OUR LOVE IS MY REGRET.

Hana's POV:-
I hurriedly rushed to Raquelle's apartment. As soon as she said that Tae was at her place I knew I needed to rush to prove that what Raquelle was saying was a lie.

I opened the door of her apartment and there was she, pinned down on the couch by Taehyung, there were fine cuts on her dress, Tae was on top of her with his face inches away and his hand gripping her wrist which had a knife in it.

"T-Taehyung?" I sobbed and they both turned their head towards me. He quickly stood up to his feet while continuously shooking his head.

"No Hana-"

"Oh Hana! Oh Unnie!" She cried and rushed towards me hiding behind me. "Oh Hana you have no idea how cruel he is! Didn't I tell you about him before Hana? He is a monster. As soon as you leave the house he gets all rough and horny with me." She cried the hell out and I only stared at Taehyung with tears in my eyes.

"What the hell are you saying Raquelle!? Stop lying." He shouted and then he neared me cupping my face with his panicked hands.

"H-hana.....she's lying. I never did anything to her. She forced herself on me." He teared up and my gaze dropped onto his chest that was exposed.

"....Hana please bel--" he cut off as I touched chest which was open and my tear fell. I looked at him and he shook his head. "No Hana. I swear. I'm only yours. I only love you. Only you. There's only you for me. I Sw--"

"Oh Hana. I grabbed the knife to prevent him from coming towards me but he grabbed my wrist pinning me down on the couch and cutting various parts of my dress for an exposure--"

"Have some shame Raquelle!" Tae shouted and was about to grab her by the arms when I stood in between with my tears now rushing down the cheeks.

"Enough!" I shouted.

"Hana no. She's lying. I'm telling you the truth. Please trust me" his bottom lip was quivering.

"Stop asking me to trust you again and again Taehyung when I'm still coughing up the water from the last time you let me drown" I yelled while crying and there was a moment of silence as just stared into my eyes.

"From the last time?"

"When you pretended that it was me in that dress?" I cried and he closed his eyes while gasping.

"No I seriously thought it was you. I never had any intention to do that."

"All this time" I sobbed. "I thought that you loved me--"

"I do." He cried while grabbing my hands.

"And I never trusted Raquelle because I thought that my Taehyung can't do this"

"I'm still only yours" he cried while joining our foreheads.

"No. You're not mine any more, Taehyung. I was the one who loved you even when you gave me thousands of reasons not to" I cried while lightly pushing him away.

It was still hard to digest that Taehyung can do anything that to Raquelle but my eyes assured my mind that what they saw was enough for an explanation.

I was already pretty stressed about this whole matter and today I saw it with my own eyes. Taehyung ontop of my.........sister? Danielle's feeling is what I am feeling right now.

Hurt, confused and broken. And the worst feeling in the world is to know when you were used and lied to by someone you trusted.

"Please trust me, Hana"

"I trusted you Taehyung. But now your words mean nothing to me because your actions spoke the truth" I wiped my tears and decided to be strong through this matter rather than being weak.

"....The saddest thing is, I actually thought that you were different but your needs lead you to be on top of my sister" I cried while punching his chest, grabbing his collar but then I lost strength because my strength was Tae and when I lost him, I lost strength. I fell onto my knees while crying.

"Hana!" He cried and sat onto his knee grabbing my arms. "Please don't doubt my love for you...that's the only thing I'm sure of" he was broken but I was shattered.

"Ta-"

"Mommy what's going on?" I peeked behind him and there was Taewon.

Taehyung quickly wiped his face with his hands and shook his head signalling that Taewon doesn't need to know anything.

"Haha.....when did you wake up baby?"

"You all were shouting. Why were you shouting?" His bottom lip was quivering and I quickly turned around as the tears were leaking out non stop.

"N-no we weren't shouting. We were.....talking about something"

"About what?"

"It's our wedding---anni-versary today right? So we were just.....uhhh...." he stopped and I stood up while crying not facing Taewon. "Wishing her"

"You mean there are no fights between you and mommy?" He asked brightly and my heart ached alot.

"Yes" Tae gulped and Taewon clapped with his little hands.

"You mean you'll sleep in your room with mommy? You'll hug her like you did before? And you both will give me all the attention together. Yayyyy" he squealed excitedly and I heard Tae sighing.

"Yes" he said and I walked to the door to leave when Taewon rushed and hugged my calves wrapping his little warm arms around them from behind.

