"SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED"
Hana's POV:-
I woke up late tomorrow and it was already 10 in the morning. I hurriedly sat onto the bed realising that Tae had to leave at 8 in the morning.
Dang, he must be really pissed at me. I looked at my side and Raquelle was there sleeping. I grabbed my hair band to tie my hair when there was a sticky note with an angry face drawn onto it.
I just wanted to bury myself because I was embarassed. I immediately rushed to Taewon's room and thankfully he was sleeping. Because usually when Taewon gets up he always wakes his father up as he's much more attached to Taehyung than me.
And at times he comes inside our room and only sits there while we both are sleeping waiting for us to wake up and play with him or cuddle him.
I made my way to my room and it was already settled. Why does Taehyung make it more difficult for me? I went back into Raquelle's room to get my phone when she got up.
"When did you wake up?" She asked groggily.
"Just about few minutes ago. Look..." I showed her the sticky note. "He's angry now" I sighed.
"Well what did I tell you?"
"What?"
"That he will definitely come to my room right? And so he did"
"Um....yeah but he came for me to leave the sticky note"
"Hana Hana Hana!" She sighed while clicking her tongue. "You're not getting the point." She slapped her forehead.
"What point? There is no point. It's just simple, Raquelle" I let out a nervous laugh because I can't stand a word against Tae and now she's telling me that Tae isn't the right guy.
"Easy for you to say who wasn't awake during the night when he came here" her tone seemed as if she'll cry and this made me worried because no matter what, she is my little sister.
"W-what happened? Tell me" I asked placing a hand onto hers and she hugged me while silently crying.
"Oh Unnie. You're my sister and I don't want to come between your relation with Taehyung Oppa. It's better that you don't know about it because it'll hurt you" she cried and I got curious as my inner self was about to break.
"R-raquelle" I broke the hug and cupped her cheek. "I'm your sister and you don't have to hide anything from me. Tell me what happened?"
"He-he came last night to my room when you were sleeping and when I was about to exit the room he grabbed my arm pinning my back to the wall and I was scared. So scared, Hana." She told me and the lump forming in my throat was getting hard to swallow.
"Then?"
"I'm so embarassed right now."
"Tell me!" I yelled before wiping her tear away.
"He asked me to come to his room. Your room Hana. The one which you both share. And....."
"And?" My heart raced too fast.
"And he told me that he was needy so I rejected him but then he forced and thankfully you shifted in your position that he had to make his way out of my room" she told me and I covered my mouth with my hand as this whole scenario was too hard to digest.
"T-tae? Are you sure that was Taehyung?"
"My eyes can't lie. Can't they?" She smiled sadly while placing her hands onto mine.
"Mommy?" I turned my head to the door frame and it was Taewon rubbing his eyes with his stuff toy in his hand. He made his way to me and I placed him on my laps while kissing him.
"Okay Raquelle. You may freshen up and come downstairs to have your breakfast." I smiled to her but my mind was blocked.
"Oh Hana? Please don't let Tae know about all if this because it's humiliating for me and he might torture me again"
"Hmm. I won't let him know. And.......don't worry. I'll keep an eye on Taehyung till you're here. Okay?" I smiled while cupping her cheek and she smiled. "Freshen up" I closed the door behind me.
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I was rolling my fork into my breakfast as my mind was stuck to Raquelle's words.
Taehyung can't do that.
And Raquelle is my younger sister, why would she ever lie to me? Why would she ever want something bad for me? Taehyung was frustrated though.
And maybe......he did--- No I can't think something like that until or unless I see it with my own two eyes.
The fear in Raquelle for Taehyung made me doubtful and so I decided to keep an eye on Taehyung before it's too late.
"Hana? Have your breakfast" Raquelle interrupted and I nodded.
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Evening was already falling when we all got dressed as Taehyung was about to come home.
"Appa's home!" Taewon exclaimed and ran down the stairs with his little feet to his father who already had his arms wide opened for him.
He wrapped his tiny arms around Tae's neck and he chuckled,
"Looks like someone atleast missed me" he said while looking at me and I dropped my gaze to somewhere else.
And then Tae's kissing session began where he kisses Taewon alot on his cheeks while combing his hair with his hand.
"Here you go, Oppa" Raquelle fetched Tae a glass of water and he smiled to her followed by a 'thanks'.
He looked in a good mood today and I wonder what happened because it was his last working day before the case closes down.
