked and he laid down putting his head on my lap and staring at my face from down there.

"Put your hands in my hair first" I smoothly started playing with his locks. "Don't you think sometimes that Taewon has grown up?"

"Tae he's just 3 and a half years old." I laughed when he intertwined his fingers with my hand.

"That's alot. What if......" he kissed my hand before adding, "we give Taewon a little sister?" He asked with a smile plastered onto his face and my eyes almost popped out.

"You're joking right?" I laughed and he shook his head. "But Taewon is quite young right now. With a gap"

"He is enough old, Hana"

"We don't have to rush Taehyung. And giving birth is difficult. My whole body will go through changes and-"

"Hey! I was with you there"

"That was very sweet of you to join me in the labour and continuously tell me that how it will be okay with a lot of kisses on my face. That was really cute. But...." I kissed his nose.

"I feel sometimes that you changed. Before Taewon, you just wanted to have kids too."

"Let's just say at that time we were immature."

"Then let's stay immature, Hana" he said really slowly which sounded more like a whisper as I got nervous.

He lifted his weight on his elbow and caressed my cheek with his thumb before brushing my hair behind my ear.

He scooted to my face and I gripped the bed because he does not know about my secret. And everytime he comes closer to me, my mind shifts to that awful 'one night' I had to face. It kills even more that he is unaware.

"Taehyung" I backed my face away from his and he looked quite confused as he saw my face which was full of fear.

"There was a time when you wanted me closer to you and you didn't let me sleep with Taewon because you wanted me to give you attention. Now it's like you don't want me closer to you or you want me to keep my distance,"

"It's not like that Taehyung. Please try to understand what I'm going through," I bit my lip when he cupped my face gently.

"Tell me what's wrong?" He asked with concern in his eyes and for a moment I just stared into his eyes thinking about if he gets to know what I did, not he will be only mad but he will never want to see me.

"Nothing."

"Fine." He got up from my lap. "If you don't want to tell that's okay. If you don't want me closer to you that's okay too. But the only thing wrong is your attitude that makes me feel like there is something wrong with me," he complained and I closed my eyes because neither of it was true.

I do want him to get closer to me. I do want him to give me his all attention. In all, I do want him. Need him. But......I don't want to have kids right now. That night was and is still awful for me.

"You're mad at me?"

"Shouldn't I be?" He asked and he was right. I was doing wrong to him. I stood up fidgeting with my fingers when he turned around to walk away and I grabbed his hand.

"You have all the right to be mad at me. I understand how you feel, Taehyung. But please try to understand that I don't want to have kids right now. I know how much you love kids but.....I have to think about alot of things," he faced me and I sighed.

"......Don't ever think that I don't want you closer to me. In fact, I feel shy in asking you to divert all your attention towards me because now I understand that we all have different priorities."

"Hana I love you. And these three words hold a deep meaning. And before any one or anything you and Taewon are my no. 1 priority."

"Tae you know me. I feel really shy..." I blushed.

"From what?" He chuckled. "I'm your husband. You're my wife. End of story. There are no curtains between us" he kissed my forehead. "Except for our clothes" he winked and I gasped lightly before slapping his chest playfully.

"See, now you make me want to tell you that....." I stopped to tease him.

"That?"

"That....." I gave a long pause while I had my hands onto his shoulders.

"Come on tell me" he whined and I giggled.

"Sleep Taehyung. You have work tomorrow" I walked past him to get the sleeping Taewon when he pulled me back.

"Your mouth says something else but your mind is saying something else. And right now I only want to listen to your mind." He smirked while pulling me closer to him.

My heart beat fastened and I only dropped my gaze because it was hard to meet his gaze which was fixed on me.

"Now let's start from your long paused 'that'..."

"Taehyung....Taewon is in the room"

"That's okay, he's sleeping. Besides, we're not doing anything that needs parental guidance" I looked at him with widened eyes and a suppressed smile. "Yet" he whispered in my ear and I pushed him away.