"I love you, mommy. Happy anngiversary" he tightened the hug and I let out a sob and a smile knowing he pronounced the word wrong. Poor baby.

"I love you......too" I cried.

"And what about Appa?" He asked and I closed my eyes because now maybe I won't/don't. "Mommy?" as soon as he let me go I ran out from the appartment to my car. I sat in the car and cried.

"Arghh!" I shouted and hit the steering with a punch. My phone rang and the ID was my father.

I needed someone to comfort me and I drove off to my father's house knowing that he'll be the only one who'll help me through this.

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"Oh father!" I cried in his arms as he continuously patted my head with multiple sighs. "I loved him!"

"And I continuously alarmed you that he isn't the right guy but you kept on forcing yourself into this toxic relation. And now look what he did to my princess" he said and cupped my face. His expressions were sad. So sad. "Women like you cry oceans, princess" he kissed the top of my head and I just attached my head with his chest. With my father's chest.

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We were sitting in the lounge as my father was in a discussion with Rupert.

"Hana? You should've brought Taewon here to me"

"He was with his father. And father......I don't want Taewon to know about any of this please. He's just a kid and this will have a bad impact on him" I sighed as I remember about my condition when my mother and father got divorced.

"You see Hana I always told you that it's a trick for the poor to marry the rich's daughter so they can also live in a luxurious lifestyle. He just wanted to marry you so that he can be the next heir but I won't let that happen."

"Father......for one thing I'm sure that....he wasn't with me for money."

"You're still defending him?"

"No fa--"

"Look at you. I always made sure my princess had everything. Before him you always took care of yourself. Now just look at you." He scolded and I sighed.

"I'm already going through a rough phase father."

"Well, there is a solution." I looked at him and he sighed.

"Divorce"

"What?"

"Yes. Get a divorce from him Hana. You'll live much happier and this time I'll find you a guy who you will marry. Who'll love you more than this monster."

"This is wrecked." I bit my lip.

"And don't worry about Taewon. I'll ask my lawyer to hand Taewon in your custody. That way Taewon will also live luxuriously and you'll live a happy life with someone else?"

"I don't want anyone else in my life neither a divorce. He was the only one. That's it"

"You know when things went too far between me and your mother we also got divorced and it lead me to have a happy life. I was happy without her. You will be too."

"But father--"

"No buts. You did what you wanted to do. Got hurt. And came back to me. Now let me do what I want and I guarantee you, you will be much happier" he said and I wasn't ready for a divorce.

"Kang take Hana upstairs and make sure she'll be fine," Kang took me upstairs to my room as I needed alot of time to think.

But,

Little did Hana know; she was sent upstairs to her room because Tae had arrived.

"You can't come inside!" Her father shouted at Tae who was already quite tensed and so tensed that he might faint but he could care less.

"Please.....just let me meet her. I wanna prove it to her please~"

"Enough," they pushed Taehyung. "You spoiled my child's life. And I'm so happy that she got divorced. A rascal like you couldn't keep her happy,"

"No Sir," Tae licked his lips, breathless he was. "Just let me meet her,"

He rushed forward to get inside when her father pushed her. He wanted to tell her everything and he was ready to prove it to her too if he gets the chance,

But what did Tae get? A tough punch from Rupert, a mere secretary.

In reality, Mr. Lee never wanted Tae to meet Hana again. He wanted them to get divorced at all cost.

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I returned back to my house in which me and Taehyung spent three years of our life together. I opened the door and there was Taehyung on the couch with his head thrown back. He looked at me and stood up. I smiled to him sadly and he neared me.

"Hana....please believe me." He cried while cupping my face gently and I inhaled sharply as his fingers feathered my cheeks.

"Where is Taewon?" I asked.

"I put him to sleep. He doesn't need to know anything about this. Forget what happened Hana and trust me. I'll do anything" he cried and I cupped his face wiping his tears away with my thumb.

"Promise me that you'll do anything for me?"

"I promise. I promise I'll do anything. You ask it and I'll be quick" he smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Then.....give me a divorce" I smiled and his smile dropped immediately.

"Do what?" He was shock.

"I want a divorce from you Taehyung" just as I said that a tear escaped his eye.

"Hana....." his hands dropped down from my cheeks. "No. No Hana. Anything but that. I lov--"

"You promised Taehyung" I smiled sadly and he knows that when I make a decision I remain firm to it.

"Hana we have a son. How could you ask something like that?!"

"Then why did you forget about Taewon when you were on top of Raquelle?"

