FOR THE FIRST TIME, YOU LOOK DISGUSTING IN A SUIT.
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Morning;
Thursday:
"Simon, did she had her lunch?" Tae asked Simon who was left there with Hana by Taehyung so that there is someone who's taking care of her.
"Yes sire."
"What's she doing now?"
"Madaam is sitting in the balcony while just staring at your frame" he told him and it ached alot more.
"Do me a favour and throw my pictures away"
"Sire, it's a little hard for me to forcefully snatch the pictures and frames from her. I'm sorry"
"Okay. Listen, take her out if she wants to go. Do whatever she says so she doesn't feel lonely." He sighed. "Keep her happy"
"Yes sire." Tae hung up the phone before sitting onto the chair to check his laptop when after a while, Jennie entered his office, showing off her hair dye, manicure, pedicure, brows to the other colleagues of Taehyung who were sad at Mr. Kim's wedding.
Everybody wanted to be the special one, they yearned for him, fantasised about him so every female in his office was a bit devastated at his marriage knowing that they aren't the special one.
"Baby" she smiled before kissing Tae's cheek and he sighed.
"Hey. What made you come here?" He asked as Jennie placed her hands on his shoulders.
"Can't I miss you to check up on you?" She blinked dramatically.
"Miss me? We're getting married tomorrow, Jennie"
"God when will the time arrive. I'm so desperate for it."
"You know about what I said right?"
"About the hopes and all?" She checked her freshly done nails. "Yeah yeah I remember that. Baby tell me if these look pretty?"
"Jennie" Tae raised his brow and she rolled her eyes as he asked her to maintain herself in his office.
"Mr. Kim, can I come in?" He nodded. "Good morning' Mrs. Kim--"
"Good--"
"Don't call her that" Tae cut Jennie off. "Anway, what do you want to show Bree?"
"Sir, these files have been completed by me."
"Taehyung....." Jennie rolled her eyes at him for saying that to Bree and he didn't bother. "Fine" she crossed her arms under her chest.
"Jennie" Tae closed the door of his office as Bree walked out. "Look in my office, don't expect that I'll be lovey dovey, cute or romantic okay? People here respect me by learning that I'm quite strict about orders. So, I want to maintain my reputation like that. Okay? No romance or bubbliness, understood?"
"Whatever...." she pouted and Dave entered the office.
"Mr. Kim Taehyung, your meeting with the try bands company is due in about half an hour. Shouldn't we leave to arrive there early?"
"Ah I totally forgot."
"You're going?" Jennie leaned in.
"Thankyou Dave. You may wait outside" he bowed before leaving. "Oh I totally forgot to bring my folder! Shit" he hurriedly pulled his phone out and called Simon. "Hey Simon? I forgot my folder in my house. Bring it immediately in 10 minutes"
"Baby don't panick" Jennie rubbed his back and Tae sat onto his revolving chair to calm himself down as this project was also quite important.
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"Mr. Kim, we should leave now to arrive on time" Dave called and Tae checked the time before grabbing his coat placing it on his forearm and walking outside his office, walking past the other employees who were bowing to him.
"At what time you'll be back?"
"Maybe an hour or a half" Tae told Jennie, still not stopping on his tracks and she nodded.
"I'll be waiting" she smiled as she walked behind Taehyung to see him off. "I'll go back home with you" she informed and Tae nodded as he walked fastly out of the elevator.
"Sire your folder" Simon gladly appeared in front of Tae.
"Simon you're a life saviour" he chuckled before Simon bowed and stepped away and behind him was Hana.
"What is she doing here?" Jennie held onto Tae's bicep.
"Sire as you commanded that whatever Madaam says I have to obey so she insisted to come along with me"
"But-But Tae--"
"How are you, Hana?" He asked her and she kept looking down.
"Taehyung your meeting--"
"I want to talk to you, Taehyung" Hana said, confidently with a sigh and looking him right into the eyes.
"Sure. What about?" He smiled standing straight, becoming immensely happy seeing a confident and strong Hana he knew existed, once again in front of him and for a minute he forgot that there was a meeting standing before him.