"I'll be going to take a bath." He told and walked to go upstairs when he stood beside me and turned around. "Oh and Raquelle? Please serve the lunch" he smiled to her and she nodded when he made his way upstairs.
He was doing this all on purpose. His anger on me was a right to him but.....now Raquelle's story was having an impact on me.
Tae's POV:-
I was drying my hair and thinking about a lot of stuff. Yes, I'm mad at her but I really want to let her know about my case.
Hana is that person whose inner self is filled with ego, determination and power. Once she makes a decision, she'll remain firm to it whether the decision is appropriate or not.
Like when she made the decision that she wanted to marry me, she ran away which was a bad idea because running away is a cruel attitude towards one's parents and that's why her father hates me because he thinks that I manipulated her.
I know people who have so much ego in them lose everything but she's nice too. Like, when she knows it's her fault she'll apologise and won't let her ego come in between it.
She's a balanced person and that's what I like about her. Now I won't talk to her until she comes to me and apologises and I know she can't let me stay mad at her.
There was a knock on my door and she came in. I internally smiled because she was already here to apologise.
I started brushing my hair peeking at her from the mirror. I stopped combing as she hugged me from behind.
"I'm sorry Taehyung" she said sadly and I made sure that I suppressed my smile well.
"Fine. Let's go downstairs now" I grabbed my mobile but she blocked my way.
"I know you're mad at me. And I am sorry. Look I don't have beautiful lines or poetic expressions like you to prove it. Believe me when I say sorry. I love you, Tae and I promise I'll make it up to you"
"You promised that before in the kitchen"
"Yeah but.....I swear to you I won't break it tonight" she pouted and I stared at her face with a sigh. "Please?"
"It's okay. I love you" I kissed her forehead and she smiled. "I feel like you're my priority but I'm not yours. Stop making me feel this way Hana"
"You are. There are some things that I think about alot. You know how much of an over thinker I am"
"I know" I smiled. "Come here I've to tell you something important" I grabbed her hands making her sit onto the bed. "Close your eyes" she closed her eyes and I placed a letter on her hands. "Open them" she opened her eyes followed by the letter and the expression on her face was priceless.
She read the letter and screamed out of joy standing up and clapping her hands excitedly to which I let out a laugh.
"You won! You won! You won!" She yelled and threw herself at me wrapping her hands around my neck. "Oh My Lord I'm so happy for you!" She squealed into my chest and I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear.
"Is everything alright?" Raquelle entered and Hana broke the hug.
"Raquelle, Taehyung won the case!" She jumped excitedly and I let out a chuckle.
"Oh Congratulations. This is indeed really happy"
"Thanks Raquelle."
"What's going on?" Taewon entered.
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"I, from the star, believed in you" we were having our lunch.
"My colleague threw a party and he invited us too. We have to be there at night."
"Which one?"
"Mr. Kim Namjoon."
"Oh we'll be there."
"Can I come too?" Raquelle asked.
"Sure. Why not" I smiled to her. "And to attend the party we also have to go shopping."
"After the lunch" Raquelle winked and we continued eating.
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"How about this one?" I was helping her select the dress and she was showing me one by one.
"Hana.....wear pink"
"Pink? But I hate pink"
"But...." I grabbed her waist to which she started looking here and there signalling that there are people. "Pink looks so pretty on you. I love pink on you" I smiled when she pushed my hands off of her with a giggle.
"Hands to yourself mister and help me choose"
"Listen? Every wife of my friend will be wearing pink which will be representing happiness for their husbands. That's why I'm asking you to wear it. Okay?"
"But I'll wear pink because you like it on me" she winked and I chuckled.
Raquelle's POV:-
I stared at them from a distance and I was getting more and more jealous. I don't get it what type of a sister that Hana is.
I told her earlier about Taehyung's intentions and she just shrugged it off with a damn letter. Her happiness is making me sick now. And Taehyung? He forgives her easily.
Doesn't get rude with her. He should be angry on her. He should hit her but he always shows gentle gestures towards her which she doesn't deserve.
Their romance is getting on my head now. I want Taehyung. I want him to love me like that. What did Hana think that she'll go to that party and I'll stay at home? No! I will interfere them through any chance I'll get.
"Oppa?" I called and he turned around. "I am confused with my dress. By any chance will you help me?" I asked him showing puppy eyes and he smiled and nodded.