"For God Sake she forced herself on me"

"If she forced herself on you then why were you on top of her? Shouldn't she be on top of you?"

"Hana finish this vulgarity"

"You started it Taehyung. And a divorce doesn't cost anything. I just want to finish everything that I have with you. I want to erase your name with mine"

"Okay. You're mad at me and you hate me. That's fine. But think about Taewon!"

"The divorce, Taehyung."

"I won't divorce you" he was angry now.

"I'll go to the court if you don't divorce me easily. It's better that you divorce me and no one knows than we go to the court and Taewon also gets to know that"

"Hana please--"

"She wants a divorce. So you must give that to her, you poor gutterrat," my father entered the house and Tae gulped tolerating the rough language. He knows that my father hates him alot and since he's rich and has the authority, he can do whatever he wants with Taehyung.

"It's our matter and we'll handle it" he grabbed my arms.

"Not with you cheating on her" father pushed him and I looked at Tae with my arms crossed under my chest.

"Tomorrow I have a business meeting in Tokyo. I won't be there to witness the divorce so I'll be leaving Rupert to witness the divorce. If you don't divorce her then you know me"

"Divorce is a big issue Hana--"

"The tears you gave me today are enough to make me stronger to overcome those issues as well, Tae." I controlled my tears and exhaled lightly.

"This is not good Hana. You're hurting me and by this you'll hurt yourself."

"Not more than you have hurt me"

"This is totally not okay. It's a tragedy"

"It isn't. The tragedy is loving the wrong person and teaching your children wrong things about love. Nobody ever died of a divorce, Tae" I reasoned out and he went quiet.

"I wasn't expecting this from you, Hana"

"Neither I was."

"I still love you, Hana. Please?" he licked his lips and I closed my eyes because no matter how strong I pretend to be I'm that weak girl who cries oceans for the one she loves.

"Meet her tomorrow at the café. I'll especially reserve that café for your divorce so that my daughter can have privacy dealing with her divorce. Rupert be there to witness okay?"

"Yes sire" he bowed. "Oh and you must bring Taewon too. He will decide with who he wants to be" Rupert smirked while settling his glasses.

"No. This will have a bad impact on my son"

"Sorry but it's important too. We won't tell him about anything--"

"Taewon will go with me. I'll take Taewon" I interfered and Tae sighed as he was broken too but it is all his fault. He gave up since he knew that he can't afford Taewon's expenditures.

"Take care, Tae" I gulped when he scoffed and after that I went to my father's house.

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Tomorrow at 9:30 am:-
Tae's POV:-
I was driving the car with Taewon right beside me. I couldn't sleep the whole night thinking about divorcing her. I love her so much.

Yes, right now too.

I love her.

I can't stop loving her. Even if she doesn't. I looked at Taewon and he was there excited to meet his mommy.

Poor him.

He doesn't even know that from now on he won't see me or either her.

"Appa" he extended his little hand forward to me with the sandwich in his hand.

"No Taewon. You eat" I placed my palm on my head resting my cranium.

"You didn't eat anything Appa. Please?" He smiled and I took a small bite from him.

"Taewon? Do you love me or your mother?"

"I love you both"

"Who do you love more?"

"You're my strength Appa. And mommy is my weekness." He said which ached my heart more because in a few more minutes he'll either lose his strength or his weekness.

"Okay what if someone asks you to choose me or your mother? Who would you choose?"

"Why would someone ask me that?" He asked and I shook my head.

"We're almost there" my heart was continuously getting chills because today I'll lose her. I'll lose her to someone else. And this is what I was most afraid of since Sophomore.

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"Taewon" she knelt down and he rushed to her hugging her. "Oh my baby. I missed you so much" she had a smile on her face and it looked like as if she's happy getting a divorce. And I was here with an aching injury on my whole self.

"Now let's dive in the main process shall we?" Rupert appeared from behind her and Taewon walked back to me, hiding behind my leg fearing from Rupert because he had never seen him before.

I nodded before placing my hand behind Taewon's head.

"We shall. Let's get this over with as soon as possible" Hana smiled to him and Raquelle was there too.

I feel alot but there were few words to say. You know when the grief is greatest, words are fewest.

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We sat down and Raquelle took Taewon to another direction. I was weak against them so I just went with the flow. I only stared at Hana who was giving an explanation to the lawyer about what happened.

"Do you want to say something Mr.Kim?" He asked my point of view but there was no point and I kept staring at her.