Everyone in the office who were bidding Tae 'best of luck' were now watching Tae's smile as Hana appeared in front of him.
"Baby you're--"
"When you'll come back, I'll talk to you then" she proposed and Tae sighed before smiling and nodding.
"He smiles too?" Bree whispered to Laura because Tae's that one guy who never shows happiness in the office.
"Sure. Here" he grabbed her hand placing the keys of his office/cabin in her palm. "Go sit in my office. Do whatever you want till I return okay?" He again smiled and Jennie was so hurt that earlier he was telling her that he doesn't like to loose talk and be lovey dovey in his office and out of nowhere the rule got crumpled when Hana arrived??
"What about your rule of being lovey dovey huh?" Jennie asked Taehyung and he rolled his eyes before turning around towards her.
"This is my company. My 12 story building. And here I don't follow the rules. The rules follow me" he scoffed before walking past the girls and sitting in his car to go attend the meeting.
Ooh don't even ask about Jennie. She was boiling like a lava that her hate for Hana grew even more who was standing there with the keys of the cabin of his fiancee.
"Wow you get to sit in his office" Bree took Hana inside and Jennie followed the girls to Tae's cabin.
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I'm impressed" Laura exaggerated her happiness in front of Hana and Jennie was there too.
"Laura...." Jennie smiled. "You may resume to whatever you were doing here okay? Since my husband" she peeked at Hana who had her arms crossed under her chest and was looking at her shoes. "Isn't here I'll take his round. Now chop chop" she pushed Laura out of Taehyung's cabin and closed the door before turning to Hana.
"Hey, I hope you're good now?"
"Quite" Hana replied.
"Hmm.....why did you try to cut your wrist yesterday?" She asked Hana and she remained quiet. "For Taehyung to come see you?"
"That's not a problem. I'll even call him now and he'll rush back leaving his meeting" Jennie's smile vanished when she threw a comeback towards her.
"Hmm." She smiled but internally she wanted to kill Hana because she was the only wall between Tae and Jennie. "How does it like to live now?"
"Now?" Hana narrowed her eyes while turning her head to look at Jennie.
"I mean yeah.....like being a divorcee from two people. Clearly you weren't the right one that's why two men divorced you" Jennie smirked as she sensed her gripping onto the couch they both were sitting. "And also....I mean don't mind but you did got sexually assau--"
"Can--can you please change the topic?" She stuttered because she was sensitive to this topic. She decided to remain firm but when those awful scenarios flash into her mind, she instantly loses hope and confidence. And that's what Jennie wanted to destroy her.
"Oh sure." Jennie rubbed her back."Though what did you want to talk to love cake about?"
"Love cake?"
"Taehyung" Jennie giggled.
"M-my....r-reśume" she cracked up because of the topic about being a divorcee and being a victim of forced sex.
"Aww....don't be sad, please. I'm sure there are alot of other guys who would want you" Jennie smirked internally while externally pacifying her.
"But they are unwanted by me" she teared up as it was all too much to digest.
"C'mon.....you are unwanted too so--"
"Huh?"
"I mean stop showing that attitude of yours, honey. You're simply a disgrace--"
"J-en--"
"Now truth is bitter right?" She sighed sympathetically. "No one in this world is yours, Hana."
"I s-still believe there is" she gulped hardly and Jennie rolled her eyes while taking out a tissue.
"You're thinking about Tae?" She scoffed before bringing the tissue to Hana's eyes and slowly dabbling it where her tears were. "Sweetie, Taehyung moved on. And most of all with--"
"For me, there isn't only Taehyung. Okay?" She slapped Jennie's hands away from her face. "Don't forget Jennie that my son is still alive. Kim Taewon, is my pride and strength no matter how much Taehyung is my weakness." She cried before walking to leave the cabin.
"Really? What about your rape?" She stopped onto her tracks as that time flashed into her mind. "Oh and you're talking about Taewon? So, let me tell you" she threw the tissue away. "He already has been brain washed that he only considers me his mother." She smirked and this broke Hana completely.
"W-what?"
"Neither you're wanted nor you have anything left in this world. And don't mind me, if I would have been you, I wouldn't waste a single second before finishing myself than living like a skunk my whole life who goes every where to spread catastrophe"
"Jennie" Hana's tears rolled down as it was so hurting her that her psychotic soul started taking over again.