Hana smiled at me and gave me an assured look that Taehyung won't harm me. That b*tch.
"What colour is your favourite Oppa?" I took him to another isle as Hana was disturbing our privacy.
She was again and again asking me to choose from the isle in which she was choosing but I'm not that stupid.
She just wants Taehyung to be in her sight so that he doesn't fall for me. I'm much clever that I took him with me to another isle.
"Mostly I like blue or maybe black"
"What colour Hana is wearing?"
"Pink. But.......you can look at many other different colours besides pink."
"Urgh I hate pink" I really do because I go for more of retro looks. "I'll take black because it's your favourite colour right?" I smirked and he nodded.
"But you can pick any thing of your choice." He said as he continuously stared at Hana who was in the other isle selecting her dress.
"She won't get lost, you know" I rolled my eyes.
"I know. I'm just making sure if she needs me"
"But right now I need you!" I stomped.
"Raquelle?"
"I mean to help me choose"
"Okay. I'm sorry. I'll help you choose properly" he smiled and butterflies started flying in my stomach when he was selecting a dress for me.
The lip bite when he's confused gives me goosebumps. He picked out a black dress and it looked simple but elegant at the same time. Bet he'll go head over heels for me when he sees me in that.
"How about this one?" He asked and I gasped so that he knows I love it. Bet Hana's dress comparing to this will be the worst. Haha!
"Absolutely a yes!"
"Great" he smiled handing me the dress and then joined Hana. My smile turned into a frown as he ignored me for Hana. She's stealing him from me. Urgh!
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"I'm quite tired. I'll be going to take a quick nap before getting ready for the party" Taehyung yawned and walked upstairs to sleep.
"I'm so happy for him" she said and I nodded.
"He helped me choose a dress and it's so pretty" I rolled my eyes and she giggled.
"That's so sweet. Maybe now you believe me that what you're thinking about my Taehyung is absolutely wrong"
"My Taehyung? Hana stop being so cheesy" I laughed when she shrugged. "I don't know. Nothing explains the fact that he did come to my room last night and night before that" I said when her smile slowly disappeared. "Hey! How about we see each other's dresses?"
"S-sure" she smiled.
"First me!" I exclaimed and pulled out the dress, un packing it and revealing it when she gasped. Ofcourse, it's a sight to see.
"It's so pretty, Raquelle. And I'm sure it'll suit you too" she smiled. Pffssst jealousy is being hidden. "I love black though but--"
"Tae Oppa does too"
"Yeah he does. Alot." She smiled and pulled out her dress, unpacking it.
"This is what I'll be wearing" she smiled and my proud smile vanished almost instantly when I saw her dress. A pink dress with perfectly built lines filled with glitters.
"This is from the new collection isle" she told me and I mentally face palmed myself as I took Tae to the wrong isle when she was telling me to select from the new collection one. Shit.
"Oh hahaha. It's pretty but....Hana you don't wear anything vibrant or pink. I remember?" I said taking the dress from her and admiring it.
"Yeah but.....this is what Taehyung wants me to wear. He says pink looks good on me. And ofcourse the theme for the wives in the party is pink.....so he wants me to wear this expensive pink dress." She told me and my ears perked up. "And if Taehyung wants me to wear pink, then I have no problem in wearing pink" she smiled.
"Yeah but...you look much more good in simple dresses. Vibrant dresses won't suit you at all"
"That's what Tae will decide" she said and this was getting onto my nerves.
"Hana.....I know this will sound weird to you but can I wear this dress? Because I love pink so much and....it'll suit me too because it's glossy" I innocently asked her pretending to be the younger sister I am.
"Raquelle I would have allowed but....this dress is what Tae bought for me. This is what my husband spent on with his earning. And it's quite expensive. I don't want to hurt his feelings. I hope you understand,"
"Hana I am sure that he won't say anything to you since he loves you. If he loves you then he wouldn't say anything to you. And besides you don't even like pink. Unnie please. Please. Please?" I innocently started to brain wash her, showing her puppy eyes and all but she sighed and shook her head and my smile dropped.
Tae's POV:-
I woke up and checked the time and it was already 6:30 PM. Hana and Raquelle must be done getting ready.
I dragged myself out of my bed to go get a glass of water when my eyes caught Hana applying her cologne in Taewon's room. The pink dress on her looked fabulous just as I expected it to be.
