"You did this to me." He choked out as I stared at him. His body was basically burnt in most areas, his clothes caked with red dark blood and dirt.

His skin was stained with his own dark blood. Cuts and scars littered his body as the dark purple and bluish bruises stained his skin.

"No.." I choked out as I shake my head side to side. Tears began to pool out of my eyes as I take a step away from him.

"I didn't mean to..I-they came out of nowhere." I rambled out as he let out a dry laugh. 'This can't be real'. I told myself over and over again as I tried to keep my eyes away from him.

"I thought you had my back. But hell was I wrong." He spat venomously as I fight back the sob. 'No..no god please! This can't be real!'

"You killed me. You killed me and my girlfriend. You did this." He added on with a sneer as his eyes burned into mine. I could see the anger and betray in his eyes.

The way he looked at me. He hated me. He never stopping glaring at me. His cold, emotionless eyes almost burning through my soul.

"It wasn't my fault!" I cried out as he stepped closer to me. Somehow his words got into my head, rebounding in my ears. His words spewing out like venom as they hammered against my skull.

"You caused this."

"You killed me."

"You killed me."

"It's your fault."

"It's your fault."

"It's your fault."

Over and over again those words repeated in my head. I screamed, clutching onto my head as I felt as if it was going to explode.

"Get out of my head!" I screamed in agony as I dig my nails into my skull.

"You did this." He spat as I sink to my knees. "No..no I didn't." I choked out as I hanged my head.

"I loved you. I loved you so damn much. You were like a brother to me. I-I tried." I replied as I felt my heart clench. I felt my stomach go into knots, almost as if I was close to throwing up.

"Liar." He spat as I shake my head. My tears spilling out of my eyes and dropped onto the white ground.

"No. You-you have to b-believe me." I sobbed out as I dig my nails deeper into my skull trying to stop the voices. Trying to take away the exploding pain.

"P-please..please m-make it stop." I begged out as I finally look up at him. His eyes are soulless. I watched as I see blood sweep through his clothes as he sinks to his knees.

"NO!" I screamed out as I looked at him. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!" I cried out as he stared at me.

"You did this to me. Now you have to live with it." He spat as blood trickled from the corner of his mouth.

"No!" I cried out as I shake his shoulders. His eyes roll back and he falls limp.

"WAKE UP!" I screamed at him as he began to fade away in my hands.

"THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" His voice rings in my head as I let out another cry of agony as the pain takes over once more and I fall limp.

"Lisa wake up!"

"NO!" I cried out as I jolt awake. I screamed as I felt hands grab my arms. "No! No please stop!" I sobbed out as I tried to fight off whoever was touching me.

"Lisa you just had a bad dream, it's me Bumblebee." The voice said as I fall limp once more as I began to sob.

"It was just a nightmare." He said softly as I tried to stop my sobbing. "I'm sorry." I said between sobs as Bee pulled me in his arms.

"It's ok Lisa..it's ok." He said as he stroked my head, which helped me calm down.

I tried to managing my hyperventilating as I sobbed, including with trying to ignore the pain of how my heart was racing and rebounding against my ribcage.

"It was scary." I choked out once I managed to stop myself from sobbing into his shirt and taking in deeper and slower breaths.

"I know..I know.." He whispered softly into my hair as I finally managed to pull away from him. "Where are we?" I croaked as he kissed my forehead.

"I found a motel for us. I just pulled in." He exclaimed as I nodded, finally taking in my new surroundings.

We were still in his alt mode. I wasn't in no white abyss or with him screaming at me. I was safe with Bee.

"I have to step out and go get a room for us. I'll be right back." He said as I looked at him. The sudden fear of being alone made my heart beat faster.

"No..let me come with you." I begged as I hugged his arm. "Please don't leave me here." I whispered as he held me close again.

"I promise I'll be right back. If you come the owner or whoever is working here will know." He explained as I squeezed my eyes tightly shut.

"Y-you p-pr-promise you'll b-be right back?" I asked him as he cupped my face with his hands.

"I promise. I won't even be five minutes." He said as he kissed my lips before he stepped out of his alt mode and to the office of the motel.

I sucked in a deep breath as I pulled my knees to my chest. I looked outside as I bite down on my lower lip, rocking myself back and forth on the seat.