"I guess Mrs.Kim said enough" I replied and she looked at me. I know she's pretending to be happy and tough but inside she's breaking apart.

The lawyer handed the divorce deed to me and I passed it to her, wanting to see how she signs it.

"Ladies first" I said and she grabbed the pen with her quivering hand. I closed my eyes, not allowing the tears to fall, as she signed the papers.

Half of the marriage is over now. The paper was passed to me and I can see her fidgeting with her fingers and nervous condition.

I scoffed and grabbed the papers signing on my area too. The whole marriage is over.

Now from my life Hana named woman has been erased and a big wound is placed on my heart.

"You both are divorced" the lawyer said and I closed my eyes as those words ached alot. I stood up when Taewon rushed towards her.

"Mommy? Let's go home." He said and I balled my hands into fists as he was asking the woman who destroyed mine and his life too.

"Sure Taewon. Let's go" she kissed his cheeks and grabbed his tiny hand in her hand.

She looked at me with a smirk that Taewon chose her and with his hand wrapped around her finger she took him outside to take him with her forever.

I just stood there digesting everything and I knew that I can live without Hana but I can't live without Taewon.

I ran outside the café and they both were descending the stairs as I just stared at them sadly.

I wanted to keep Taewon but since I can't afford much to his wishes I put a heavy stone onto my heart and let him go with Hana because she can.

And for my son, I'm ready to sacrifice this too. He turned around and looked at me as I just stood there smiling safly back to him. He said something to Hana and than ran towards me hugging my knees.

"Appa why aren't you coming with us?"

"Taewon" she also followed him to me.

"Taewon....I need to go" I was about to break down.

"Where?"

"That is not important." I suppressed my tears. "But I have to go now. I'll be back but for now you have to be with your mother"

"But I want to be with both of you" he cried and I knelt down to his level.

"Sometimes Taewon you just have to go with one member and right now it's your mother. I promise I'll come and take you with me"

"No!" He cried and hugged my neck. "I love you Appa. I can't live without you" he cried and I looked at Hana signalling her that this is all because of her stupid mistake.

"Fine." She sighed and I stood up holding Taewon's hand. "I'll leave Taewon with you"

"Take him with you, Hana. You know about my condition that I can't keep him happy right now with me. It'll have a bad impact on him and I don't want him to suffer because of this divorce"

"I know and that's why I'm asking you to keep him. I want to see how you keep him happy without me. I want see you struggle just like I did when I was with you. Let's see, how you provide everything to Taewon and without me" she smirked and my heart was confused as to should I continue to love her or should I continue to have mercy on her?

Because slowly and slowly our love is turning into my regret.

"I hope one day I'll pop in your head and you'll regret leaving me. You'll think how much important I was to you. And you'll cry oceans thinking that you let my love for you flush just like that" I said when she laughed.

"That day won't come. Fairwell then Kim Taehyung" she ruffled Taewon's hair and turned around and walked away from me. My tear fell down from my cheek.

"Appa? Appa why isn't Mommy coming with us? Appa? Appa say something? Let's take Mommy home. App--" I closed my eyes at the voice of my baby and placed a hand onto his mouth to shut him up because it ached.

I'm stupid I know that I'm crying for her but I love her. It'll take me a while to forget her.

I saw as she sat in her car not even a single tear escaping her and she drove away. My phone vibrated and it was a text from Jungkook.

"We'll be landing in about 10 minutes bro! Plus Jeonsan misses Taewon alot. We'll come by your house and we'll spend the day together." I wiped my tears away as today Jungkook and Jiwoo too will know what happened. Yes, they don't know that we got divorced today.

I grabbed Taewon in my arms and he hugged me as he continuously asked me about his mother.

Hana's POV:-
I cried while driving the car. I acted it wasn't a big deal when in reality it was breaking me apart. It was for the better.

I was sad due to the divorce but I didn't want to stay with Tae anymore. I know I love him but.....it'll flush soon. Now, it'll be a stress free life for me.

My phone rang and it was an unknown number.

"Yes this is Lee Hana?"

"I'm sorry Ma'am but the flight to Tokyo crash landed killing all the 500 plus passengers on board and we believe one of them is your father as Mr. Soobin was in that flight. Please come to receive the dead body" my phone dropped from my hand and I landed into a car crash.

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27 Months later;
Hana's POV:-
"Hana wake up. You don't want to be late" he pulled the blanket off of me.

"Lucas!" I whined while pulling the pillow on top of my face.