I smiled and peeked to my left and then to my right making sure that neither Taewon nor Raquelle was there. I walked towards her and wrapped my arms around her waist which I am pretty sure was unexpected to her.
"Hana.....you're so beautiful but," I stopped before chuckling a bit,
"..... not like those girls in the magazines. You're beautiful for the way you think, my love. You're beautiful for the sparkle in your eyes that wants me to drown in that sparkly pool." I kissed her shoulder and goosebumps formed onto her skin when I traced my finger from her shoulder dragging it all the way down to her hand, my other hand still around her waist.
"......You're beautiful deep down to your soul. And I love you, Hana" I kissed her neck from the side. Yes, I'm sexually frustrated and that's a thing no one can argue on.
"Taehyung?" My eyes opened as I heard her voice but from behind me. Trembling began when I turned around and there she was in the door frame.
"Hana?" I gulped as I saw her in a different dress which Raquelle selected for herself. A simple dress.
"What were you doing?" She asked and I closed my eyes before turning around and looking at Raquelle who was fidgeting with her fingers in the dress that I wanted Hana to wear.
"Woah Raquelle! I-I'm so sorry. I thought you were Hana. I had no intention to---" I closed my eyes internally wanting to kill myself but then I looked at Hana with my rage raising high.
She had her brows knitted lightly and my hands balled into fists. I walked to her holding her hand in mine and taking her to our shared room.
"Tae leave my wrist!" She winced in pain as I accidentally grabbed her brunt wrist.
"Why Hana? I wanted you to wear that dress! Now look how embarassed you got me"
"Me? You were the one who was glued to her" she spat back.
"I thought it was you because that dress was supposed to be worn by you. Not Raquelle."
"Tae she insisted me that she wanted to wear that dress. And besides I don't wear vibrant clothings. She's my younger sister Taehyung. What's the big deal if she wears my dress? She wears it or me, it's the same,"
"Every wife there, will be wearing pink, Hana! You're my wife, not Raquelle," I reasoned out.
"......And it's not the same. Because if it would be the same then does it mean you both are my wives?" I yelled when she looked at me. "If it's the same then should I be lovey dovey with Raquelle too? Should I be romantic to her? Should I-Should I duck her-"
"Taehyung!" She threw me a glare.
"....Don't give me that look Hana. We both know who's wrong. I feel so ashamed right now," I held the bridge of my house in between my fingers. I usually don't get mad but when I'm mad, I don't even think before spitting words.
".....I thought it was you. Argh!" I sighed getting more frustrated.
"Taehyung--"
"No." I snapped my fingers,
"....Stop. Go tell her that I didn't mean that. It's your fault Hana. You never wanted to wear that dress from the start. Maybe you're doing this all on-purpose because you think that I'm not a good husband but I do everything in my power to keep you happy." I yelled and grabbed my towel making my way to the bathroom to take a shower before getting ready.
Hana's POV:-
I closed my eyes as I made Taehyung mad for the nth time. He is right it is my fault. I shouldn't have given that dress to Raquelle because it meant to him. I sighed and made my way to Raquelle's room.
"Oh Unnie! Is everything alright?" She cried and I nodded. "Is he angry with me?"
"Not with you but me. He feels ashamed and wants me to let you know that everything he said to you was meant for me. And that he thought it was me--"
"He thought it was you?" She asked and I nodded. "Why was he lying?" She sighed fidgeting with her fingers.
"W-what do you mean?"
"Hana he on-purposely came here. He knew it was me. How is it possible that he won't know that it was me. Our physiques are different, our faces are different. This is just too much, Hana. Now you saw it with your own eyes that he was glued to me and I was weak towards him. There is no statement that defends his statement of not knowing that it was me." She cried and I bit my lip because at some point she was right.
How come Tae doesn't know the difference between me and Raquelle.
".....He just wants me for his desires" she said and I instantly looked at her because this was getting bigger and bigger by the moment.
I don't want to lose Taehyung. I don't want him to be attracted by my little sister. What is wrong with Taehyung.
Maybe I should cooperate and give him what he wants before his desires or frustration leads him again to my sister.
"D-don't worry Raquelle. Everything is going to be fine. I'm here" I patted her head as she hugged me while crying.
Raquelle's POV:-
I cried onto her shoulder with a smirk plastered onto my face. Stupid. This sister game is so damn good. Because obviously no one can ever doubt their sister.
