Bee's POV~

I sighed, leaning my head back against the wooden head board of the bed. I looked over at Lisa who was fast asleep.

I watched her sleep. Her breathing was heavy and slow, she stirred every few seconds and muttered things in her sleep as tears rolled down her cheeks.

She winched and whimper as she tightened her grip on the bed sheets that covered her body and scrunched her nose in the process.

"Please stop." She whimpered as she continued to stir. Her body began to shake under the bed sheets. Her breathing went heavy as I could see her chest quicken its pace with rising and falling.

"It's ok Lisa.." I whispered as I reached out and stroked her head. At first she stiffened from my sudden touch but slowly she began to relax and her breathing slowed once again.

I worked down the lump in my throat as I watched her. Primus knows what I would've done if she died during that attack. If I lost her I don't know what I would've done.

The faint memories of the battle made my chest ache. The sounds of gun fire and explosions. The loud screams of terror....

My team mates...

My family being shot down. Blown to bits.

It made me sick to my stomach. I miss them and if I could I would press the damn reset button. All the anger and the pain hit me all at once. I clenched my jaw as I dropped my gaze, my hands now clenched into fists.

My vision blurred as I felt the tears form in my eyes. My breath hitched as I forced myself to blink them away. Come on! Stop being so weak! I cursed under my breath, wiping my eyes with the back of my hand.

You gotta be strong for Lisa! I told myself as I clenched my jaw and looked away. I laid myself down in bed, pulling the heaving red covers over me.

I rolled over to my side, my gaze resting at her back that was facing me. I promise Lisa....I'll make things work. I promise. I take in a deep breath, before finally closing my eyes and allowing the sleep the finally take me.

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I wake up with white blinding light shining in my face. 'What the hell? Where am I?'. I rubbed my eyes and looked around.

From a distance I can hear yelling and shouting out in the white vast of nothing. "Hello?" I called out, hating how my voice was hoarse and dry.

"Is there anyone there?" I called out again as I could hear the yelling getting louder.

"Bee." A soft voice calls out to me and instantly the faint yelling fades away.

"Bumblebee." The voice calls out to me again. Primus it sounded like an angel. I turn around and I'm face to face with Lisa.

Her skin was glowing. No scars or  bruises littered her skin. Her face was clear from any stains of blood or dirt. She looked beautiful.

She looked like an actual angel which made butterflies form at the pit of my stomach. "Lisa.." I barely managed out as I felt my knees go weak.

She smiled up at me. Her eyes sparkling like the brightest stars on Cyberton.

She tilted her head to the side. Her eyes searching my face as she reached out and rested her small hand against my cheek.

I sucked in a deep breath as I leaned against her touch. The soft pad of her thumb stroked my cheek as I reached out and rested my hand over hers.

"Bumblebee.." She whispered softly as her voice carried through the vast of the white place we were stuck in. Her soft angelic voice repeated over and over again in my head.

As I opened my eyes again, her eyes met mine and I fall into their hypnotizing orbs. She smiled once more as we both leaned closer together our foreheads resting against one another.

"Lisa I.."

Just before I could say anything else I felt I was being pulled away from her until I was thrown into a dark hole.

"BUMBLEBEE!" I hear Lisa scream as her cry for my name rebounded against the darkness of this hole I was falling through.

I grunted, shielding my eyes as I am blinded by a flash of bright white light. Next thing I know I'm back in the battlefield from when CemeteryWind was attacking.

"Lisa!" I screamed through the chaos as the sound of missiles, bullets and explosions rang through my ears.

The dark grey smoke made my eyes water and I began to cough as the thick smog entered my lungs.

"Lisa!" I screamed in between coughs as I ran through the smoke, dodging and taking cover as bullets went flying in every direction.

"Bumblebee!" I hear her scream as I whip my head around to see her running from upcoming CemeteryWind soliders.

"Lisa! Hold on I'm coming!" I cried out as I tried to get back to my alt mode but nothing was working. 'What the hell! What the frag is going on?!'

"Lisa!" I hear Sam scream as I turn to see him running for cover with Carly. 'No! No! Come on Bee! You can't let this happen again!'

"Bumblebee!" I hear Lisa cry out as I try to find her again through the thick smoke and ash that filled the air.

"Help me! Don't leave me!" Lisa cried out as I coughed, trying to see through the smoke.

"Move! Move! Move!" I hear Lennox scream to his team as both sides continued to attack, kill and take cover from hails of bullets and upcoming missiles.

"Lisa!" I cried out again. Tears forming in my eyes as my heart was hammering against my chest so much that it hurt.

My stomach kept going into knots and my lungs began to clench and all my air ways closed. 'Where the hell is she?!'

"Bee!" I hear Lisa cry out once more as I finally see her. "Lisa!" I cried out as she escaped the grasp of one of the soldiers as she ran towards me.

"Lisa.." I barely managed out as she ran to me. Tears filled her eyes. Cuts and bruises littered her skin while dirt covered more of her body and blood stained her clothes.

"Lisa!" I screamed as I look up to the sky as a missile was coming straight for us.

As it makes its impact I go flying backwards and the love of my life... The one girl I had ever met. The one person who was my first kiss, my first everything was blown to pieces right in front of me.

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I gasped, "no!" I screamed out as I shot up from the bed, panting heavily as I looked around the room that both Lisa and I were currently in.

My eyes burned as I could feel the hot tears streaming down my face. I hear a soft whimper and slight stirring as Lisa sat up in the bed, her hair was now knotted, her cheeks flushed and her eyes were a little red and glassy.

I stared down at my hands in horror, my eyes grew wide in fear. I was speechless...absolutely horrified and it felt all too real...

I clenched and unclenched my hands into into fists. My jaw tightly clenched as my body trembled viciously. The explosions rang in my ears, the vivid images continued to flash through my mind and my head throbbed painfully.

"S-sorry." I choked out as I stared at my hands that shook viciously in my lap. "I didn't mean-I didn't-" I sucked in a deep breath, trying to refrain myself from stuttering and shaking so much.

"I had a-I just had a bad dream." I rambled out as I take in another shaky breath. I felt the tears escape from the corners of my eyes and rolled down my cheeks.

"I had a bad dream." I repeated once again as I leaned my head back and stared up at the ceiling, the tears continued to roll down my cheeks.

Lisa stared at me for the longest time, almost as if she didn't want to touch me. She stared down at her hands and looked at me again.

I could see the faint scars on her neck and the deep cuts on her arms due to her sleeves that were slightly rolled up.

I worked down a swallow as I hanged my head just as more tears were forming in my eyes and dropped onto the red floral bed sheets.

I hiccupped as I was trying hard to not let the sob escape me. I failed her..

I failed her here in the real world and even in my dreams. I see her breaking everyday now. Watching little by little of her slip away from my fingers.

Just now she was even too scared for me to help her bathe so I wouldn't see her scars.

I failed her..

I failed her..

I failed her..

Out of nowhere she comes onto my lap and wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me against her as she pressed her face against my neck, her fingers gently brushing through my hair.

My eyes widened as she held me close. I could hear her heartbeat and how it raced fast, rebounding against her ribcage. She was shivering slightly against me as she started mumbling; trying her best to get the words out.

"It's going to be ok.." She said softly as I felt myself go ridged. I stayed frozen for the longest time just as she tightened her grasp around me.

"It's okay." She choked out as I slowly wrapped my arms around her waist. It's okay..

Her words replayed over and over again in my head. And just like that I burst into tears, crying and staining her shirt with my tears.

As I sobbed she held me even closer and tighter. By the time I had managed to control myself we both fell asleep with us holding onto each other as if our lives depended on it.

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