"It's true. Even if it is marital rape, you can't deny that it is rape. And you know the only sole reason that Tae doesn't want you back is that you're raped" she told Hana and she immediately looked at Jennie while covering her mouth.
"Otberwise, you, yourself think that a person who loves you more than anything isn't accepting you back in his life. Why? The answer is with your ex-husband, Lucas. Your rape is disgusted by Taehyung and he doesn't want a woman who has been in the wrath of another man. And neither he wants his son to proclaim you as his mother because what will the society think? Kim Taehyung's wife was raped once? Kim Taewon's mommy has been raped?? Hahaha.....touched disgustingly by another man" she took rounds around Hana who was there hurt and shattered because it ached like an arrow released from a bow. "Oh and since I'm an opinionated woman, I'll advice you to finish yourself so as to erase this calamity. Maybe....who knows the world blames you for all--"
"Stop!" She cried phsycotically.
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"Fingers crossed to this contract" Taehyung was talking to Simon sitting in the rear with his shades on, hair pushed back and broads shoulders covered by his coat.
"Sire you were awesome" he informed as he was driving the car and was inside the territory of his building.
"Thankyou Simon by the w---" the car abruptly stopped with a jerk as Simon pushed the breaks too hardly.
"Simon?"
"Sire I'm sorry but there is so much rush hair outside your building" Taehyung removed his black shades before looking forward and there was alot of rush, alot of people and some female workers from his office were crying.
"What's 911 doing here?" Tae mumbled before opening the door and stepping outside. She rushed forward and asked Bree about what's happening when he saw the ambulance there too.
"Sir" she cried heavily and pointed to the top 12th floor of the building. His eyes almost popped out of his sockets when he saw Hana on the top floor.
"Miss! Miss! Calm down!!" The man yelled.
"Hana?!" Tae shouted before pushing everyone who was in his way and rushing to the top floor. Hair getting messy, tie getting loose but he didn't care Ofcourse.
"Hana!" He breathed heavily before opening the door to the top 12th floor. There was Jennie, Laura, Coraline, Madeline, Ruby and Jane along with three male workers and 2 police officers.
"Ma'am please step forward" but she didn't listen instead laughed while crying.
"Hana! Stop right there" Tae pointed towards her while walking forward.
"Don't come near me, Taehyung!" She threw a rock towards him and he dodged it.
"Oh Taehyung!" Jennie cried caressing his head which ached Hana more. "She's being delusional, baby"
"Jennie get aside!" He pushed Jennie away concentrating on Hana and this burned Jennie. "Hana? Hana please stop"
"WHY DO YOU CARE? It's my life!?"
"But you're not allowed to end it like that!"
"Then? What's left for me to face?"
"Look--" he stepped forward.
"I said don't come for me!?" She yelled before stepping back.
"Hana be careful! You'll fall, Hana!"
"I already have" she cried heavily. "My life is a disaster, Taehyung. A disaster."
"It's not. Who said that it is!"
"My destroyed life is the reason that you don't accept me. I'm well aware so I have decided to end myself--"
"HANA PLEASE NO STOP!" he immediately shouted when she turned around. "LISTEN TO ME! YOU'RE NOT UNWORTHY. YOU'RE MORE THAN WORTHY. YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING" he shouted and she faced him.
"Then why can't I have you?" She cried and Jennie stomped her feet to the ground.
"Because I'm not worthy to have you." His eyes soaked up and he took a step near her and this time she didn't step back. "It's because of me that you were miserable before." A step near her. "It's because of me that you got married to that asshole" a step near her. "It's because of me that I didn't come to give you a proof when you left. It's all fucking because of me and I don't deserve you" he stepped closer but this time she stepped back and he stopped on his tracks.
"Don't come near me, Tae. And you're lying. In fact you all are lying."
"Woman you're perfect! You're perfect just the way you are. And I mean it" this time his anger took over as she was labelling him as a liar. "You know this person" he pointed to Jennie. "Whenever she asks me how I idealize about my second wife? My tongue only slips your name because you're perfect, you idiot!" He yelled as he took three steps towards her and she didn't step back but Jennie was a boiling lava.