And Hana is a very loving sick sister. Huh' what does she think that I will let her enjoy her life peacefully? No. Taehyung is so hot and charming.
God when he touched me it was like heaven. The sexual arousal bloomed inside my medulla and I wanted to tear his clothes right there and then.
Now I can't take it anymore. He just has to have me and I just have to have him.
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"Welcome Taehyung" His colleague welcomed him with a hug and then smiled at me. "Have heard alot about you miss. And indeed you're very pretty" he bowed before me. "Mr and Mrs. Kim please, this way" he said and I blushed because hearing my name joined with Tae's was like a dessert.
"Um....I'm sorry but she isn't my wife" and Taehyung had to destroy it. My smile slowly disappeared when he grabbed Hana's hand. "This one is my wife while this is my sister-in-law" he smiled to him and I hissed.
"Oh I'm so sorry." He walked towards Hana. "She is even more prettier. What I heard was right, it means." He winked at Tae who looked at Hana.
"One hundred percent" he showed her an admiring smile and she blushed when he wrapped her hand around his bicep.
"Hahaha. Please come this way" Jin gestured and we entered the party.
I kept my eyes on Tae's hand gripping on Hana's dainty hand which was wrapped around Taehyung's bicep.
Her bangs were falling onto her eyes and the rest of her hair was tied in a bun.
I felt like a third wheeler between them because Tae wasn't talking to me instead was introducing Hana and Taewon to his friends.
I wanted him to introduce me to his friends. I pictured myself in her position and having a person who loves you so much that you forget your own name only when they smile at you.
Just think how having them close to you, cuddle you, kiss you, make love to you feels like. God I want Tae to love me like that.
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Hana's POV:-
We arrived home and Taehyung went to tuck Taewon who slept the whole drive in his room. In the party, my stomach started aching. Wonder what I ate in that party.
"Unnie? I'll be going to change. Tomorrow is your working day right?" She asked and I nodded before making my way to my room. I know I have to be his closure tonight so he can't go near Raquelle.
There was Taehyung preparing to change too. I sighed as I really needed to hug him because It was his wish to see me in pink and I kind of regret it now.
"Taehyung," I hummed as I back hugged him while he was hanging his coat back into the closet. "I'm so sorry,"
He sighed and continued to put his coat back in the closet. "Tae?"
"Hana.....I don't have words now,"
"But I need you to speak to me,"
"Otherwise?"
I smiled still having my hands on his chest from the back, "otherwise who'll do the dirty talking while we're having sex?"
I finally heard a chuckle. He turned around and cupped my face,
"Did I tell you today that you my love looked really pretty?" He smiled and I grabbed his collar, untying his bow when I saw two fainted red spots on his neck.
"No. And I want you to tell me that," I unbuttoned his first button and slid my hands into the back of his hair.
"I was crushing hard on you," he chuckled a little before I leaned over on my toes and kissed him. I really needed that kiss. And I also wanted to make it upto him.
My type of kiss are just green signals for Taehyung. Wheneve I initiate something it is very short and I still to this day, feel shy kissing him on my own. Gladly, he knows what to do and that makes it easier. Understanding.
"Ow!" I gripped my stomach and he was quick to hold me.
"You okay?"
"Yeah." I smiled as my cheeks burned. "Everything is copacetic,"
He stared into my eyes for a second before smiling and cupping my face. The lust in his eyes was visible, he was horny, quite horny and I was well aware about that so I closed my eyes as he brought his face closer to me.
My hands slid into his hair and with the way he placed his hands on me was enough for me to know that we'll soon be diving into the intercourse.
I figured out soon that when Tae's hooded, it's the perfect time to apologise to him properly because at that time he just doesn't care about anything.
One time when he was in the mood and was about to remove my clothing, Taewon interfered. He knocked onto the door because he wanted to pee. And that was the time when Taehyung without any reason angered a little over the poor boy who was in my arms asking me why Tae acted like that? And I had no answer. Later he regretted it cause there was no choice.
Just don't interrupt him when he's in the mood. That leads to an aggressive Tae who knows nothing about gentleness. And boy oh boy, he becomes ecstatic that I fear sometimes if he's upto making me cross eyed.
I broke the kiss and his lips attacked my neck I gave him space but then I began,
"You won't be mad about the dress thing right?"