"Kim Taehyung, aren't you horny today" I giggled while grabbing Taewon.

"Maybe because yesterday was Saturday and today is Sunday. I didn't have the dos---"

"Okay Tae." I laughed and took Taewon to his room. On the way back I decided to check up on Raquelle and she was sitting using her phone.

"Hey! Hope you're okay now?"

"Hana come sit please" she patted the space next to her and I sat down there. "I downloaded this movie and I was thinking that we both should watch this tonight since you have your day off tomorrow. Just like how sisters do?" She squealed as the download was complete and I agreed to it but then I thought about Taehyung.

"Raquelle?"

"Yeah?" She smiled.

"Um....Taehyung--"

"He can watch too. I don't have any problem"

"No I mean. He has work tomorrow and--"

"We'll keep the volume low."

"No I mean he asked me to spend time with him tonight so.....I guess I should remain firm to my first commitment?" I smiled and her smile vanished.

"You mean he's horny?"

"No! Ofcourse not! Urgh why is it hard for everyone to understand Taehyung?"

"It's hard for you to understand him Hana."

"What do you mean?"

"He watched porn beside me. He came to my room getting turned on by that. He now is horny and want you. Doesn't it mean that he only loves you for his lust? And I don't think he loves you truly because if he really did love you then why did he come to my room getting turned on?"

"Raquelle that's weird and--"

"See, now you have trust issues. I'm scared from him Hana. Don't let me him know that but I really am. I feel insecure in this house. Yesterday night he came to my room. Today he just scolded me to sneak into my room making the apology as a sneaky statement."

"But he only did apologise. He didn't do anything to you"

"What's the point if you're not going to believe?"

"Because it's hard to believe that." I sighed before adding. "Go on?"

"He did come to apologise but what he did after? He hugged me, feeling me because he was horny. You say he's like a brother to me. An older brother to be specific. But by calling him my older brother doesn't make him my older brother Hana. He still is my brother in law and there's no need for him to hug me, feeling my body," she complained with a cry and I just stared at her because my mind was continuously refusing to digest it.

"I'm not saying that he's a bad person, sister. I'm just saying that he's not a good brother to me. That's all. If you don't believe me then stay in my room this one night and see if he comes here. Observe him these a days Hana and you'll see for yourself."

"Raquelle you're only like a younger sister to him--"

"Exactly! I never heard a brother coming up to her sister and telling her he's horny" she said and I closed my because it hurt me. Really bad. I still can't believe all of this. The only thing I have to do now is to keep my eyes open and observation point too. "Now you want to watch this movie or not?"

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"Where were you? You took alot of time" He was settling the pillows and I sighed.

"Raquelle asked me to spend a night with her so I came to bid you good night"

"What?" He asked and I nodded.

"Fine. Go."

"Are you mad?"

"Stop asking me this question Hana. It doesn't suit you"

"Tae--"

"I'm your husband. When I asked you to spend the night with me you refused until you got pampered. Raquelle said it once and you agreed? How cruel of you Hana" he said and I remained quiet because I do want to spend time with him but Raquelle's points were revolving in my mind.

"......I'm frustrated and stressed. If you want me to be happy then you have to help me get my frustration away. And I guess lawfully I have every possible right to have sex with you....and I've the full right that you take my needs into consideration because if not you; then who'll help? You're my wife right?" He angered as he leaned down to find an answer but I remained silent taking in every complaint he had.

".....I'm tired of making you understand the sweet way when in all you just have to come up and find an excuse just because you don't want to spend time with me. Everytime Taewon asked me to sleep with him you got angry and complained about not having my full attention and still I made time for you, ignoring my own baby just so that you stay happy and have my full attention," I gulped seeing him furious,

"Tae-"

"....I know my worth now. Thankyou. Please turn the lights off on the way to her room because I have work tomorrow. Good night." He laid down pulling the covers over him and I sighed because everything was bugging my inner peace. I grabbed my phone and turned the lights off before taking my pillow to Raquelle's room.

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