"You....no! no no no!!!" She shook her head while crying. "It's just because of my problems I look unwanted and I feel ugly. And that's true you see me as an ugly whore too--"
"I never loved your face, Hana" he interrupted again and Jennie's hand balled into a fist. "I loved your soul. And your soul still hasn't changed."
"If it hasn't changed, then does that mean you still love me?" She asked trembling and Jennie's tear dropped down when Taehyung took time to answer.
"Definitely" he smiled before walking steps towards her. Taehyung meant this all but everyone just thought that he's doing this all to stop Hana but Jennie knew that Taehyung meant it so her tears fell down.
"I loved you once. I love you still" he stated and placed her hands onto her shoulders. "Always have and always will. Please don't leave me" he licked his lips and she smiled before throwing herself at Taehyung for a tight hug and he hugged her back as she cried herself out into his chest heavily.
"I love you too!"
"Relax" Tae chuckled before stealing a kiss from the top of her head and everyone started clapping when Jennie started rushing towards them.
"It's because of you"she separated her from the hug and grabbed Hana's arms shaking her as Hana winced.
"Jennie stop!" Tae tried to hold her bac but all in vain.
"No! It's because of her I can't stay happy. It's only because of HER?!" Jennie yelled and released her arms with such a force that Hana's knees went over the rim and she fell down from the building.
"TAEHYUNG!?" was the only shout that was audible when everyone on the floor shouted and rushed forward but too late.
It was late.
And
Taehyung's heartbeat just stopped at the sight.
Jennie was delusional.
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Friday:-
He settled his bow in front of the big mirror as he was the groom. He looked at himself and settled his hair but the flashes of Hana were flashing again and again. He teared up but it was too late.
"I can't believe you're still doing this" Jungkook sighed and Tae turned around as he himself was going crazy.
"So, how do I look?" He asked and Jungkook pursed his lips in annoyance.
"It's not like you're getting married for the first time"
"I wasn't even dressed up as a groom on my first wedding" he sadly smiled before wearing his wrist watch and exiting the room to reach the venue.
"Think about it Taehyung. Once again"
"Jungkook there's nothing to think about. I made promises to Jennie, I made mistakes and I guess.....where destiny leads us is the best path."
"What about Taewon?"
"He'll have no problem in accepting Jennie as his mother. Plus, these are your words, Jungkook" Tae scoffed and Jungkook knew that at some points he was wrong too.
"Fine. Let's say your right. But think about the child who needs his biological mother with him. You're doing injustice to him. Think about the cries he'll cry every night"
"Just like when she left?? She's gone Jungkook. She's gone after what happened yesterday. How can I bring her back?" He sobbed a bit knowing that Hana left him yesterday.
"But can you accept Jennie?" He asked and Tae just looked down.
"We're getting late"
"No", Jungkook turned him around. "You're getting married to the person who literally murdered the love of your life!?" Jungkook shouted and Tae closed his eyes as those flashes again and again flashed into his mind because he was hurt. So deeply hurt that he lost her.
"Try to br--"
"Appa?" The both guys turned around swiftly at the voice of Taewon. "You're replacing mommy?" His lips were trembling and Tae shook his head before leveling to Taewon's level.
"No baby--"
"Taewon" Jungkook pulled Taewon's hands out of Tae's grip. "Your father is getting married to Jennie--"
"Jungkook shut up!!" Tae slapped Jungkook when he heard Taewon gasp loudly and dropping his stuff toy.
"Baby.....no-no...I--I...."
"And I was here telling my elephanty that you're the best father in the world. But you.....you...you're marrying my class teacher?" He remained quiet as heavy tears swelled in Tae's eyes because he knew who he loved.
"Appa? Where's my mommy" he cried asking his father as he placed his hand onto Tae's chest. "Tell me where is my Mommy!" He slapped his father's chest and he was speechless as he couldn't find an answer.
"She's......gone" he closed his eyes as he heard Taewon's mourning cry.