"Hana," he sighed. "Don't talk please,"
"I don't know why I'm regretting it," there was just this feeling inside me.
"Look," he stole a kiss from my cheek. "It's totally okay. Alright?" He gulped. "Everyone there was wearing pink but you were wearing black," he kissed my lips before again ducking into my neck, his hand gripped onto my breast and the sensation pooled in my stomach, "You were the one who s-stood out,"
I slinked his shirt off his shoulders and our breathing was heavy.
"Oh~" I moaned when he pinched my nipple,
"You looked unique, out of the box and extravagant," he slinked the dress down my shoulder and I was now in my vest and skinny shorts that end up on my thigh.
"Okay?" He scanned me while licking his lips, he was out of breathe and I smirked a little.
"These," I ran my fingers on the spots on his neck. "Look extravagant too," I teased him and he laughed before grabbing my hand, kissing it and placing it on his chest.
"Why don't you show me the territory that I marked?" He smirked as he swang our bodies to left and then to the right.
Little did we know, there were a pair of eyes watching us through the door that wasn't locked cuz from having a conversation the moment lead us to be intimate together.
"Now are you asking me to undress myself for you?"
"I'll never let those marks fade away, Hana. So, in a way yes, I wanna see those beautiful areas where my marks blossomed. In that case, you'll have to undress yourself," he smiled and I neared him even more,
"I was thinking," I drew circles on his chest. "You were gonna do the honor Mr. Kim," I whispered and pulled onto his earlobe with my lips.
The smile he had on slowly dropped, "I love you," and he attached his lips with mine again. I giggled but he took it as a challenge and during the kiss, rubbed his hands across my breasts when I moaned and he smirked during the kiss.
"Taehyung~" I moaned when he kissed the valley between my breasts. Eye contact was always sexy but it only made me blush even more and somehow it was Tae's favourite part. My hands were tangled in his hair when he sat on his knees leveling to my abdomin.
He looked at me from there and I closed my eyes when he pressed his lips on my navel.
"Tae-" I shuddered due to the sensation. He nibbled my skin there and It was hard for me to stand there as my legs were turning into jelly and my mouth was moaning on it's own. His hands came to rest on my breasts, kneading them and my hands roamed in his hair.
"God!" I had my eyes shut and I practically tore my lip due to the biting but my moans were out of control.
"Hana keep it low," he breathed and I whined as it was hard for me to keep quiet.
"I can't!" I breathed. His hand shuffled the waistband of my shorts just a little and when he bit me there, I moaned out loudly and he quickly came up to kiss me to shut me up.
We haulted to catch our breathe for a moment, foreheads colliding and lips sensually touching. His eyes were dark and I too was intoxicated,
"I'm exhausted," I whispered, eyes closed and he sighed before grabbing my hand,
"Just let-let," he gulped. "This happen please," his eyes were literally filled with desire and heat. "Here," he kissed the back of my hand before elevating it to his crotch.
"Feel how much I need you," he packed my hand on his boner. I quickly looked at his pleading eyes as I felt him grow even more desperate through the cloth of his pants.
"I need you," he kissed my jawline and I licked my lips before,
"Put your hands on me," I breathed taking few pecks from his lips and grabbed his hands packing them on my breasts. I stopped working on his neck and stared into his eyes, his hands separated from my body and gripped my sides.
We just stared into each other's eyes when I felt his hand trailing lower my abdomen, feathering it and I withered. Just as it pealed the waistband of my shorts from my skin I pushed him on the bed and straddled him, kissing him and he gripped my butt.
They were like medicines. His lips were addictive. His kisses were like a drug. Once I'm into them, I forget myself. Even if you ask my name I'll forget it. They suddenly got a little fast and rough and I knew the ecstasy was building and he was excited.
"Lord!" I broke the kiss and held my stomach, breaking the tempo.
"You okay?" His breathing was heavy and he again kissed me when I broke it again making him sigh,
"Yeah I'm just-I'm just..a little tired I guess," I gulped as it was aching me.
"I am too," he whispered before kissing my chest, his eyes were closed and he was lost. I knew he was lost. I would've gone along if It wasn't paining me but it was actually hurting me.
"It's just hurting me," I confessed to make him stop.
"Did I hurt you?" He asked and I shook my head resting my head on his shoulder for a moment. "Then?" He rubbed my back.
"Nothing maybe I'm just tired-"
"So you're getting out of this situation?"
