I DO.
The car was driven by Jungkook as Taehyung; the groom sat beside him onto the passengers seat with the window completely down. Jungkook sighed as he looked at Taehyung who was lost like a dead soul. He was thinking about the words of his son, how his son felt the grief and he knew that losing a mother or a father is really hard since in his childhood he, himself saw his family falling apart.
The wind blowing causing his settled hair to get messed up and the breeze blowing his hair backwards as his eyes just stared at the moon with his brows knitted together.
"Bro?" The car stopped and Jungkook sighed as he eye signalled Jiwoo.
"We're here, Taehyung" she placed her hand onto his shoulder and he closed his eyes.
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"But he loves me, Areum" she said to herself as Areum came with her night suit.
"Madaam.....good night" she bid before closing the door of Hana's room. She changed into her pyjamas/night suit and sat onto the rocking chair, waiting for him while hugging the frame that has her and Tae's picture. The same picture which Tae used to look at every night when he missed her. She still hoped that maybe he'd come and if he didn't, she'll finish herself once and for all but she knew that Taehyung still loves her otherwise he wouldn't have fallen for her from the 12th floor.
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"Something's itching me"
"Told you to shave your crotch." Jungkook rolled his eyes.
"What? No. We're not hitting the bed tonight." He was alot nervous as his heart thudded faster, Taewon's words revolving in his head but he knew what he was here for.
"Best of luck" Jungkook patted his back in sympathy when Jennie, in a bridal suit walked down the stairs while smiling to Taehyung who just imagined Hana in a wedding gown.
He closed his eyes as he didn't want this all to happen but it was happening with the consent of Jennie. He looked at his hand that once held Hana's hand and the hand contact he used to make with her, made him really happy and affectionate towards her. He was confused that will he feel the same when he'll touch Jennie's hand? He was forced to do this all and he felt like a puppy which hurt his ego.
She approached him and he extended his hand forward towards her. She blushed a little before placing her hand onto his palm and Taehyung's tears swelled in his eyes when he didn't feel the same rushy, affectionate and chilly feeling he once felt with Hana.
It was getting more and more difficult for him when Jennie stepped beside him and the priest started his speech. All the while, Taehyung didn't focus on the wedding and the speech, just focused onto Hana.
Will he ever be able to love Jennie? Will he ever be happy with Jennie? Will he ever be able to move on with the regret of not getting back together with Hana.
The thought of his own son who he considered his strength was losing faith in him, if his strength lose faith and hope then where will he ever be successful and satisfied.
The thought was aching him as his heart continuously told him that he loved Hana, no matter how he tried, he still loves her.
"You may present your vows" they both turned to look at eachother and Jennie's smile dropped as he saw Taehyung's tears. She started to present her vows ignoring Taehyung in the process.
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"Why Jennie when he loves me?" She mumbled to herself as she closed her eyes again bringing the picture in front of her eyes.
Flashback;
"YOU SHOULD DIE, HANA!?" Jennie shouted before pushing Hana and her knees went over the rim.
"Ahhh~" she screamed as she fell down.
"TAEHYUNG?!" was the only voice that came out from Jennie's mouth as without thinking Taehyung immediately jumped off the building when Hana fell down. Jennie immediately rushed towards the rim to look at them.
Taehyung quickly caught onto Hana's hand and all the while having her eyes closed and remembering what happened she continuously thought that how he sacrificed his life for her. If this isn't love I don't know what love is, she thought.
The way he seemed fearless even though his biggest fear are heights, and falling from a great height was frightening for him but his love helped him to overcome it and jump off the building.
The way how he instantly caught onto her hand and wrapped an arm around her waist. The way he completely stared into her eyes making her forget the fear and distracting her from the fall. The way he tightly wrapped his legs around her frame and pushed her with a force up on him and slipped beneath her so if something hard comes, it first passes before him then hurts her.
She only stared into his eyes before they soon with a force, fell onto the floater arranged by rhe 911. They were saved and the ambulance brought the stretcher to take them to the hospital. She opened her eyes slowly when she felt no pain surrounding her, no fear just her heart beating not because of the fall but because of the Romeo who risked his own life and went against his fear to save her.
"Taehyung....we're okay" she whispered with a cry but Taehyung's eyes were closed. His hands went lose from her waist and fell on his sides because if she wasn't hurt then Taehyung was due to the fall. Unconsciousness sucked him when he realised he fell from such a height.