"She isn't. You sent her somewhere because you wanted to love Miss. Jennie" The both grown ups looked at Taewon who was crying. "I want you and Mommy together"
"Miss. Jennie is your new mother, Taewon. I have failed to bring your mother back."
"No!" He slapped his father's hand. "I have only one mother and that is my Mommy!"
"Baby, some things aren't for you to understand" he cupped Taewon's face.
"I hate you, Appa!" He cried and this was the one thing Taehyung was most afraid to hear. "Uncle Jungkook? I want to go to my mommy" he cried and Jungkook patted his cheek as he couldn't muster up words.
"Taewon.....I'm your father, your best friend. Please stop crying, sweetie"
"I need my mommy right now." He fought and when Taehyung was about to grab his arm he pushed arm away and his behind Jungkook. "You're not my father." He cried and Tae closed his eyes as those words slipped out of his only child.
"I am your father, honey. I do so much for you. Whatever you ask, the other second it's down on your feet"
"You know Appa" he rubbed his eyes. "The most important thing a father can do for their children is to love their mother." He smiled and Tae just stared at the 5 year old whose words were deep that it was bringing out his decision.
"I did love her..."
"But you lied. And I thought you told me that when one lies he faces punishment and your only punishment is that I don't want to live with you, if you marry Aunt Jennie" he said and Jungkook instantly carried Taewon in his arms to comfort him, for his emotional speech to wake Taehyung up from the slumber.
Everyone was hella confused as to how the 5 year old was talking so deep and it was melting the ice of ego off of Taehyung. Jungkook's phone rang and it was Jiwoo waiting for them both outside as the time was decreasing.
"Tae?" But Taehyung only stared at Taewon who was crying while hugging Jungkook's neck with his tiny healthy hands. "It's time." He alerted and when he said that Taewon's cries grew louder which ached Tae more and more.
Not because of Taewon, not because of Jungkook, not because of Jiwoo but because of himself, he admitted that he really loves Hana even when she's not going to be there now and that he can't live his life with Jennie like this but he knew he had to since he blamed himself for everything.
"Let's go" he said and Taewon stopped sobbing, hearing his father's words. "I have a wedding to catch up"
"Taehyung think--"
"I only love Jennie, Jungkook" he sighed as he forced himself to love Jennie. Taewon crawled down from Jungkook's arms before walking to the cupboards and bringing out a picture.
"Here, Appa. You may leave after you tear this up" he said loudly and handed Taehyung a drawing in which Taewon drew him, Hana and Taehyung.
Tae closed his eyes as a stream of water ran down his cheek before he knelt down to Taewon.
"Taewo--"
"No" he pushed his hands away. "Tear it" he was determined. "If you hate mommy then you will tear it" he said and Taehyung licked his lips before taking a look at the drawing one last time and after that it was in two pieces.
"Here Appa." He handed Taehyung a frame. "Break it" he turned the frame to look at it and his eyes almost instantly popped out when it was the frame of Taehyung and Hana in which he was staring at her lovingly and she had a shy smile on her lips as she looked down with a blush. This was the only frame that Taehyung used to glance every night before falling asleep and he had hidden it from everyone. The question arising was how Taewon found the frame that Taehyung used to hide and watched when he cried and missed her.
"Break it" the 5 year old said and Tae closed his eyes before his tear fell onto the frame. "Come on, Appa!" He shook Taehyung and Tae knew he can't break the frame as that was one of the most precious pictures he had.
---THRASH!
Taewon gasped as Taehyung wiped his tears after smashing the frame to the ground.
"Come on, Jungkook. Jennie's waiting" he settled himself before walking past Taewon.
"Appa?" He stopped onto his tracks as he heard a little voice. "For the first time, you look disgusting like shrek in a dress." The 5 year old cried and Tae's cheeks burned when he said that remembering about the time when he complimented about how handsome he looked.
"Oh I'm sorry" he chuckled before wiping his tears. "In a suit" he said and grabbed his elephanty and the picture of his mother before running upstairs.
Taehyung was so emotionally hurt that it started to pain physically too.
"Let's go" he wiped his tears before going to Jennie to say the two words 'I do'.
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I am crying.
Your comments are appreciated.
RIP. HANA.
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