"No Taehyung," I didn't want to let him down. "Why don't I just run ourselves a warm bath?"
"Hana I'm not very patie-"
"Please Tae?" I bit my lip as my back was breaking.
"Sure," I kissed his lips before immediately making my way to the bathroom. "Just don't take too long,"
I entered the bathroom and took a few breathes as I couldn't stand properly. My eyes looked at the calendar and then they got wide as I checked myself and my period is just about to begin.
I couldn't stand the pain so I opened the door and walked out to hopeful husband,
"What happened?" His smile dropped.
"I-I got down,"
"Red tides?" He inquired and I nodded. The next thing he took a long breathe as I sat down on the bed. He just sat there for a couple of seconds, holding the bridge of his nose and I stared at him. He must be mad.
"Taehyung you're trembling," I murmured and he breathed again loudly before thudding to the bathroom.
I swear if Taehyung gets mad at me right now, right this moment I'll cry an ocean. Already my back hurts so bad.
After five minutes of me staring at the bathroom door Taehyung finally came out, face flushed and looking so annoyed.
He had changed into his pyjamas and he walked out of the room prolly to Taewon's. I was keeping myself together because if he's really mad and sleeping with Taewon today I will feel very bad. I can't sleep alone I'm used to him now.
After another round of me staring the bedroom door for about 5-7 minutes, Taehyung finally came in, closed the door behind him.
"Do you need anything?" He asked not even sparing a look at me. Just doing his own things.
"Yes," I said low in my tone.
"Tell me," he was done applying his night cream in the mirror before turning to me,
"You," I said as soon as I locked my eyes with him. He chuckled a bit as he saw a tear in my eye hanging there for him to wipe.
"I think I should run to Tiana for a fuck-"
"Taehyung," I punched his arm and he laughed a bit before wrapping me in his arms. I become very sensitive during my periods and he knows that. "Please don't be mad at me."
"Hana I'm not. Trust me, I'm not at all mad at you. It's just the tempo was there, the rhythm and I was so into it,"
"I ruined it,"
"No timing ruined it. I should've understood when you were crouching due to the pain but I became so involved into the rhythm that I ignored stuff,"
"You become wild,"
"I do," he accepted. "Now let's lay down,"
We laid down and he rubbed his thumb over my hands making me feel in heaven,
"Next time I promise you can have whatever you wanna have,"
"Don't even tell me what I have to do next time. I literally will send Taewon with Raquelle somewhere else and then we'll have the whole house,"
"Taehyung!" I giggled.
"Don't TAEHYUNG me,"
"I know you're really stressed, tensed and frustrated-"
"Sexual tension," he whispered. He laid down kissing the top of my head. He pecked my lips and I outlined them,
"But I still love you,"
"I love you too Taehyung," I kissed his neck.
"Stop don't touch me like that. It even gets hard for myself to control me,"
I just placed my hand on his shoulder listening to his breathing,
"Intimacy is not only about us engaging into sex. No, especially not for me," he began. "Sex is just not what I only want. I want to make it unforgettable. For it, we first have to communicate, touch, be sensual to each other. Conversation is a huge part of intimacy you know,"
"I know but your need-"
"Just," he cut me off. "Just hope my need doesn't get too needy,"
That's what I'm most afraid of.
I smiled sadly and he laid down to rest too, placing his arms on my tummy and snuggling close to me.
Did I really have to menstruate today? Dang it, my periods could've come right after we just finished having sex. Because, I don't know why I fear that if I failed to give Taehyung the love he needed tonight, will he go to my sister? Just as Raquelle said-
URGH NO! I SHOULD NOT BE THINKING ABOUT THIS!
"I looked at Taehyung who was sleeping and then I felt his hand on my tummy.
Can this human being have a bad sight for my sister? God, it's too hard to believe that Tae will do something like that.
I pulled him more into my chest because Raquelle's words were frightening me. He patted my tummy carefully so as to not hurt me and in those arms, I found shelter. He was sleeping but occasionally he was touching me to make me aware in my sleep that he's here.
"I love you," I kissed his forehead as I declined to agree with Raquelle.
My faith in Tae is so strong that my mind continuously declined Raquelle's words but if she's lying then why would my own younger sister lie? And what would be the motive?
But then again, I'm in a state of guilt as I'm guilty to Taehyung and maybe......deceitful.
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