"Come Miss" a person from the rescue team helped her to get off of the floater before they placed Tae onto the stretcher.
"Sir fell for her" everywhere were whisepres and gossips.
"Tae!" Jennie screamed but they pushed her away and placed the stretcher in the ambulance taking Tae to the hospital with Simon assisting.
"It's because of you" Jennie pointed to Hana who only looked down while her tears rolled down her eyes.
"Mr. Kim jumped from the 12th floor for Hana? For her? Yeah weird isn't it. His fiancee is Jennie? And we heard he loves Jennie? Then why Hana?" Every single person was gossiping which pissed Jennie off.
"12th floor" Hana whispered to herself as she looked up to the floor and smiled to herself. "For me" she blushed and felt so touched.
"But he's mine!!" Jennie cried.
"That's true love" everyone murmured before clapping for Hana and she closed her eyes as Laura placed a coat around her to calm her down.
End of Flashback.
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"I do, ofcourse"
"Mr. Kim Taehyung, do you take Kim Jennie" Jennie rolled her eyes as she held Taehyung's hand, locking their hands and he looked into her eyes when a tear ran down his cheek. "As your lawfully wedded wife?" He asked and Taehyung just stared at Jennie with his tears standing.
The contact of the hand somewhat felt wrong to him. He didn't feel anything when she held his hand. Not even affection, not even butterflies.
*cricket voices*
"Uh Mr. Kim?" The priest interrupted and Jennie leaned forward nodding for Taehyung to continue as his heart hammered against his chest.
"I---I....." everyone just stared at Taehyung including Jennie whose tears instantly erupted when Taehyung pulled his hand out of her grip.
"I don't" Taehyung licked his lips as he threw the bow and Jungkook and Jiwoo were the one's yelling YES. "Excuse me"
He turned around to leave when Jennie's tears ran down her eyes and she grabbed his bicep.
"What do you mean you don't!? Taehyung please I love you--"
"I don't. I don't love you." He was confident. "You maybe nice but I love someone else."
"But I love you. Please Taehyung" she cried heavily.
"I'm sorry but this all is just too hard for me. I don't even feel any chemistry between you and me."
"He feels it with the person he loves and that is, his wife; Hana" Jungkook fought.
"You---you're doing this all for her?" She cried heavily.
"No. For myself" he wiped his tears. "In love I'm selfish. Alot selfish. If she's mine, then she remains mine no matter what the circumstances are." Jungkook and Jiwoo clapped in the crowd.
"No please Taehyung. We're just an inch close. Please. Please. What does she have that I don't!" She cried. "I love you more that is a guarantee."
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing" he smiled as he shook his head. "The problem is with me" he smiled and everyone stared at him questionably. "The problem is that she sings a song that only I can hear." He said when Jennie's breath hitched and Jiwoo teared up acknowledging the strong love he holds for Hana. "And that song is neither you can sing nor any other woman. Beauty isn't everything"
"You're being delusional, Taehyung. Are you sure that she loves you? How much she loves you? How much she trusts you?" She scoffed. "She doesn't trust you at all. Recall the time when she left you."
"I fell in love with her soul before her skin. And..." he wiped his tears. "You all can't know how much she loves me because only I can read her mind. Jennie, if you'll read her mind you'll know how much she loves me. In fact, you all would know"
"And if you'll read my mind you'll be in tears right now."
"That is the problem" he raised his brows pointing it out. "This is what I'm trying to explain that I can only read her mind. I can't read yours because I don't love you. I don't even feel happy when I hold your hand. And you're talking about trust?" He watered up. "I trust her. I love her so much to fall for her a thousand times from a building and I trust her more than anything."
"How much?" Tear rolled down her eye and he thought before smiling.
"It's like giving her a loaded gun, pointed at my heart and trusting her that she'll not pull the trigger. Now when these both feelings we both share than why should I marry you? Isn't it enough for you that I paroled you out of the wrath of police? Even though you almost killed the girl who has my heart and trust me, if something happens to her it first affects me." He warned while lightly pushing Jennie from her forehead before turning around.
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Meanwhile Hana was sitting onto the bed when her phone rang and she didn't want to pick it up. But when she saw the caller ID she picked up the call.
"Taehyung?" She asked almost instantly.
"His son" a sniff was audible that melted her heart.
"Taewon" she whispered before closing her eyes as warm water leaked down the brim of her eyes.
"Mommy? I m-miss you." His little voice was cracking.