"Hana come on wake up!" He shook me and I sighed.

"10 more minutes please?"

"I would give you my whole life in 10 minutes but.....GET UP!" He snatched the pillow away from me and I huffed.

"Okay fine. You win" I sat onto the bed.

"No you go take a bath. I'll get your breakfast ready" I grabbed my towel and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. Lucas is my best friend.

When I landed into a car crash due to my father's death, he was the one who was there to help me. I got to know him at my father's funeral and he's so sweet and genuine.

He didn't let me go to my father's house to live because he was caring enough that a girl living alone only attracts danger.

I know that he likes me and has a crush on me because many times he has confessed but I always turn him down telling him that I only see him as a friend.

But deep down I still haven't forgotten Taehyung. And this is the main reason that I can't reciprocate my feelings to Lucas because maybe I still love Tae.

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"And here is your breakfast." He happily placed the tray in front of me and he always makes something new for me.

"Thankyou" I giggled and wiped the flour off of his cheek.

"Happiness looks gorgeous on you" he said admiring my smile when I sighed.

"Stop flirting with me and let me have my breakfast because I'm already a little late" I said and had my breakfast. "You don't have work today?"

"I'll take a day off today"

"Why?"

"Because I didn't sleep last night?"

"And why was that? You were pretty tired last night?"

"Well I stayed up all night thinking about cute things which could happen between you and me"

"Lucas" I whined. "Stop being too cheesy" I giggled.

"Okay okay." He laughed.
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"Okay Lucas I'm going" I wore my coat as he descended the stairs.

"Hana tie your laces. Geez don't rush" he chuckled and ducked down before me tying my laces.

The flashes of Taehyung tying my laces every single morning flashed into my mind and I sighed as I let Lucas tie them.

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"Hello Ms. Hana. Here are your files that the boss is asking for you to sign it"

"Ah yeah sure. I told boss that I'll sign them in a week but guess he doesn't understand anything" I started to sign the files and yes my busy day starts from now on.

I still have to go to the orphanage and I have a long day.

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"Ms. Hana.....thankGod you're here." The mistress who was in charge of the orphanage panicked as she saw me.

"Calm down. What happened?"

"Miss today morning this letter arrived and we're so worried" they handed me the letter and I opened it to see that the CEO of the TRYBANDS company wanted to clear this ground for the construction of another building.

"They want us to leave this area so they can create another building over here"

"Don't worry. I'll do something. How could they even think of doing such a thing!?"

"If we don't leave this area they will forcefully move us out of here"

"I have been running this orphanage since 5 years now. How can they do this. Don't worry I'll go and work things out. They don't know me yet. And they have to pass by me to get to this ground" I assured them and made my way to the TRYBANDS company.

How could they? Don't they think about the orphan children over here?

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"Miss you are not allowed to enter without the consent of our boss"

"Just shut up!" I pushed the secretary aside and entered the cabin. "You there!" I pointed to their boss and kept on shouting.

"How could you? It's an orphanage. Children who don't have any parents live there. And I'm running that orphanage for about 5 years now and you think I can allow you to build your damn building on that ground? How dare you?" I threw the letter onto the floor.

"....Don't you have a little bit of humanity left in you? Think about those little children? Who don't have any place to go? Now what happened? Why are you quiet? Say something?" I angrily shouted in his cabin when the doors of his office opened and a little voice rang in my ears.

"Appa!" I turned around and saw Taewon with his hands opened.

"T-Taewon!?" I laughed and rushed to him hugging him while kneeling down to his level.

He had a school bag on his shoulders and I kissed his cheeks with my tears erupting from my eyes.

"Mommy~" he squealed and hugged me back.

"Baby what are you doing here?" I kissed his forehead.

"I came here to meet Appa" he laughed.

"Appa?" My smile broke.

"Yes. Appa" he pointed behind me and my eyes widened as I slowly digested everything with a gulp.

I turned around and the chair revolved to face me,

My eyes popped out of my sockets when I saw Taehyung sitting on the throne- I mean seat. He looked extremely different from the Tae I remembered. He settled his coat and cleared his throat,


"Simon," he flailed his fingers and the guy bowed before taking Taewon out.

I covered my mouth with my hand as my breathing increased and I was having loss of oxygen.

"Oh Lord..." I mumbled.

"Welcome back" he lifted his eyes up to see me and believe me, those eyes were cold and stern as if he'll wreck me.

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Now the real story begins....

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