"Ok Lisa, deep breaths. Bee promised he'd be back." I told myself shakily as I felt those damn knots in my stomach form once again.

I couldn't get the thought of him out of my head. The way he looked at me. The anger and pain in his eyes. The way he yelled at me..how he blamed me for his death.

It was my fault..I killed him. I should've protected him. It should've been me that died that day. Not him..

He didn't deserve to die. Neither did she and now they're both gone..and its all my fault.

I whimpered as my lower lip began to tremble and the tears began to form in my eyes again. I rested my arms over my knees and pressed my face against my arms and weeped.

As I started to cry all over again his voice began to form at the back of my head; making my body go completely ridged.

"You did this to me." I hear him whisper as I pulled away from my curling position on my seat and looked around.

As I turn my head to check from the window of the passengers side I let out a scream to see him standing outside.

His clothes ripped and covered in blood. His body littered with wounds and bruises; just like in the nightmare I had of him. And here he was. The same death glare that burned through my soul.

"YOU DID THIS TO ME!" He screamed as I scrambled out of the passenger side door and ran, tears blinding me as I crash into someone.

I fall onto the ground as I shield my face, my body shaking in fear. "Please don't hurt me!" I begged to the stranger as the stranger grabbed my hands.

"Lisa what's going on? Why are you out here?" Bee asked as my eyes widened as I stared up at him.

"Bee I..I saw him." I choked out as Bee stared at me, his eyes growing wide in fear. "Who did you see?" He asked me anxiously as I turned my head and pointed to his alt mode where he stood but no one was there.

"He was there." I croaked out as Bee collected me in his arms. "It was probably just another bad dream. Come on I got us a room." He said as I clung onto him as he walked to our pale yellow motel door which the yellow paint was chipping off.

He unlocked the door and we stepped inside. Once we had entered the room Bee had then locked the door behind us.

The room looked a lot like it was from the 90's. Flower wallpaper walls, one large bed that had a wooden headboard and was covered with red flower printed bed sheets.

Two wooden nightstand on either side of the bed and two old looking lamps on the night stands.

There was one small brown painted closet and one small washroom. He sucked in a deep inhale as he placed me down on the large queen size bed.

"You're shaking. Are you cold?" He asked as he knelt down in front of me as I was hanging my head. He probably thinks I'm insane.

"He was right there.." I barely managed out as I clenched a handful of the red bedsheets in both my clenched fists.

"Lisa it's just your mind messing you. He's gone.." Bee whispered as his hush voiced echoed through our room.

I felt that bone chilling feeling travel down my spine as I felt sick all over again. "Bee..I know what I saw." I pressed on as I met his gaze for a small moment before looking away again.

Bee sighed as I continued to shake while the silence hung between us for a few minutes. "Look..I know you're scared but.." He paused for a small moment as he licked his lips.

"Baby, look at me we're safe now ok?" Bee added on as he cupped my cheek, stroking his thumb over my cheek bone.

I clenched my jaw, finding the courage to look up and meet his gaze as he leaned close and kissed my wet tear stained cheek.

"Ok." I barely whispered as he nodded, debating on what to do next with me. "How about I get the bath ready and you can clean up?" He suggested as I shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't have any clothes." I whispered as I picked at my raw nail beds. "Would you like me to get you some. There's a Thrift Shop across the street." He exclaimed as I looked up at him.

"I don't want you to leave me again." I choked out as he sighed. "Lisa you need clothes and a hell lot of medical treatment." He said as he eyed my new scars due to the war.

I clenched jaw, and then my hands into fists. "I'm. Fine. I don't need any medical treatment." I declared as I tried to regain my strength as I looked at him.

He hanged his head, his patience running thin with me. "Please stop being stubborn Lisa. I'll be right back." He replied as he stood up as my lower lip began to tremble.

"You promise?" I asked him as he nodded, kissing the crown of my head. "I promise Lisa. I'll be back." He replied as he then caressed my cheek.

"Lock the door. Do not answer to anyone. I'll knock four times so you'll know it's me understand?" He exclaimed as I nodded. "Ok." I replied shakily as he steps out of the motel room and I quickly lock the door behind him.

I take in a deep breath as I walk back to the bed and grabbed one of the floral red pillows and held it close to my chest.

In matters of seconds I fall asleep, no matter how hard I tried to keep my eyes open, I managed to fall into a deep dark abyss.

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