"Baby.....w-what happened?"
"Appa's getting married, mommy" he broke down crying heavily and the mother got tensed when she heard her little boy cry.
"Taewon? Baby who told you that? No-no."
"Liar." He sniffed. "I don't want Aunt Jennie to be my Mommy" he cried and this ached Hana more.
"I am your mommy. Only I, Taewon" she said wanting to sound confident in front of her child.
"I love you mommy" his sobs were hurting her wounds that Tae left behind.
"Not more than me, son."
"W-won't you ask ho-how much I l-love you?" He asked while crying and she remained quiet because she decided to stay strong for her little boy. "Fine I'll tell you." A little hiccup was audible. "I love you as much as Appa loves you" he cried heavily when those words escaped his lips and she bit uer lip not wanting to cry but wanting to stay strong through this and strengthen Taewon up too.
"Taewon--"
"Mommy come take me, please. I can't live without you. Y'know...." a sob was heard which broke her heart that was already broken. "Y'know...you're the blue crayon with which I draw my sky." Her breathe hitched as a 5 year old stated a deep emotion. "That's how special you are, mother" has cried.
"T-taewon....honey...." she closed her eyes. "I will come to you" she cried inwardly.
"Pawmise?"
"I promise, my love. Now be a g-good boy and wipe your t-tears away. For me? For your mommy?"
"Anything for you" he hiccuped and she covered her mouth with her hand not wanting to let out any other mourning voice of cry that would make the little kid weak.
"Thankyou, dear"
"I love you, mommy. And you know I was telling my elephanty that-that you're the best mommy in the world"
"Maybe.." her voice wasn't even coming out. "T-taewon do your mother a favour and sleep my baby"
"But I can't. That's why I called you to listen to your voice which Appa always does when he doesn't feel sleepy"
"Please" she hissed closing her eyes as the hurt was aching her. "Sleep my love. It's a long night" she looked at the poison placed on the frame.
"Okay. Mommy? Can you sing me a song?"
"Sure, baby" she sniffed. "W-which one?"
"The one you sang with Appa." He hiccuped and her breath hitched in her throat as he remembered the song Tae composed for her.
"But baby--"
"Please mommy? It's a long night na?" His baby voice was smacking her chest.
"S-sure love" and after that she started to sing when Taewon listened contentedly.
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"No Taehyung! Taehyung please...." she caught him. "Why does you speak so highly of her?" She cried, meaning it because Jennie really loved Tae. "Why do you speak of her as if she put the stars in sky when she did nothing but break you so God damn much that the cracks in your heart were practically visible through your eyes?" She cried, grabbing his coat from his chest.
He laughed sadly, "that's the thing about love, isn't it? You'll let them get away with murder, even if it's of your own" he pushed her hands away from him.
Jennie was more than hurt, "What about the countless things I have done for you, Huh? I did every possible thing to make you love me but you're still going to that raped victim!" She spat and he looked at her fiercely. "Don't tell me that I struggled for nothing. I was so nice with your little kid, treating him as my own son--"
"And for that I let you touch me that night remember?"
"Ssss ooooo~" Jungkook ooed.
"NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! I DID SO MUCH TO HAVE YOU ! I even gave you two sleeping pills so that you can't stop her from getting married to Lucas. What more do you want!?" She yelled and Tae instantly looked at her as the whole audience gasped when Jennie accidentally spoke the truth.
"You what?!" Tae yelled as he shook her by grabbing her arms.
It was clear that it was Jennie who gave Tae the pills so that he doesn't go stop her. If Jennie wouldn't have given him the pills, he would have stopped Hana and she wasn't raped.
"It's true." She cried heavily. "I was the one because I loved you. That's the depth of my love for you." She neared him with a clutch on the coat from his chest. "I'm obsessed with you." She whispered while nearing his lips and at that moment, Taehyung immediately slapped her across the cheek that she fell to the ground.
"You!? You?!" He shouted as tears ran down and Jungkook grabbed him before he could harm her more. "And I thought that you're being sympathetic." he spat and she cried as she looked at him from the ground while holding her cheek that was stinging from the pain.
"Oh Hana!" He closed his eyes as he got to know the truth and his love grew even stronger for Hana. "I need to meet her" Tae rushed forward but Jennie called him out.
"You're going to marry a raped victim who's a disgrace?" This was enough to make Tae angry.
"This!" He pointed to her. "This is what the problem is that in a crime called 'rape' the victim becomes the accuser. What is her fault if that incident chased her? What is her fault? Just tell me that!" He fought for her. "I don't understand why is it more shameful to be raped than to be a rapist?" He shouted and everyone went quiet including Jennie. "And Jennie" he heard her. "Women like you, deserve a coward like Lucas. And I was wrong that you don't deserve me. The truth is that I don't deserve you neither you're worthy for me. This marriage is fucking over." He pushed her before walking out with Jungkook and Jiwoo.
"Just to let you all know, I was never agreed to marry this bitch. The only reason I played along was because I wanted her to tell the truth about her obsession. You practically cajoled me into this stuff, Jennie. The rejection I gave you in front of 200 people is much more satisfying." He walked forward.
"You could have just told me!" Jungkook face palmed.
"Oh and try to spread love more and less legs, cunt whore." He yelled through gritted teeth when she gasped as he cursed. "Cum bucket." He ran to hit her when Jungkook grabbed her and she flinched as Tae's anger at her was at a scale of 100. "With that frigid cunt" he laughed as be pointed towards her vagina.
"You won't be able to reproduce. The man will get tired in smashing that cunt with his tiny wood but God forbid, you won't be able to conceive and I'll pray that you feel the same pain as my wife felt but lucky she is, she has someone to love her at least, you'll only be blamed for being an infertile whore who fucks others husbands to beg for love, piece of fucking cum shit-"
"Tae stop!" Jungkook asked him as Jennie cried heavily.
"Hana!" He raised his brows. "I need to go to my Hana!" He pushed Jungkook and everyone who was in his way and rushed to get his wife back.
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"Breathless~" Hana completed the song and heard little baby snores of her little boy before ending the call and crying hard while falling on to her arse and bringing her knees to her chest.
"How I wish he was here" she cried while grabbing the frame and kissing his picture before grabbing the poison in her palm. "Let's finish this--"
Suddenly, she felt a bulky tap on the window of her room and she got startled. She instantly sat straight and there was once again a tap on the window of her room. Her heart thudded rapidly in her chest as she was frightened. Frightened that it might be Lucas. She threw the tablets away before gulping and trembling.
"W-who is there?"
And the rock was thrown onto the window.
"I'll call the cops!"
And next she saw was Taehyung's head coming in sight.
"Taehyung?" She narrowed her eyes not believing the mere sight.
He knocked on the window and she hurriedly rushed to the window before opening it and he grabbed her arms for support and she held his triceps to give him support.
"Taehyung.....I-I was so scared--"
"Hana just shut up for a while" he breathed heavily before gulping and looking at her who was too dehydrated from the leakage of the tears.
"Tae?"
"Shhh~" he cut her off calmly sending chills down her spine. "I'm here na?" He smiled softly and she nodded like a little girl, shook. "Forget everything for a moment and just look into my eyes, Hana and feel what you want to feel, see what you, my love, want to see" he spoke softly and she got lost into his deep eyes that she didn't hear any single thing other than the beating of his heart.
His eyes spoke more than his words could ever speak. And she knew how to read them. Through his eyes she read his heart that was asking her to shower him with her mighty love. Tonight and forever, for the rest of their lives.
"Look closely into my eyes, can you see my soul?" He breathed out, nearing her a little with her hands locked in his and she tilted her head slightly as she got lost in to those deep eyes not concentrating on anything but those two soft oceans of deep curiosity.
He had those kind of eyes that shone that 'everything will be okay'. That gave her hope, faith and she knew that with him, she was the strong girl she was back there.
"Hana?" He smiled to her as he looked into her eyes that described her feeling that moment. "Tell me how much you love me?" He asked and she inhaled sharply just lost into his deep adorable eyes.
"Hana?" He called and her tear dropped down from her eye before she smiled sadly back at him and started to begin with,
"I love you so much that neither words can witness" she spoke with his words and he smiled widely knowing that she remembers every single thing about him from which he knew that she loves him from the core of her heart. "Neither words can witness. Nor you can guess" Taehyung chuckled as he repeated the last line with her with a nod because this was always his answer when she asked him about how much he loves her.
"Hana.....now this is a serious question. Do you love me?" He asked and she was fast. Faster than the speed of light. Faster from the time when she took ato seconds to fall in love with him from Newbies.
"I do" she broke down but this time no tears just heavy crying with her hands in his hands, that were resting onto his chest and he smiled, admired her from beneath.
"Do you Kim Taehyung take Lee Hana as your lawfully wedded wife?" At the sound of Jungkook and Jiwoo's laugh, Hana's ears perked up and she shot her eyes open to look down and saw Jungkook and Jiwoo; the whole scenario came into her mind when she eloped for Taehyung.
"I do" he chuckled and Hana looked at Taehyung still surprised. Becoming hard for her to digest everything and I assure you, it was the most romantic thing Taehyung had done for her. She never expected it that how once she married him, he'll marry her the same way.
"I may now pronounce you as husband and wife--"
"But Taehyung what hap--" she still was in chaos.
"You may kiss the bride." Jungkook announced and she was just too immensely happy that she started to laugh with her tears flowing.
"Can I?"
"Taehyung what about Jenn--"
"Just kiss me already" he enthusiastically smiled before pulling her head towards him and their lips met in which she tasted the rest of her life with him, together as husband and wife, once again.
And all her scars that were left on her by the society, Lucas, Jimin, Karma even Taehyung vanished when kissing the right person felt like healing, kissing him felt like healing and complete.
"I love you" he kissed her forehead as she kept laughing with her tear flowing and with those tears all her sorrows and regrets flowed away.
"Pull me in" she helped him and he gladly stepped inside the house in which they spent the first three years of their married life together.
"I can't believe I just got married in my pyjamas" she giggled and Tae smiled at her before pulling her into a tight, long hug with their hearts beating together,
"Forgive me." he cried and she smiled shyly as she wiped his tears away knowing that it's the most romantic thing in the world when he cries for her. "Please forgive me!" He broke down and she kissed him softly.
"I don't care if people say that you've been raped. I'll give you so much love, so immense love that you'll forget everything that has happened. All I know now is I loved you then and I love you now, Hana." He cried with his quivering lips and she felt so touched when he didn't let her down.
"I love you too." She cupped his face letting him feel the warmth of her palms.
"Thankyou. Thankyou for accepting me back. I totally did not deserve a gem like you again but--but-" she cut him off with a tight hug and she knew that her heart beat was always relaxing for her that put her mind to relaxation.
"To the world you may be one person but Hana to me, you're the world, I swear." she teared up and he caught her lips between his own, tasting the sweet flavour he loved more than anything.
His hands grabbed her waist and her hands slided up along her chest into his hair pulling him more towards her with a fervent urgent need and his probing fingers gripped onto her sides before he stopped and kissed her forehead while cupping her beautiful face.
"I felt so scared that I'll stay here being in love with you, waiting for you and in the end you'll just leave."
"I can't." He licked his lips. "The song your soul sings brings me back to you. You have me until every last star in the galaxy dies." He rubbed his thumb slowly over her rosy cheek. "You have me, Mrs. Kim" he stated and she instantly looked up into his eyes with a small smile playing on her lips when he called her that.
"I thought" she giggled lightly. "I thought that after my rape-" he hissed, closing his eyes and she still completed the sentence. "I thought that after my rape you wouldn't want me--"
"It doesn't affect me. And honestly it shouldn't affect you. The eradication of these scars are now my responsibility and I'm going to remove every single one of them by planting kisses on your body like seeds so in no time you can grow to love yourself as I love you-" he just stated when she breathed unevenly and instantly hugged him for his mighty love.
"How is your love always soothing for every nerve in my b-body" her voice was cracking as she felt immensely touched.
He smiled softly before cupping her face and rubbing his thumb over her cheek to wipe the tears away. "Just like how your breathing is soothing for me. Believe me, I could listen to your breathing and forget a million nights, being happy and calmed that you're still here." She looked into his eyes. "Here to keep me alive. Because with the beating of your heart, I exist."
"Lord" she cried when he kissed her forehead, then her eyes, going for the cheeks. "Heal me."
"Do you consent yourself to me, once again?" He whispered asking her before making any swift move so that she doesn't get startled. He knew that this time he has to be gentle with her as if she's fragile.
"I'm all yours tonight." She whispered, smiled while looking into his eyes, ready to get healed by his love. "And rest of the nights ahead of us." She added with a sensual, intimate smile and this was the only green signal he needed before he kissed her cheek to which she giggled and he again caught her lips between his own all the while slinking the coat of his tuxedo off of his shoulder, still attached to the pair of lips that tasted his favourite flavour.
Taewon's prolly going to have a sibling after the kiss proceeds further, that is what Tae was sure of.
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~The End~
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